*hugs Mark*


*hugs Laura*


*hugs Ian*


*hugs Oliver*



Well, I wish I knew what to say here.
I'm hitting a low point, where my words just vanish... I wish I knew what was so upsetting to my brain. I'm watching New Moon, mostly because the movie makes me cry, and I feel like I need to cry.
I'm sorry I'm so whiny... I don't know what is wrong with me.

*hugs everyone* nobody is worthless or pathetic or whiny or bad. I promise. I know that sometimes I say those things too, but really... its not true. Everyone in here is an amazing person.

Tonight was probably my last night out in my Uni town. So sad to be leaving... I move out of my apartment on Sunday... and since i went all out tonight.. i don't know if i'll go tomorrow too... its probably not the smartest of ideas.

Anyway, rambling.
Hope everyone is staying safe.

*hugs felicia, ian, mark, oliver, the other laura, and everyone else who posts here (sorry if i missed you... just did this page.)

*Hugs Laura*

*Hugs Ian*

*Hugs Oliver*

*Hugs Felicia* Nice Ticker :) <3

*Hugs Laura*

*hugs everyone*

I'm here again.. after another long absence.. lol. Sorry guys xx

*hugs Oliver*
*hugs Felicia*
*hugs the other Laura*
*hugs Mark*
*hugs Kaytee* welcome back! how are you?

Thanks Laura *hugs back* I'm okay I guess. How are you?

*hugs Kaytee*

I'm just got up after spending almost 11 hours in bed and I'm still tired. Time for some green tea to wake me up.

*Hugs Laura*

*Hugs Kaytee* Welcome back hun :)

Today started off with a short freak out , followed by finding out everything was okay, I felt okay then , an Hours Skype with my Sister Allison , and I had lunch , then...........Depression .......why?

*hugs Mark, Laura, Laura, Felicia, Ian, Kaytee*

*hides in dark corner* my head is still bad and I still have concussion, but am off shopping with my best friend.

*Hugs Oliver* I Hope you have fun :)

*hugs mark*
*hugs oliver* why do you have a concussion?

Hey everyone, how is every body feeling?

Laura, please please please don't follow through with your plan. I barely know you, but I'd really miss you and I'd be gutted. And I wouldn't be the only one either.

Mark + Felicia = <3 :kiss:

Oliver - how's it going with your concert and your best friend now? Hope your head feels better soon.

Mark - do you know of any particular triggers that might kick off your depression? I find sometimes when I talk to someone I really love, when the conversation ends, it's like, they've left me. And I feel really bad after. Is that maybe what happened to you after Skyping Allison?

Kaytee - hi, I'm MJ. I'm pretty new to the ward, but not to RYL :-)

FallingStar Laura - I hate big life changes like that; finishing a course, or changing jobs etc. It really brings me down. I just hate goodbyes. Well and change in general lol. I've never been to Uni, but I kind of get where you're coming from. Maybe start making awesome plans for the summer? Like, hmm, where are you? An RYL meet?

Felicia - sometimes a good cry really helps; and sometimes you need to do something to make yourself cry, like watching a sad film. You're not whining at all. *cuddles*

Ian - please hang in there. You have us to support you.

With regards to everyone worrying about being sectioned - please remember that if it comes to the crunch and they're really going to do it, you can go willingly, which lets you retain some power over treatment and inpatient duration time etc. If you really can't get out of it, volunteer; it's the better of two evils. I think they only section people who are point blank refusing any treatment whatsoever. And no one here is, because you're talking here for one thing.

As for me; I'm SI-ing a lot more often and more badly. I have a thread in Serious ("Please help? Don't know what to do") and I'm about to create another one in General Support, if any one wants the explanations. I don't feel like writing it all twice. :-(

*Hugs MJ* EPIC post

*Hugs Laura*

*hugs MJ* goes to read your thread in Serious advice...
*hugs mark*

I'm not strong enough to go on another day. I just want to skip tomorrow and want it to be monday already (going to visit M. on monday). There are too many cracks already, if people would stop for a few seconds and look at me they would see the cracks.

Oh and yes ALWAYS go inpatient voluntary if you have no other choice , agrees with MJ.

*Hugs Laura*

*hugs Mark* how are you?

but as long as they don't want to force me inpatient I don't have to, right?
Just when they say that I have to.

NO Laura , unless they give you the ultimatum you don't have to go into hospiatal. *Hugs*

*hugs mark* what a relief to know that. That makes things a lot less scary.

*Hugs Laura*