*offers safe hugs, stuffed animals and tissues to all who want/need them*

So damn tired. Just want to sleep. It's only early afternoon but I just want to crash out right now and not wake up for a week. Meh...

Thanks to family drama and stuff at home, now I am teetering on being unsafe and doing bad things... I reached out to a friend but no reply yet :(

*sits down and cries*

Every thing keeps getting worse.... J is screaming in my ear, my mood is dropping quickly, I'm becoming more suicidal every minute and I have everything I need to put my suicide plan into action. The only thing holding me here is that I don't want to put my family and friends through the torture I went through when I found Jem after his suicide. My husband says I should go to hospital but he's not doing so crash hot and there wouldn't be anyone left here to care for him. I don't know what to do... I just want it all to stop. I just want for it all to be over. Help. *crawls under a bed in the corner and starts crying*

Why don't you ask someone to care for him like a neighbour and then go to the hospital

*hides here* Too triggered...

headaches, downtrodden... ibux wont help. meds makes it worse...

*plops down on the couch*

So overwhelmed...

*hides in the corner*

I need protection from myself right now

Not been here in a while - T cancelled therapy and feeling really overwhelmed right now. *rocks in corner* safe hugs to anyone who wants one

*hugs sapphire hearts*
*hugs tweety pie 84*

That was a terrible night... the nightmares felt so real and scary :(

*crashes* i need somewhere safe :(

*Group Hugs*

Hey big bro. *huggles*

I'm just going to disappear into a corner for a bit. Meh

illuminates the long hallway with blacklight... unless there is a no blacklight sign somewhere. *goes exploring*

I'm all alone and triggered... *cries and hides*

*hugs all in here*

Upset at myself for doing what I did... but its too late to fix that. One of my friends who has known for a while about my "stuff" asked if he could have a phone number he could use in case things got bad and I was stubborn/refused etc. a lil while back. Well pas wto nights have been really really bad and I told him what I did and how I was unsafe and the such... now I am worried he will call and I will get in trouble...

*hides in the corner and puts a blanket over so no one sees me*

Feeling really shitty right now had melt down in front of my parents and I really can't cope with all this bs at the moment x #crying

~grabs blanket and beanbag curls up~ I haven't been here in forever *sad* I know. I stopped going to therapy again

I recently lost my therepist too becca.

is OCD and anxiety the same?