It's getting harder and harder to fight *sits in corner rocking with tool* Someone kill me please so I don't have to live like this any more

Feels selfish to say but, I'm feeling much the same way midnight. Feeling very unsafe n now alone. Want a _____ n my tool.

Cant choose just one mood. I'm unsafe n sad n guilty n frustrated n crying n alone n several others.

=[. <3.

:'( im done i am seriously done ...cant stop the thoughts and feelings im just done !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i want to kill myself so much ie never felt this bad before

*hugs Saphire*

ugh why an I so anxious today - I want to die so my anxiety goes away

really want to hurt myself cant stop the thoughts got my blade i cant take it anymore

Just passing through with some love and hugs for my wardies

~takes Anna home n puts her to bed~

I just want to disappear

*sits in corner staring at wall*

I don't feel well

Slip, you're not despicable hun *offers safe hugs* why do you think this?

Midnight - are you sick sweetie? *hugs* please take care of yourself

*hugs heather*

so tired. always alone. how many more time does this have to happen before someone finds the guts to just kill me? It's so much crueller to hurt me then leave me to try and salvage a life out of the broken pieces of myself...

*slinks into ward then pulls duvet over self* I don't exist I'm not a human I'm imaginary

i just dont care anymore:( i tried to kill myself yesturday and i FAILED like i fail at everything i just want to die so much i cant even tell anyone whats going on ....im so EVIL and i am done with everything :(....right now i just want to overdose and cut myself

Ugh I'm a failure I injured myself again after trying to help a suicidal friend (not on RYL)

I'm back. I enroll at college tomorrow and I'm terrified. I don't think I'm capable. So I'm stressing out badly.

Save me from myself *hides in ward*

:( dont even care anymore...i have messed up so much what do i need to do about it now :( its all my fault i cant handle this ...i cant even look after myself

I don't feel safe, so I'm signing myself in here for a while...