I'm sorry you've had a rough day Sarah! You should do something nice for yourself. What do you enjoy?

hi everyone *hugs all*

Nicole, do you want us to call you charlie now?

*huggles all*

Milestone Day!!!!!!!
I reached my 29 months SI Free today!!

Hels: Congrats on your 11 months SI free honey! *cuddles*

*slips out into the garden to play with Puppy SinClair*

*hugs Kahlia* that fantastic congrats :)

Wooohooo Kahlia! You rock girl! That's AWESOME!!!!!!!!

*hugs Solo* how are you?

Thanks Oliver and Solo!! *huggles you both*

go you kahlia!
hey oliver =]

Hi Heather. How are you?

eh. how're you?

just trying to keep myself distracted by watching comedy stuff.
*hugs* wanna talk?

~Hugs Oliver~ Sorry it took a me a while. I'm a mess, but what's new. How the distractin goin?

*hugs Solo* sorry your not doing so good, do you wan to talk?

the distractions are sort of working, although still sat here with my hood up (i always wear a hood when in a paranoid episode) its like a shield, can protect me from the voices and the people who follow me. thats probably makes no sense sorry

I don't wanna make things harder for you Oliver.

It makes sense.

you wouldn't be making things harder for me, I'm here if you want to talk
*hugs*

I'm so tired of fighting the urges! I've given in. I'm just waitin for everybody to go to sleep.

Solo please keep fighting the urges, keep yourself distracted until they lessen, or talk to someone. Is there someone with you, or a helpline you can call, or can you call a medical person. (sorry I have no idea how thingswork in the US)
*hugs*

~Hugs~ Everyone here is asleep now. It's 12:35 a.m. There's no one here I can talk to anyway. I don't have any professional help of any kind. I've run all my friends who know off n I'm not about to tell anyone else.

could you ring a helpline? I dont know if you have them over there.
keep talking on here. try distracting yourself, put on some music, or watch something.
*hugs*

Thanks for the hugs! I'm afraid to call a helpline. I'm watchin tv, but right now, you're distracting me. I'm so sorry! I've put you in a terrible position! I should be helpin you!