My life in recent few years seemed to go like this> happy, bad time, get over it, happy, bad time etc.

Only only the past year the bad stuff is getting worse...and worse...and worse...

And I've felt rarely happy these past few months. This year has been downright **** really.

Sick of it. Sick of this. Sick of life.

Why can't I have good times, for a bit longer hey?

They must be so tired of listening to me now :)

I made a couple of threads if you wanna read?

We can get each other through this, let's talk more.

I feel like I know you already haha. x

Well done on two months hunnie, that is a good thing :D

I can't do this anylonger...I want to die...*curls up in a corner waiting to be ignored as usual*

i cant do this anymore i dont fit in i want to just die or go home i hate it here i hate it so much

**hugs to jo and pockleberry52**

I hear ur pain...but hang in there guys...

Not amused =\\\\ need to go BACK to sleep...arrrrrgh

Ehhhh. had a veeeery bad night. cut last night. =/ I suck.

U don't suck TSC.......**hugs**

U just slipped....don't let this upset u or anything there

I feel like an idiot. I had been good about it. I hve been cutting my thigh, then last night I cut my arm for the first time in a year. My dad is going to find out, and he will flip. I can't have him find out, I just can't.

Just checking in...
*wanders to corner and curls up with stuffed lamb, blanket and pillow*
God, I suck... And I feel like sh*t
Why can't I just die?

Damn it.

Nobody sucks :)

I'm bit annoyed, I heard a weird noise on the bus, and being deaf I always have to know what the noise is kinda thing, so I turned around, realised it was this man I quickly looked at, he looked at me and went 'what the **** you looking at?"

Rude bastard =\

life would be easier without mearound-i cant believe ive gone three weeks without longest for ages

xx

just want to give up fighting, its too hard
don't remember why i'm trying anymore
so much easier to just let go

You can do it guys :)

*hugs*

I'm still doing so well :) I love being like this <3

I have adh a bit too drink and I have cut cos IJN am an idoiot. I gave nothing to care for them with and am considering returning to mygb age old method of abusing paracetmol- dont worry I sont have enough to seriously hut myself, just so I know I can do something myself. I guess hugs wouild be nice if anyone had any spare please?. Thnks, hopw everyone is alright xx

*HUGS*


I feel so sick and **** and triggered I havent cried like this in months, I just want to die

*hugs you both*

I feel werid :D

**hugs u all**

Look after urself guys...!!!

Trying not to cut damm u.

This place seems so alone & quiet atm =[

Feeling awful...don't think even tea (my PG Tipps (sp)...saved only for emergencies because it's hard for me to get) can help...
*curls into corner and waits to die*