*hugs rising* sorry you dont feel good hun, want to talk?

Thanks laura i have decided im not going to contact him until he bothers with me. Im going to say nothing. Its his choice im fed up of making all the effort all the time so its up to him now.

its quiet in here today *snuggles in the corner hoping someone will come in and keep company* dont like being alone.

*comes in and curls up in corner sobbing*

I can't do this any more

*hugs* What is making you feel this bad?

I'm having constant anxiety attacks I can't breathe I think the ex is going to hunt me down and drag Dylan cat away from his owners and hurt him in front of me then kill me

*hugs dylan* i know anxiety attacks are awful honey, but they're not real. No one's going to hurt you xxx

something in my head is screaming, and i don't remember what i did today. the thoughts don't belong to me, i don't want this *shakes*

*hugs dylan* anxiety is awful - remember that it will pass and don't forget to breathe.

*Hugs sapphire* feel better hun - on a side note what you wrote reminded me of River Tam from Firefly - has a poetic quality to it (I mean that as a compliment)

I am mixed up tonight... So many things going through my head and not a single sense to them.

*hugs Roots* it's hard when your thoughts don't make sense. Thanks for the compliment :) feel better sweetie

last night of holiday - have to go back to real life - not sure i can cope. i have to hold it together until i see the ED people, and i don't think i can.

*throws Sapphire some glue* we'll help you hold it together - good luck!

I'm two months clean today... I should feel happier about it

well done being 2 months that amazing

*sobs in corner* am i really that unloveable and worthless.

*hugs all*

im a dirty disgusting individual :(

You are loved and valuable happiness. Hang in there

Im not honestly, no one loves me im just a nuisance and a burden to people. Im sorry everyone.

You are certainly not a burden to us.

Thanks laura people at home make me feel like i am just wish i could vanish to a new place and start again.

Happiness you're not a burden (hugs)

why the flip do I have stomach ache like I'm dreading something

Dylan - hope your stomach ache goes away!! Happiness you are anything BUT a burden. Stay strong dear!

Going to have a friend come over and distract me for the evening... I have this huge knot of anxiety in my solarplexus and it is making me want to be sick - the worst is I have no clue why it's there!

*hugs Faye* you are not a burden, or disgusting, or anything you seem to think. You are a fantastic person that we are all so glad to know.

*hugs Roots* anxiety sucks, hope you have fun with your friend!

*hugs dylan* hope you feel better soon hun

Had a good night with my friend - we made a cake off of pinterest and it was way too sweet to actually eat so we're sending it to people we love tomorrow and making them eat it... evil, I know :)

I start teaching my little kids camps tomorrow - beyond anxious for them and kinda wish I didn't have to go...