Hugs everyone how are you all?

I'm not entirely sure I want to be alive any more ... grr stupid flashbacks ...

*Waves to Owen*

*Hugs Dylan*

*hugs all*

I hate being under emotional duress... I cant hold on with so much emotional pain

*Hugs Matt*

Good afternoon wardies how are you all *hugs everyone*

Bit low Dylan How are you? *Hugs*

*hugs all* sorry I haven't been on in the last 3 weeks but I was camping at circus and didn't have access to le internet. I'm back now though.
Not feeling well at all. Don't know what to do. Went for a walk, because that has helped in the past but I got really scared of an ambulance and then one minute later I got triggered by a baby wearing a shirt with a pirate on it.

*Hugs Laura*

*hugs Mark*

*hugs all*

I can't handle all the emotional distress and pain I am going through... but its becoming increasingly difficult not to do bad things... oh how I would really like to, but I am barely hanging on

:( not feeling very safe right now

*Hugs Laura*

*Hugs Matt*

*Hugs Gemma*

*wanders in..*
I miss you guys :(
Ohai Gemalem.

*Glomps Billy * ;)

:O
*Is glomped*
How are all my wardies, old and new? :D

*hugs Matt*
*hugs Gemma*
*hugs Mark*
*hugs Billy*

*hugs everyone* how are you all my wardies?

Oh I really don't know Dylan , How are you?

I'm exhausted thanks and nervous about whether counsellor's going to tell the doctor anything I told him considering what I said ...

*hugs dylan*

I'm alone at home and not feeling well at all.