Ice skating used to be the one thing I could do well, and now I can't even do that. I'm so crap.

I HAS A KAT

for gods sake...
Im struggling to get through this coursework...he wants it in tomorrow....hes having a laugh but he's gonna go mental if i dont give him a finished first draft...i dont even know what im writing...
and im so stressed and its getting me down and i cant stop crying.
Ive just got a crap job that I dont even like....but I NEEDED it....because I got fired from my last job because I suck....
and I cant tell my boyfriend...I want to...but the words dont come out because I dont want him to think its HIS fault im unhappy...

help me :'(

*cuddles alexx*

PM me if u wanna talk or frustrate ur angry/emotions/feelings if u wanna..

in the mean time tc of urself and stay positive there!

xx

i am setting up camp here and staying put!!! :'(

Since they wont let me into an actual psych ward, because its just such a bad thing that i want help,
*hugs everyone and sets up next to englishgirl23*
you ok?

i dont know anymore... i'm confused i dont know how to tell people how i feel... omg i dont know... how stupid does that sound!!!! How about u?

it doesnt sound stupid <3 *hugs*
im stuck and lost and frustrated that people tell me to reach out for help but when i reach out, they tell me "oh its normal, im sure you'll be fine"
and i think ive just realised what people mean when they say they feel numb.
hmm.
<3

*cuddles jess*

u just haven't found the right ppl for help yet..

I'm not sure wats about in melbourne yet...but community health centres might be a good start if u think u need extra support?

*cuddles*
thanks.
ive tried so hard. nothing helps.
how are u?
<3

Just quickly let you know that I'm back from being IP.

*hugs all*

aww Kahlia thats good,
you feeling okay?
<3

Hello Kahlia :) Hope you are feeling better

I haven't smoked since Wednesday 9pm. It is now Friday 11am. It's hard and it's going to get harder when I go to the pub later, but I'm really trying. xx

Kahlia <3

Zowie, try to kepe going <3

*hugs for all*

Well done Zowie - that is fab :)
I am still trying and failing to stop but cutting down is at least going in the right direction.

Kahlia, glad to have you back :)

*hugs everyone*

Well done for cutting down Mary Anne :)

I'm finding it really hard at the moment, I have a nicotine inhalator but I'm trying to get by without using it. By 10pm tonight the nicotine will be out of my body.
That is if I don't give up and have a ciggy at the pub tonight :\

:::::::::::::::::::::::: Big hugs ::::::::::::::::::::::

To Everyone

Have a great weekend everybody xxx
Love Jade xxx

*squishes everyone*

Have a good weekend all, or try to anyway!!! My weekend is going to be bloody awful, well tomorrow should be okay. But Sunday....haha got flashbacks and disassociation to expect >.<

hmm..........think i need to stay in here for a while, not copeing right now. hmmm.........i reallt want to do somthing stuiped. hmm past the point of careing right now. meh

**hugs for allll**