Hiding in bed with my duvet and dog today

*makes a cup of tea and goes to curl up in bed*

Still not feeling to good gonna make myself a cuppa tea, grab some galaxy from shop and hide in bed.

I should get dressed... but meh. Also need to eat, but don't want to. *pulls blankets over head*

*checking in for a long time* hides under blankets and pillow

*takes tea and blankets out of bed* Hey, Rinnagirl. Can I just come sit with you?

*nods* company would be a nice distraction

*wraps blanket around self, clutching cup of tea, next to Rinnagirl* I'm Ashley.

*curls up under blanket* Hi Ashley, I'm Nat :)

*Crawls in* this is my first time here, i need to feel safe.

*waves* hey franticmind, you're safe here, come sit with us if you want

*sets out a box of love with chocolates in it* + *cleans up mess around invisible table and room and walls* *refills blankets pillows and lemonade and cookies*

*sits in the corner and stares at the wall*

Such a fragile mind have I... and one simple thing will break it right now

I think I finally broke

*offers Nat hugs* I feel you.
*waves at franticmind and yodabearinterrupted* You can join us if you like. I find cuddle puddles sometimes help me.

I came back from hospital one day too late. I missed seeing my grandfather by less than 24 hours. My heart has gone with him. :crying: Now we all have to try and pick up the pieces and ensure my nanna still has a reason to live.

*has just noticed this thread and likes the idea*
*not feeling safe, grabs a king sized a doona and selfishly wraps around herself to hide*

The tears are falling thick and fast today. My hallucinations are becoming stronger and it feels like they are more real than the rest of the world. I'm very suicidal and am attempting to hide it from my husband even though I know that betrays the trust. I just can't say anything to him.... I just feel like there is no way out and I want all this to end. Maybe I should just knock myself out for the night. *sigh*

*disappears into a corner with my teddy bear and several boxes of tissues*

*hugs Ashley*

I give up, all the fight has gone out of me, can't do it anymore

*offers boxed hugs around the ward* im so sorry to her that Kahlia, that must be awful for you.