*hugs* It's just general depression really, not much to say about it.

Maybe do something nice for yourself, Claire.

Hi Louise, how are you?

hugs claire and lindsay

I'm not bad thanks

Starting to think that the voices are coming from God and i should listen to them because they have something important to say to me
the ones telling me to die is the devil trying to trick me in to suicide
i must not listen to those voices

*hugs dragon* That must be very hard and upseting for you, but please try not to listen to them though i know that can be hard.

*Sigh* Almost 4 days but I just nipped upstairs and injured , not badly , it's taken care off , I just feel numb:S

*Hugs Louise*

*Hugs Ryuu* No you mustn't listen to those voices , good for you .

*hugs everybody*

Guess who feels sick AGAIN?!! But I think it's from not eating all day (til now) and then all the crying I've done & stuff *sighs*

Getting anxious about tomorrow =/

Tomorrow is first day of college Helen? You can do it :)

It is Mark :) Thank you!!! Not looking forward to 7am start mind you!!

7am starts should be illegal. Sorry I've been away a lot, I bought some clay and I've been making a kitty :p *hugs all*

Helen, my day starts at 7AM too (8 AM classes= me getting up at 7 AM) It's wayyyy too early!

Sarah, aww a kitty?!? Fun!

Ahhhh... I'm living. I still feel like I need to die, but whatever. I'm fighting, or trying to at least.

*Hugs Sarah* that sounds very creative and fun :)

*Hugs Felicia*It's good that you are fighting . Keep fighting :) You are so worth it .

My commute means my 9am class means a 6am get up - one of those a week, in 3 days next year, 8am wake up monday, 7am wake up tuesday then a 6am wakeup wednesday then probably hibernation thursday and friday lol

And yeah, not too bad at making/drawing cartoon kitties, is good fun too :)

Sarah, that sounds awful... 6 AM wake up? I'd never get to class on time. lol

Mark, thanks. I don't feel worth it. But I'm trying... so so hard.

Yeah, if I had a 9am lecture it meant getting up just after 6am. Wasn't great in the winter, but gave me time to wake up on the way.

Yeah its great for that, you're really awake and productive when you get in, had breakfast and everything is sorted where everyone who lives close is zombie like :p

The devil is winning i have to die

*cuddles everyone*

*cuddles everyone*

Ryuu, you don't need to die, don't let anything win, you're strong and can beat it.

I'm heading off for the night now, stay safe everyone x