*hugs mark* sleep well

*hugs mark and laura*

night mark.

I'm mood swinging all over the shot, gone from depressed, to hyper, to suicidal, to doing somersaults on the floor andI feel really ill as i forgot to pick my meds up on friday, so i'm all over the place

*hugs Oliver*

*Hugs Mark*

*Hugs Louise*

*Hugs Oliver*

*Hugs Laura*

*hugs Ian* how are you?

*Hugs Oliver back* Thanks :) im not bad, how are you?

I feel really ill, going to try sleep in a bit.

I'm really considering getting a hamster, I think a pet would be really good for me as it would give me some sense of responsibility and I adore animals and looking after them, just scared what my mum would say.

well i officially graduated uni today.

crazy life changes.

I just finished my last project for Uni....

It is mega crazy how life is changing! :ermm:

Congratulations to you both!

*Hugs Laura*

*Hugs Oliver*

*Hugs Ian*

*Hugs Laura * Thats great news ! :)

*Hugs Rhi*

*Hugs Lindsay*

how is everyone

A bit depressed Louise , Sorry , How are you?

I'm sorry to hear that, Mark. *hugs*

How are you, Louise?

I was visiting my brother today and when I was waiting on the train on the way back I wanted to jump under it. I could feel myself moving towards it but I didn't move far. I hate feeling suicidal.

you have nothing be sorry for mark *hugs* I am sorry that you are feeling depressed.

*hugs lindsay* I am glad that you did not move any further. Did you have nice time with your brother?

I am really tired not sleeping well, due to nightmares.

*hugs Ian*
*hugs Oliver* pets are great. I've heard that Hamsters are very active at night. But they are very cute. We could switch moms for a while, my mom lets me have all the pets I want as long as I take responsibility and she doesn't have to do anything for the pets.
*hugs fallingstar Laura* gratz
*hugs rhi*
*hugs Lindsay*
*hugs Mark*
*hugs Louise*

My psych appointment is tomorrow. I dont want to go

Louise, how long have you been having nightmares? Do you know what might be causing them?

Laura, why don't you want to go to your appointment?

I did have a good time with my brother. It's always nice to see him. We went to see Insidious which wasn't so great.

*Hugs Louise*

*Hugs Lindsay* I'm glad you didn't move far hun

*Hugs Laura*

*hugs louise*
*hugs mark*

Because I'm really scared about it. I don't even know why it's scaring me so much, it's not like I could die there.

*Hugs Louise* I'm sorry your having nightmares :(

*Hugs Oliver*

*Hugs Laura*

*Hugs Lindsay*

*Hugs Mark* Sorry your feeling deppressed