Hey all... don't have a lot of time to catch up on post, but I wanted to check in. I may not be on for a while. Things are pretty rough at home as my husband has informed me that he no longer feels the same way about me now that he did when we first got married and that he's not sure if he really wants to try and work it out. I'm doing my best to handle it in a healthy way, but it's very difficult to say the least. My stomach has been in knots for days now. I can't even describe how bad this hurts.

thanks hun, that was a bad night and now ive had about 4 hours sleep and feel the same but hey its life...

Im so sorry to hear that ljmeep i really hope things get better for you soon sending love and hugs xx

*sits and looks around*

*Hugs Julie* Missed you!

*Hugs Kelly*

*Hugs Lindsay*

*Hugs Feli*

*Hugs Faye*

*Hugs Happiness*

*Hugs Heather*

Sorry *Hugs* are all I have atm , Love to you all.Oh and the men just came to "Fix" ie , break and replace some windowlocks :)

*hugs everyone*

It's amazing how tiring such 'simple' tasks can be...*curls up for a nap*

may i curl up next to you?? whats made you tired? are you ok?x

Of course you may =)
Just general day to day life stuff mostly....
How are you?

Thanks :) anything i can help with? im feeling under the weather didnt sleep so feel very odd- dizzy and going hot and cold etc.

Was going to ask are you still in touch with laura (kuwairo)?

Anyone mind if I hide in here? I've got counselling starting in 2 weeks time and I'm terrified

hey dylan, why are you terrified? it will hopefully help you *hugs*

Faye, how are you doing now?

Kelly, I can't even imagine how hard that must be. I'm here if you need to talk.

Hi Julie *waves*

Mark, how are you?

Zed, well done for doing those daily tasks even though they're tiring.

Dylan, please tell us what's worrying you. Maybe we could share our experiences with you.

Hey lindsay how are you?

Im not as triggered as last night but due to lack of sleep i feel really rough and ill :(

No it's okay, just need some sleep =) Awwh I hope you manage to sleep better tonight. Make sure you have plenty of fluids and stuf...

Yupyup I do still talk to her and we meet up whenever we can =)

Thanks im sure i will as im at my bf's and i feel safe here and dont have flashbacks so much. Im also so tired it will be impossible for me to stay awake after about 9pm lol.

aww cool how is she? i did message her on facebook recently but i dont think she goes on there much

hi everyone *HUGS ALL AROUND" how is everyone

She's not on Facebook any more but she's doing well, I'll tell her you asked after her =)

Hi Shannon *big hugs*

hugs everyone

Hugs Louise, how are you today?

hugs back - I am so so, how are you?

*gently cuddles zeddeh and curls up near*
my teddy wanna cuddle with fred xD

*waves to everyone else*
ugh my chest hurts and i've no idea why
and have counselling at 3 :/ [its 1:10] blech.