aw im sorry. *hugs*

Im okay. Said goodbye to one of my best friends tonight. Goodbyes are rough.

Yeah , they really can be *Hugs*

*hugs Ian*
*hugs Mark*
*hugs Laura* goodbyes are rough but so important.

*Hugs Laura*

*hugs mark* how are you today?

Tired Laura, I went back to bed but slept fitfully, How are you hun? *Hugs*

*hugs mark* sorry you didn't sleep well.

I just realized that I'm a control freak. urgh
Otherwise I'm fine.

*Hugs Laura* why would you think that hun?

*hugs mark*

because almost everything I'm doing is because I'm trying to get some sense of control. Like: SH, not eating, not taking my meds.

the cutest little bird just cashed into my window. i think it went into shock. its sitting on my palm now. not moving, just looking around. very cute. i just hope the cats are staying away... lol
going off to save the birds life now. cya later

awh , little bird:) Take care of it Hun :)

*curls up in the corner*

*hugs Lucy* how are you?

*Hugs Lucy if okay* Whats up ?

*Hugs Laura* How was the bird?

*hugs mark* how are you?
the bird sat on my hand for 10min or so and then it flew away. I took a pic of it. Going to try and convince my stepdad that he NEEDS to upload the pic then I'll post it. (had to use his camera, cause I forgot mine last weekend)

awh thats cool Laura :) *Hugs* I'm in a bit of a blur today

*hugs mark* maybe you need mind glasses. lol

I just had coffee and didn't eat much so I'm a bit high on caffeine.

Caffeine is pretty good isn't it? *Hugs Laura* Mind Glasses , you want to patent that idea!

*hugs mark* i love caffeine.The only negative side effect is that my thoughts are extra fast, so: no caffeine for me when I'm having negative thoughts.

Yeah, sure. I wanna patent Mind Glasses.
'When the mind goes blurry: Mind Glasses and you can think clear again.'

Hehe Thats Brilliant Laura ! *Hugs*

Yes You don't want to be bombarded with negative thoughts.