*gives Ileana a big hug followed by butterfly525*

Hang in there hon. Look after urself ppl...

*sits in corner of bedroom and rocks bac and frth sobbing*

I'm finding life so hard at the moment. I'm fighting purging! :'( feel so horrid and full and fat!

I'm feeling so rough :(

had a couple of bad days

ive faced some very disturbed people from the wards and just need to be around "functioning" people at the mo

"hides under blanket"

im at school. I want to cry or cut. I cant though, not until i get home. I feel so isolated atm. I cant think about anything else. no one understands me. Happy isnt me. Cold and depressed is. ****ing counsellors.

"hugs teddy"

*hugs everyone*
sorry not been able to give much support-hope you are ALL ok and remeber if you need me pm me
xxxx

I'm going to have to check in. Too much going on and I can't cope. Don't want to write it all down again I have a thread on this forum with it all in.

*sits in an empty spot and smokes*

I can only check in Mondays, Tuesdays and Wednesdays, btw. Just so nobody panics when I disappear for five days. Hugs to everyone here, looks like we've all got our crap to deal with huh?

I hate my body.
I'm too fat I'm too fat io'm too fat.
Everytime I feel my thighs touch each other I want to scream And I feel like crying when I think of my stomach. I spent an hour staring at myself last night in bed, why is my body so disgusting? Why am I so ****ing greedy?
I hate my scars I want to have red cuts not white scars.
I want to fix it I want to stop hating myself
I want to get rid of myself.I think I'm having a panic attaqck.

:pinch:

=[

I'm feeling poorly still and didn't go to college today :(

Ok...so their split is final and end of all.

20 years...all gone

*hides and cries*

*Hugs Dance!Dance!4eva* It'll be ok. Not exactly inspiring, I know, but it will be OK.

*hugs zowie* I wish I knew what to say.

Checking in for the day. I did it again this morning and really hate myself right now. Fighting off the urges but i'm in college so I should be safe, at least for now.

*hugs for all*
all i can offer at the moment sorry

hope your feeling better xyon x

I wish I was, Zowie. Hope we all do soon.

I don't know if I can get through tonight without being here.... I can't be here, though. No internet at "home". Nothing, really, to distract me.

Please don't, Ileana. *hugs*