Not sure if i ever left here, but des anyone mind if i check whats left of my mind in.

*hugs kim, offers a fuzzy blanket*
Come on in and join the crowd hunni...sorry you're not doing well...

*takes blanket
Thanks
How are things for everyone else?

i am okay do you want a cup of tea kim

Anxious...but that's better than suicidal so I'm thinking that's an improvement...
U ok?

aww just popping to the kitchen *goes to kitchen and brings out the tray* everythings there you just need to decide what you want *picks up some hot choclatand some biccies*

Hi everyone.
Hope everyone's okay.

*hugs Ally and Kim then accepts a hot chocolate from the tray and retreats back to my corner*

*checks in*
gets a blanket and hides in corner,quietly crying.

:jumpin: i need to fly i need to do something and prove im indestructable-i need to be i am i need to be

*sits down and starts rocking*

need to move

no tired no sleep no food no need

i whacked my head of the wall as was so high i need help

or maybe i dont- i feel fine

Splipping up again are you okay?

*hugs* Im here if you need to talk okay?

*looks out from under her blanket and reaches out and grabs a cup of tea and a chocolate buiscuit* im not in a good way

Been away for a while, but I guess now's the time to come back.

How is everyone? *hugs people who need*

*Checks In*
This time i think i need to be in for the long haul!!!
Just cant seem to sleep eat or do anything other than cry just now!!! Whats wrong with me! I'm better aint i? Im not like Nikki any more!!! WHich is the worst I have to be like Nikki I have to be Strong LIke Nikki i Need to BE NIKKI!!!!!!

*sobs* But i never will be!!!

I guess I am checking myself in for a little while because my mind is playing with me. Gonna go into a corner with a stuff animal.

i'm smiling so much that i don't know what's wrong anymore...my head feels like it's caving in.

*Walks to the corner, Grabs Her Bf Loser Kids Top Starts to cuddle it*

Okay i can do this i can be like Nikki, I can be the girl that he wants!

No i cant i cant i cant I CANT

Help

*hides inthe corner hugging His Top*

Anyone want a teddy or a hug or a hot drink?
*I offer hugs round with a box of teddies and a tray of hot drinks*

hey everyone nice to see you all *waves and goes to the kitchen to hunt down some soup*

Nikki Sixx, I'm okish thanks. Hugs you.
I think I must have checked in here and fallen asleep for the weekend and I'm just coming around now.
soup sounds good!

sorry it took me a while but here is the soup *brings out huge pot of soup* enjoy you guys