How is everyone today?

*hugs everybody* Thank you for the words. I ended up curling up and watching stuff on the interweb before I fell asleep. I didn't manage to go to group today but I WILL go tomorrow and I will NOT listen to any irrational thoughts. But for now I'm just going to sit in my corner of misery and not bug anybody *nod*

How're you doing Lindsay, dear?

Come out of the corner, Zed. We're here for you.

I'm surviving.

Hi, can I rejoin? My name is Shannon. I used to come here, but I kinda disappeared for almost 2 years.

Hi Shannon, welcome back. How are you?

*shuffles over*

Surviving isn't as good as living y'know....

Hey Shannon, welcome back =)

:) thanks guys, hugs. I am not doing so well anymore. How are you two?

Anything you want to talk about, Shannon?

I guess i'm just tired of fighting to exist when it's not what I want.

*hugs Linds*

I don't have any useful words but I do completely understand...

Today has been one huge, uphill struggle. I feel so distressed and unable to cope.

Thanks, Zed. *hugs back*

Do you want to talk about it, Jamie?

*cuddles Lindsay*

I've just been struggling to get out of bed, get things organised and function the past couple of weeks. I need to get my college funding and flat for next year sorted, but I just feel exhausted and my temper's been really short. I even struggled to get to the awards ceremony I was supposed to attend, and I don't even feel like I've accomplished anything despite the fact I got my qualification in youth work today.

*sits with everyone* love you guys <3
zeddeh, stay strong <3
congrats on the youth work qual :)

(One, I don't remember your name. Sorry) Tomorrow will be 8 months of not cutting and I am just struggling to not do it. I am just tired.

Jamie, it sounds like you're feeling really low and it's affecting a lot of your daily life. Has anything happened recently to lower your mood?

Shannon, nearly 8 months free is absolutely amazing! Don't give up now, you can keep going. Maybe you could do something nice to 'celebrate' tomorrow. My name's Lindsay :)

can i come in and hide please?? stupid flashbacks and urges i hate them.

Hi Faye *hugs* What are you doing to try and cope?

Thanks lindsay how are you? i tried to talk to my bf but he felt ill so we only spoke shortly then i tried to sleep but turning off the light made things worse so now im just looking online at random things. Im scared though i dont know how to control myself.

Thanks Lindsay, I don't want to give up. i may do something to celebrate tomorrow, idk, i just don't feel like doing anything right now. sorry, i'm a mess.

*sits with faye* sorry tonight's rough :(
thinking of you <3