everyone deserves to be heard ku xx

By feeling that you don't deserve to be heard, shows that you need to be heard and you need support. that's what we're ehre for. *cuddles*

*cuddles di* honey, maybe go for a walk and try to clear your head/

thank you...
but i ****ed up that right when i walked away from someone who needed help.
sounds like a good idea di. take care though yeah? look after your arm now too xx

it's 11.30 here to late to go out the kids are in bed, i will go now i am just talking rubbish anyway. thank you for your support jess *hugs*

ty ku i will do xx

argh, really? thought it was earlier than that! (so much for the early night)
you're not talking rubbish, not at all
and good :)

Ku, when you're in need of help yourself, you're not expected to be there for everyone else. *cuddles*

*sighs* I agree with Jess but...
what about people like me who never stop needing help?
I am one big needy pathetic excuse for a human being.

maybe.
i pretty much ruined the best friendship i have though.
she says it's ok, i didn't upset her or anything.
but cos i walked away, i messed up. i dunno how to get back on track.
she needed me more than i needed her, really.
and now? now i just wish i had my damn blade.
sorry, i'm moaning, i haven't even asked how you are
*cuddles*

edit: bound by thoughts (really sorry i forgot your name-heads mush) i think the same about myself...it doesn't make it true *hugs*

Amanda, you know that you will eventually get past this. It's amazing and 'unblelivable' but you WILL get past this.

*cuddles Ku* your friend sounds like she understands why you walked away. You need to be okay before you can help someone else be okay. Or even in just a better frame of mind at least!

Well that IS true about me... not you... but me... I AM a lame excuse for a human. (My name is Amanda btw... but don't worry about forgetting it... I'm bad with names too)

Sorry Amanda =)
And I may not know you well, but I get the impression you're far from the lame human being you think you are.

*attempts to smile... a weak... half smile is all that can be mustered* thanks Ku. That means a lot.

you are NOT a lame excuse for a human being manda! you're NOT! *cuddles lots*

and Ku, you're lovely too!

*starts to cry on Jess' shoulder, but makes herself stop*
sorry...

A half smile is better than no smile at all :)
We're both right hun, you'll see that one day.
Don't stop yourself crying if you need to cry...
And Jess...thank you.

*cuddles amanda and pets lots* you can cry on me sweetheart, i'm good for that :)

Ku honey... i'll keep telling you till you don't need to hear it anymore *cuddles*

but I don't know why I am crying... almost crying for no reason... I shouldn't be crying, I should be happy... this is so stupid!!!!

^ everyone should be happy hun. sadly it doesn't work like that, and everyone's allowed to cry, whether there's a reason or not. it's a good release *cuddles*
*cuddles jess* you're ace, thank you. i keep saying that, but i mean it =)

*nods*
Jess is AWESOME!!!