*Hugs Laura*

*Hugs Crimson*

*Hugs Ian* Thanks!

*Hugs Oliver* Thankyou too*

*Hugs Mara*

*Hugs Laura*

I am super excited , getting stressed , hating this heat, and basically getting overwhelmed , Not to mention worried sick about my Best Friend Hannah who is staying with her parents as she feels so low and worried about Felicia who is in North Wales and Left her meds in London .... Could use a hug :/

*hugs Mark* That's a lot of emotions.

*Hugs Lindsay* Thanks for the Hugs , It is , I am struggling , Hopefully when Felicia and I meet it will all melt away , I am not looking forward to travelling. Only once before have I taking a train alone before and that was at a bad time in my life

Is there something you can do to distract yourself on the train? Like listen to some music or read a book?

I dare not put my Ipod on in case I miss my stop, Might take a easy to focus on book though, might be able to text and stuff too :)

hugs everyone

*Hugs Louise* How are you?

How are you, Louise?

so so not been great this past couple of days

Do you want to talk about it?

*hugs everyone*
Hope your trip goes well, Mark. Is there a way Felicia can pick up a new refill on her meds over there?

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I have come to the conclusion after having my ex's fiance call me this morning that I am a terrible person... But I can't keep from laughing about the whole thing... O.O

Do you want to talk about what happened? *hugs*

*Hugs Crimson* You are not a terrible person ! <3

*Hugs Lindsay*

*hugs Mark and Lindsay*

*shrugs* I think poorly of the fiance... have since before they were engaged. I'll leave that part of it alone, if I elaborated you'd see my point on being horrible.
Long story short... He owes about $18,000 in child support and the state he moved to is prosecuting him for felony level refusal to pay it. He has a court date next month apparently. She called thinking I had sent them after him when I didn't. She threw a fit saying how she was disabled and didn't know if she could live without him for 6 months... (same way ya did before you met him last year maybe?) I filled her in that all the papers he said needed turned in by me he had a copy of and child support up here has 2 copies of. And she called me at work to address her issues. -While I was covering the front desk- CLASSY *insert dripping sarcasm here*
And I think I'm losing it because the whole thing from her, the situation, child support refusing to acknowledge the paper work, etc etc etc is F-ing hilarious to me. Like I burst into giggle fits to where I laugh so hard I'm crying out of no where about all this. And I don't feel bad about their problems being funny to me. But then I feel bad that I don't feel bad...
I am a complicated individual... *sigh*

How are you guys doing?

*hugs Crimson*
*hugs Ian*
*hugs Oliver*
*hugs Mara*
*hugs Laura*
*hugs Mark*
*hugs Lindsay*
*hugs Louise*

*hugs everyone*

The crisis team were supposed to phone me at 7 but they didn't. I'm not going to phone them. If they want to abandon me then that's their choice.

*hugs Lindsay*

How are you, Laura?

I'm trying to wrap my mind around the fact that I'm going inpatient in 4 weeks and that they have me go to the closed ward first. All I know is that I'm scared and I want to injure so badly.

How are you?