*hugs Nikki*

back from being away and feel like crap-i am crap

someone threw my blades away

i want to die

*hugs tortured beauty*

*hides under blanket*

*hugs newlife and carole* please dont hurt yourself, either of you, you are worth more than that. I know it's hard but resist. I am thinking of you both. Be strong xx

I know it's hard but maybe try not to focus on 'how long' you can go on feeling like you do but instead focus on the fact you have made it so far and concentrate on one day or hour or whatever you CAN manage at a time

it might make things easier and also not worrying about how long you can cope may enable you to feel more clear headed and more capable to find a solution. Maybe tell your boyfriend quite simply in a text or something that you cant write at the moment, not because you dont care but because you need to focus on you for a while but you will when you feel up to it?

crying is ok. I understand you feel you have to write the letter but please be safe. My PM box is always open. *Hugs*

*checks out* I have to go to dance :( I havent been near people in 5 days I hope this goes ok

good luck emily.disenchanted! *hugs* hope it goes ok x

thanks, it went ok. . . it only ended up being 2 and a bit hours Im still not sure though that I can do a full day of school

well I suppose all you can do is give it a go. At least that way you will have no regrets. I am glad it went ok for you. *hugs*

*hugs* thanks again



god I feel awful I just snapped at the guy who is basically my best friend, I feel like crap but thats no reason to hurt him

Hey, everyone. Taking the time to check in. Feelin a little down right now, but I'm ok for the time being

Hi ya all, just checking in...with my blankie...and pillow....and cookies.

hi all! Well done Carole- that's great, I knew you could do it!

emily disenchanted- everyone makes mistakes and snaps sometimes even at people we care about. He's your best friend and I'm sure he will understand and forgive you.

cookies.....mmmmmmm *mouth waters* are they chocolate?

wanted to die but didnt

couldnt harm

that'll change tomorrow

be better off dead

newlife whats going on? whats up? *hugs* do you want to talk about it?

thanks

i dont know how to cope i have no blades to cut but need to

i have to make doctors appointment

i want to see if meds will help

im not sure what to say though