It's alright I posted in vets support , You'd have thought the Psych Dr would tell me though ...

*hugs to all*

ssorry ive just been hiding in the corner.. thinking of you all!

*gives puppy sinclair a treat*

i got so drunk last... iit helped prevented me from cutting cause i was too dizzy to go do it in the bathroom. but i had also takin a handfull of pills.

now im paying for it all and i feel its not enough punishment yet....sorry

*hugs Mark, Lindsay and Michelle*

Don't know what else to say. Do you guys live alone? Do you have good friends nearby?

Sarah - how are you doing?

*Hugs Michelle*

*Hugs MJ*

*hugs MJ*
Doing better, thanks. I've just been for a walk around the canals district and feeling a bit happier.

*hugs Mark* how are you doing now?

*hugs Michelle and Lindsay* hope you're feel better soon.

My head is very noisy right now. Sounds like bees in there!

*Hugs Sefka* Feel like an idiot.

*Hugs Tifflehan*

*hugs Mark* Why?

*hugs Tiff* sorry your head's so buzzy. Hope it calms down soon.

Knife buying , although that was the only thing stopping me injuring I'm just going to have one more blade near me *Hugs Sefka*

I'm going to bite the bullet here! and I'm sorry If I forget anyone!!! (Im still learning names :/)

*Hugs Sarah*
*Hugs Mark*
*Hugs Lindsay*
*Hugs Michelle*
*Hugs MJ*
*Hugs Tiffany*

Mark - I replied to your post about the doses of your meds.

*offers hula hoops to people to cheer them up*

I have a massive headache coming on! My Uni work is crippling me!

Thanks Rhi !

*hugs all*

I got a lovely surprise at youth group today, its my 21st tomorrow and they gave me a cake, sang and gave me a card they had all written in, it was such a nice surprise.
But I also got angry at one of the youth workers and she did nothing wrong, I hate BPD for making me an angry person at stupid times.

*Hugs Oliver* How sweet :)

*hugs Mark* how are you?

coping Oliver , ty *Hugs*

*sneaks in to hide from the real world*

*hugs all* I have cookies for you

COOKIES! Nom nom *Hugs Laura*

*hugs mark* how are you?

I'm fvcked. I have a plan and the means. I don't have a date (yet). I'm going to have to do it when my dad is moving with the horse. I just can't see myself living without that horse. He's not like any other horse. He's special, and I taught him almost everything.

*Hugs Laura*

*hugs Laura* please talk to someone about your plan, your dr/psych or a helpline *cuddles*

*hugs Mark*

I should not watch sad films/TV shows, that is the second time in a week I have cried in public :(