skinnylove911: Distractions have their time and place. Sometimes getting 5 minutes relief from your emotions can be enough to allow you to re-think your options or get a new perspective. *hugs*

YodaBear: *hugs*

Just a reminder that I/we are here to talk if required.

Still dropping like a stone. Beginning to self-destruct. I just want it all to stop, please...
*grabs blankets and pillows and goes to sit in the corner*

Blah... too much going on... too much in my head... too much noise and the Voices are screaming at me. I have to go to Court tomorrow and I don't want to, but I have to *sigh*

Court was annoying... I was so nervous, but I think I did okay

A few of my coworkers said they were concerned about me today... I can't hide forever

So so tired of it all

*snuggles up with some pillows and blankets*

Today is going to be a no good very bad day... I can already feel it. Its very hard to conentrate with so much going on and all the competitions in my head... sigh

Not really great right now so I'm trying to watch a tv to help me feel better

*drags stuffed donkey and a pillow and blanket over to a corner, proceeds to beat up the pillow*
in a bad place, dropping like a stone, all the painkillers are looking inviting:sad:

*hugs skinnylove*

*hugs midnite* hope that is okay


*hides in the corner with a pillow and blankie* not doing very well... scared and afraid that I will do something that i am not supposed to do

Finally getting things sorted in my life seeing dr I hope they get me sorted out

LOOK!!! i bring to the empty white room with lots of things appearing and dissapearing. http://www.thinkgeek.com/product/ea67/

Saw dr yesterday, she believes I have something called BPD

fight for love and love fights for you. it can heal...

Yup... its not going to be a good night

Hello * waves *

i hope it ok that i join in the chat here
i hope you are all well

X

Hi again. I've relapsed in a very bad way, and I feel very unsafe right now. It doesn't help that there's so much arguing and passive-aggression going on around me, and people I've asked to not involve me have anyway.

I don't really know what to do.

Hi
can you call a crisis line and talk to someone there or e mail them?
sorry that people are getting you involved in arguments
My mum and sister try to do that to me too
its not a nice place to be in


Here listening

I'm knackered gonna spend the east of the evening watching telly and doing some colouring with my adult colouring book. If I can fit in some studies and apply for a vacancy I will

I think all I can do right now is hold on and keep taking my meds, and try and bring myself to go to the doctor's this week to explain everything. I have so many big things and big responsibilities, but I can't even leave my flat to do them.

Colouring books are the best. I have a habit of buying children's ones from Poundland; I currently have two My Little Pony ones sitting waiting to be finished. If we get a thunderstorm tomorrow I may stay in and do them to calm myself down.

Why cant you leave your flat ?
Do you have anxiety ?

The color in books sound fun nice thing to do while its thundering

I did something I shouldn't have to spend time with my dad (it was like 45 mins... but an eternity to me) because I wanted him to spend time with me and the such. He found out and is angry with me... but its worth it... especially with what I go through with him in the family dynamic...

And I will probably have a bad evening because of this