whats nothing

life hurts

*hugs to everyone*
I'm sorry everyones feeling so crap. Please take care.
*curls up in corner again and cries*
Praise God I can cry here at least...

*hugs ally*


everything feels painful

*skulks in, sits down under table and starts rocking*

I've been rather ill =[

i tried to die

it didnt work

*curls up*

To much work to die...
I still have dreams left...

*hugs Johanna and Newlife*
I'm sorry guys...
Newlife,hunni, what do you mean you 'tried to die'? What's up hunni?

if its not one thing, its another. the last few days have been getting better, Ive been feeling ok about me, I even got a shoot for Sunday and now it seems that the world of my friends is falling down, Nat my bestie was taken to hospital in an ambulance night before last, Izzy had her heart broken by a stupid slut dating a really decent guy and ****ing prats keep pushing andrew to do drugs....... **** IT

I'm ill with two infections =[

*hugs dance dance*

*hugs to everone who wants them*

*checks in, takes blanket* *sits in corner and just stares at the wall*

You know what, today really sucked. Love is too cruel. I should forget about it. My heart gets hurt too much.

Hey, I don't know you and you don't know me, but *hugs* I have no idea what's going on in your life, but sometimes love is worth the hardest fight. I know it's tough, but really, it might be worth the pain.

It dosn't seem like it when the girl I like tells me she was asked on a date. I can feel my heart tearing apart.

Oh... that s***s. Does she know you like her? Because if she does, she's being really cruel and you shouldn't waste your thoughts on her (easier said than done, I know...) I wished I could give you some decent advice, but... I can't really think right now... sorry

She does, but I think she thinks I'm over her, which I'm clearly not. proball a misscommunication, but it still hurts

Then she probably doesn't realize she's hurting you... Maybe you can try to talk to her about your feelings (again) helps, you know, just so she doesn't keep telling you stuff like that and hurting you with it?

That would be an idea. I just don't want her to get upset and be like "What, I'm hurting you cause i'm not with you?"

Just seems a tad self centering to me, i dunno, i could be wrong.

Well, maybe it's a tad self centering, but sometimes you gotta be... It's not really the best thing in the world, but to me (I could, of course, be wrong since I don't know you) it seems like that's what you need to do right now.