At my age I should be a grown up, but I don't see it happening any time soon.

I don't feel like a grown up still! Every time I really think about my life, like living in my own home and making my own appointments and phone calls it feels like I'm just pretending to be a grown up!

You sure Hannah? :p

It's really no fun in here! I'm not sure what I'm waiting for now!

Hope you're ok Beckie.

Being an adult sucks. I've lived on my own for 10 years and I still feel like I'm pretending and often phone my dad for advice.

Anyone around? I need a distraction. I'm just being silly because I was fine earlier on.

Hot chocolate sounds amazing. I was tempted to open chocolates my uncle gave me for Christmas. It's a set with a chocolate snowman and snow dog from the cartoon and it comes with a fluffy little snow dog.

That sounds adorable! You should definitely open them :)

I think I shall.

This is the box

So cute

I need one!! :P

The box has lots of chocolate lollies too. Yummy.

That's adorable!!

Hi Katy! How are you?

I'm okay, hopefully meeting my dad in town for lunch and then I'll go and pick up my cigs and whatever else I need before meeting back up with dad and getting a very welcome lift home. Probably getting bus there, which can be a pain with my walking aide but am definitely gaining confidence getting the bus which gives me a bit more freedom to actually get out and about.

How are you lovely?

That sounds good :) you're doing well to keep persevering with it and I'm glad you're starting to feel more confident with the bus!

I am bored bored bored. Just another two hours to go!

Two hours until what pray tell?

I'm bored too :P I even resorted to Breakfast on BBC :P

Until my shift finishes!

Haha, even I am not that bored! :P

Ahh I remember those days I swear the last few hours of shifts are almost worse :P

Tbf just saw a bit that they are starting to notice a lack of mental health services and beds and disorganisation-No.****.Sherlock.

Hey guys!
How are we all today?
I've woken up with a massive headache.

Hello!

Headaches suck, sorry your feeling ill still.

Back to your earlier conversation when you need to worry is when you get called Sir! I was not amused!!

Hi Sarah!

I'm sick to death of this illness crap! Have to go back to gp I imagine! Grrrrr!

Haha! I haven't been called sir (yet!) But yes, that is worse than madam!
Why on earth did you get called sir?!

It was in a supermarket! I guess it was just automatic or something.

GP sounds a good idea, don't suffer unnecessarily if you can't wait till Monday do see OOH/A&E. Pain and ill health can unsettle mental health and you are having a good run at the minute! /end of mothering.

What are you up to this afternoon?

Very strange! They must of been on autopilot or something.

Thanks Sarah. I imagine I will be going to one of those before Monday. It's already staying to affect my mental health which sucks because as you said, I'm having a good run!!

Not up.to much. Just resting and watching greys anatomy.
How about you?

Being miserable because tv watching devices seem to be conspiring against me and not working! argh!

Resting and Grey's Anatomy sounds like a wonderful plan! It does suck when being ill unsettles things, its like been attack from all angles at once.

Oh no! That really sucks. Hope you manage to get them working!

That's exactly what it's like!
I've got some nice soup which is a good illness food. And liquid will probably be easier to cope with rather than solid food. I have to get better soon, it's been like a week!
Grrrrr!

Hope you feel better soon Beckie.

How is everyone?

I'm at my dad's house. I'm staying over night.

Thanks guys

How are you amy?

That sounds nice Lorraine :)

I hope you feel better soon Beckie <3

Are you having a nice time at your dad's Lorraine?

How are you all this evening?

Thanks Hannah <3

I'm ok thanks. Just watching more greys anatomy!
How are you Hannah?

Grey's Anatomy is good! Are you enjoying it?

I am having tooth issues :( Part of my tooth has broken. I need to get an emergency dentist appointment and I'm really scared! I hate the dentist and I'm scared it's going to be a big job.

I am enjoying it! I'm on season 2 now and have downloaded them all!

Oh no! Does it hurt?
I've had a broken tooth for about 3 years and because it doesn't hurt, the dentist isn't bothered.

The dentist does suck.
Kinda feel sorry for dentist though! They must be one of the most hated people along with traffic wardens and bailiffs.

Poor Hannah. I hope you get it fixed ok.

I am having a good time thanks.

I tend to avoid them too! Had no choice but to go because of major pain. She was actually very good. I've had bad experiences as a kid so I'malways super nervous!
And have to get my wisdom tooth out under general anaesthetic which shouldn't be too bad.

Glad you're having a good time Lorraine :)

Ugh! They sounds like awful experiences!!
I was absolutely terrified of dentists when I was a kid. I would scream the place down and try to run away mid procedure. And then I had to have a tooth out and it came out in bits so they had to dig into my gum to get the root out and it was sooo painful and there was a lot of blood!

Haha! Rant away! We all need a good rant sometimes!

Oh my God people, dentist horror stories are not what I need right now!!!! :'( I'm genuinely terrified that any dental work I need will go horribly wrong and I will die :P

ALSO. I'm meeting up with a guy from my dating site for coffee tomorrow! I am terrified of this too! :P

Sorry Hannah!!
I've had good experiences too! And I doubt many people have actually died from dental treatment :p

Oooooo good luck!! First dates are always terrifying!
You must let me know how it goes! *is nosey* :p

I might be seeing this guy again this weekend, depending on how I feel physically.

Oh I hope you're feeling well enough! Failing that, make him come and look after you and bring you cups of tea :P

That is why it will be so tragic when I die from it!! :P

I will let you know how it goes! It will probably be awful haha!

Good luck Hannah and Beckie with your dates.

Haha!! We live literally 100 metres away from each other so it would be easy for him to get here and take care of me :p
But I think that's asking a bit much on a 3rd date! Haha!


Don't say that Hannah!! Be optimistic! :-D

Thanks Lorraine. Have you got anything planned for tomorrow?

Hahaha yes I do Amy, ALL the men are mine!! :P