settles in for the day, *leaves hugs*

really not feeling safe i have pills just feel like taking them...im suh a failure i dont have anything t live 4 its just beter this way :( all i do is hurt and upset people im bad :(

*gently hugs everyone*

It's coming to get me *hides*

whats wrong? <3
*sits with*
you're safe here.

*crawls into bed*

Today is a bad day with my depression. I just feel the utter hopelessness and emptiness of my life. *sigh* I am exhausted and sick of everything. I can't sleep, can't eat, and can't even gather up the energy to care.

The trains are coming to get me and they're going to cook me over a fire

I want to climb up onto the roof but if I do the trains will get me

*hugs midnight* honey, no one's coming to get you. Stay safe here with us, ok?

*hugs Noise* depression is awful, I know. But your life is not meaningless. I know you can beat this hun :)

*hugs saphire* you're not bad, and you don't hurt people. Please don't take any pills *gentle cuddles*

*curls up in corner of ward behind couch*
sleepy.

checking in

settles in for the afternoon

*leaves hugs for everyone*

*curls up in corner of ward* I did a bad thing this morning, I'm a danger to myself

what did you do honey? are you okay? xxx *offers safe hugs to midnight and everyone who wants one*

so close to give up ..not do good :( im evil

you're not evil honey, i swear *cuddles*

I came this close >.< to killing myself

But you didn't *hugs* you're still here, and we're all so glad xxx

It was a dog that saved my life - the stream was hypnotising me

*cuddles midnight* then we all owe that dog a great debt. we need you here honey *hugs* please PM me whenever, okay? I'm so happy you're here :D

*lays on couch under a blanket*

Today would have been fun but the other day I was exercising and fell onto my left side so now I have a huge bruise on my left side and it is sore as heck. So basically I went shopping today but my back was killing me and my side was hurting all because I am a clumsy person, not to mention I barely got 2 hours of sleep and I was feeling nausea's all day. So yeah today would have been great if I was feeling well. Than I ended up purging again which sucks but oh well, I am just sleepy and tired but as usual can't sleep.

lack of sleep sucks *hugs*

i am checking in forever. i shouldnt be allowed around regular people. im dangerous. im so sorry.