**hugs all**

Plz look after urself ppl...there r alot of ppl who care about u xxx

I know what I'll be doing tomorrow.
Not turning up to my counselling session...
Then go home & yeah.
Depends on stuff though...

*checks self in*

No I don't want to ****ing talk.

I just want somewhere safe and warm.

Thanks.

mum suspects self harm and/or eating disorder

life sucks

Welcome hunnie :D

*hugs u*

*hugs Helen back*
HOw have you been doing lately hun? Sorry for not being around that much - uni has been taking up most my time tbh.

hugs all

sorry cant do more
not coping very well

Yay *hugs* I've been up, down & all around. Pretty suidicial atm!!! It's ok about not being around...:-)

Jo *hugs* is there anything you want to chat about? whats got you so low?

Helen, I am glad to hear that you have been up for a bit. You deserve a break from the darkness. Whats bothering you atm? x

I'm in the darkness now though, really bad. I can't do it anymore & there's a thread in here from me about everything. I think my plan will commence tomorrow.

*hugs to all*
Sorry that you're all feeling so low... Dancedance, please, please take care...
Chels...much love sweetie.
*hands over tools and meds and takes her usual corner armed with blanket, pillow, and stuffed lamb*

hey can i come in for a while im scared of myself of wot i mite do last night my mum sat up with me all night to keep me safe but she works and io cant ask her to keep doing that for me

*checks self in*
*Runs to the corner and hides*
*Im scared of myself :(*

I'm so so so sorry. x

*hugs*

It was a suidice attempt.
Dreadin tomorrow, about seeing my friend/s.
Going to bed early..

*hugs* get checked hun please, just to make sure you havent permanently damaged your organ

*curls into ball in her corner*
Not safe...not safe...but I have to be...I have to be because my family doesn't need problems with me right now...my cousin has a brain tumor and we're just waiting for him to die...he's having hallucinations because of the tumor and that's hard on everyone...and I have to go home for thanksgiving...I don't want to...I feel awful...god, I just want to die...it's not fair...I'm sorry...
*cries*

*checks in*
not been in before on ryl or for real but i think i miht need it now. i think im cracking up. i have no problems. nothing is wrong im fine. im just cracking up. im just bored and there is only one way i waan relieve this bordem so im staying here.