This is not a good week... make the sh*t stop... so many voices in my head. I am trying really hard to be good and not do bad things, but I slipped up last night and now I wonder if that is making it all worse

Feeling a lot better today which is good feel so good still need that big hug

*gives big hug to skinnylove* does that help :) love the sig by the way, one of my fav movies

Thank you

She won't stop screaming. Just constantly screaming in my ears. I want her to stop and she won't. The only way I can see for this to end is for her, or me, to go.... It needs to end now

*hugs Khalia* I am sorry to hear you are having a rough time *hands you some goodies*

Thanks Matt *hugs*

I can't get a break from her. She just won't stop. I don't know how to decide what is her commands and what my head's telling me.... I need her to shut up

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Checks in here for a long while, anything is better than being outside or at home

"checks self in, snuggles into blanket in the corner and just cries"

I was bad last night and I did bad things *hides in the corner*

i am so tired... :snoozle: [falls asleep behind the drapes]

This is just getting worse all the time now... and it makes me worried. I don't have many to turn to for help or just to listen to me talk... sigh *cries softly in the corner*

I don't want to play any more *hides in a corner and cries*

*hides in the corner*

I am scared

Falls asleep in the virtual ward and decides this is best place for me

*checks in, crying and goes to sob on a bed* I do not wanna go to Psychology tomorrow...

I am nearly completely destroyed. I just discovered there is 5 different personalities in my head. We keep fighting. One time my bad side decided to take control of me. Than my good side just decided to become me. And than she get tired really fast. Now i am really tired with headache. I started to hating myself and i wasnt kill myself bcause of i was believing i am perfect but i am not perfect. I am just guilty. Because of me ladies killing theirselves. I must not be rude and bad like this but i was nearly always like this. I think i am going to break and become an evil if i completely lose hope of love but wasnt i am already hopeless? I am just becoming more rude and bad and evil person with hate. I am no more virgin afterall. But this is even not acceptable for my evil side. Causing people to suicide too much even for a murderer. I am not a murderer or rapist but what if i become? I cant understand myself. Even my personalities are tired.

If anyone asks for us we aren't here. We're trying to outrun the voices and are hiding in a cupboard. We don't want to play any more. If she doesn't stop soon we're going to take action we don't want to take.

*leaves pear vanilla ice cream popsicles on table in the invisible fridge*