Thanks guys. I just give up. I can't handle life any more. I just want to curl up somewhere safe and warm and not wake up for a very long time.

well you know where we are enjoy your rest

Newlife- All the same I doubt he would agree and I expect there are a lot of people who wouldnt either. YOU CAN DO THIS. Hurting yourself is not the answer EVER.

Theoncoming storm- feel free to curl up safe and warm on the ward for as long as you like and please poke us whenever you want to talk.

Thank you. I don't like to ask for help, but sometimes you've just got to vent.

Thank you both so much.

Newlife - trust me i would hate to see you go and i am sure your BF would hate to see that your amazing in your own right...

*stirs in her corner, peeks out, and decides she's not ready to face the world yet.. if ever.. and huddles back down again*

*gets out of bed and trashes the room...*

So frustrated at being like this...and so tierd and drained. I just want this to stop :crying:

I'm so sorry-I want to do it so much still-i thought I'd feel better thios morning-my bf might be coming over later though so i guess i better try and live-thank you im so sorry

*pops head in* dont worry about it do you want some company

thanks-erm i could do wit a little bit yeah but dont worry if you dont wanna its ok

no its fine *pulls up a chair* so what do you think is troubling you hun or do you not wanna talk bout it

it's just everyone keeps walking all over me and taking me for granted and then treating me like rubbish-im not appreciated and i just want out of everything i'm so worthless

and well i think my boyfriend wants to take things further and well i trust him and everything but with other guys when ive said no they just kept going and i dont want that to happen again-i know im paranoid-im sorry-really really sorry

you ok

its fine hun i am like that too *shivers at the memories* i will be fine i just popped in to make sure eveyone was okay i aint gonna burden people at the moment.... well i dont know what your boyfriend is like but i hope its not like the past because well i hate seeing people being walked all over *hugs*
you're not paranoid you have a right to be like that with your past and things

I'm sure he is different and he knows everything so yeah-if you want to talk I'll pm you my msn address and you can chat to me on there if you want to-make sure you take care of yourself aswell-thank you so so much

hi guys., Is everyone ok? *offers morning hugs*

*returns hugs*

*joins in hug to make it a group hug*

*joins in too*

hey tweetiepie are you okay

returns and make tent bigger due to lots of new people hey all