Laura, If she is still persistent on inpatient are you willing to take the meds to keep from being inpatient? If so, maybe telling her that will be a good compromise for both you and your T...?

Mark, sure thing! I'll do that now. :)

That sounds like a good idea.
I'm not refusing the meds, I just feel like I'm not ready for meds.
I couldn't even imagine to ask for an appointment 6 weeks ago. Now she wants me to take meds and go inpatient. It's just all too fast.
How are you?

EDIT: what if she notices that I'd do anything to stay out of hospital? She could manipulate me with it.

I could seriously cry right now! I've been fighting with the anchorage office off and on for YEARS! They denied my hearing loss, denied my knees, denied my mental health, refused to give my daughter her apportionment that they've been giving to her father who hasn't been raising her or even paying child support... And now that comes out...

Have you explained that you feel rushed?

*hugs Crimson*

no.
I wrote that on the list.

*Hugs Laura*

*Hugs Crimson* Thanks!

*hugs mark* how are you?

Hi everyone, how are we all? *hugs everyone*

I don't know what to say to you all today. I want to impart some great wisdom or other that makes everyone feel amazing, but I can't. :-(

The only tip I do have is to use this website called Moodscape. If anyone would like me to buddy them on there, please PM me for my email so I can buddy you. (It's NOT the email I have listed as my MSN).

Moodscape MJ?

www.moodscope.com

Sorry, it's scope lol. I'm thick :-( You track your mood every day and after a few days it's supposed to tell you some stuffs. I don't know to be honest, but it looks good, and I'm on Day 2.

*hugs MJ* sounds interesting.
*hugs Crimson*

Hey guys, how you doing?

my psychologist said about moodscope, is it worth using?

*hugs my loves*

*Hugs Crimson* Thanks for the link :)

*Hugs MJ*

*Hugs Laura*

*Waves to Owen*

*Hugs Mara*

I am ****ing mad as mad can get , My Dad invites himself up to my flat with his lunch , Takes out a SAUSAGE and eats it on my sofa , I AM a STRICT vegetarian and he comes into my home and eats meat! and doesn't even think that this would upset me , it's not like I'm a secret Vegetarian either , he knows too well. Arrrrg I can't beleive there was meat in my flat and he touched stuff (Including me) With his meat holding hand without washing it ! So mad ,Really.

EDIT:- I'm washing my shirt that he touched , have scrubed my arm and I still feel horrible , Going to scrub my arm again .

I'd be pretty pissed too to be honest, that is just bang out of order *hands you extra soap*

Do you have OCD Doikers?

*hugs julie*
*hugs mara*
*hugs mark* I'm a vegetarian, too. Not as strict though, cause the rest of my family isn't vegetarian and I'm still living at home.
*hugs mrs pan*

how are you all?

*Hugs Laura*

*Hugs Mara*

*Hugs Mrs Pan* I'm not diagnosed but I know I have OCD .