hugs mark tightly but gently. try and stay safe hun, i care about you. and would be sad if anything happened to you mark. huggles.
cuddles everbody else, curls up

*Hugs Mark* You WILL amount to something, you're not exactly an OAP yet, you have a long life ahead in which you can do all the things you've ever wanted. You can beat this, and one day, you will.

*Hugs Jill* You alright?

hugs lia, erm not really, feeling very low. just want it to end, cant handle much more. how are you?

*Hugs Jill* Thank hun , how are you ?

*Hugs Lia Thanks , I wish I could beleive I'd ammount to something *Sigh* How're you?

You will Mark. You already are something. You support everyone here even when you are low yourself. You've come this far, you've survived and you have a family. Perhaps not one of your very own, but you have parents, your sister. You mean something to them and you mean something to us.

*Hugs Jill tight* Hold on. Things will get better for you someday.

no problem mark anytime hugs. erm not great.

-curls up in her dark corner-

*Hugs Kitty*

-hugs mark back-

Its been quiet tonight :/

Sorry I've not beein about, my heads hurting and I feel bleh. *cuddles ward* I'm going to head to bed. Night xx

-hugs sarah- night night. hope your head feels better soon..

I have to go for now because I have my counseling appointment. I will get on again when I get home. Hopefully it will be more lively when I get back..

Hey everyone :)

*Hugs Mark*

*Hugs Sarah*

*Hugs Jill*

*Hugs Kitty*

*Hugs Lia*

*Hugs Louise*

*sits in corner*
hi loves <3

-hugs ian and heather- how are both of you today?

*sits and rocks back and forth in the corner, singing quietly* 'Am I dieing inside? All my memories leaving me... All my pain flooding. Before. My Eyes. Are you leaving me? Giving up? Losing faith? All your pain. Scattered. To. The wind. YOU gave up! Now I feel I'm about to, you left me - In this recovery; all ALONE!'

I just wrote this. A lot has been on my mind lately. My recovery partner - who was free for a year - couldn't handle it anymore and decided to... Y'know... She showed them me and I'd already been having a LOT of trouble with the urges and now... Now I want to give up too. I'm over 3 months into my recovery but I don't care. Not anymore. My arm is aching, I feel like clawing at it. My nails are long enough to do some damage but I'm so DAMNED conficted about it.

AND on top of all that, I have the flu, my head is spinning and my fever raging. Help.

-hugs shadow if ok- I don't really know what to say to help. I'm useless right now. In fact, I'm always useless. But you can message me if you'd like. I checked out your profile (not in a creepy way) and noticed you have msn messenger. I do too. You can add me and we can chat if you'd like..

hi...

-waves to shannon- hi...how you be?