I suppose just feel horrendous about it. Management said she knows about colleague and it's an ongoing issue and she's doing her best to resolve it but management is covering a nursing role rn so isn't around enough to enforce things on reception.

I dunno. Scared tbh.

Oh cool. Nice chance to meet up with people. Even if you did choose an interesting topic tonight! I'd it a weekly thing?

Oh damn I need to take my meds too. Means getting out of bed though.:/

I hope you can sleep soon Ducky!

I agree Lillie you definitely did the right thing. I can understand how horrible it feels though.

Could you maybe bring it up with your CPN Lillie and see if you can come up with a plan for moving forward that works for you? You really do deserve support.

Go take your meds! At least then it's done and you can get back to bed!

That's what she said she wanted for me to work out a plan that works for me. Dunno. Will think about it. Sadly cmht opening times clash with work so there's that too. Meh. I'll think.

I've taken my meds. And got biscuits. And am in bed again coughing up a lung.

How're you?

I hope you can work something out with her. Owh poor you. I really hope you feel better soon. I know it's difficult with work and everything but going to the dr might be a good idea!

I'm okay. A bit jittery. Trying to relax and then hopefully sleep soon!

Thanks :) I'll be ok, there's not an awful lot the dr could do anyway I expect. I'm Gunna start taking a multi vitamin and see if that helps.

Can you do something that normally helps you relax?

Well, if you don't feel better soon, think about it!

I'm in bed, I did some journalling, maybe I'll put on a sleep story and try and sleep! I feel a bit sick, which is woeful.

Can't sleep. :(

Hope you managed to get to sleep eventually Aubergine.

Morning all (no comments Lillie it's nearly 7!)

Haha buttons. It definitely is morning now! ! Wish I could force myself out of bed though.

Tbf when you are feeling rotten getting out of bed can be a task and a half. First thing I did on getting up was nearly faint with pain and then be sick. Brilliant start to the morning. Confused the hell out of the dog as well she was like 'but we were heading outside for play time I don't get it' me head in a bucket 'bit busy right now we will go outside a bit later'

Got an interview for the job I applied for a 3am. :wow:

Morning guys
I've got the dentist today
Ugh

Yay for interview!

Hey Beckie! :)


Boo to the dentist. Check up or something else? I had route canal a few weeks ago and it was much more OK than I expected!


Yay indeed! I've booked the time off of work. Got to do a 45 minute maths test before though and if I don't get 70% then I don't get to the interview stage! :plain:

Its just a check up
I had a root canal last time and didn't feel a thing!
My dentist is super nice which helped get over my fear

Oh wow!
How is your maths?

Oh that's cool. I hope it goes well! :) I'm glad your dentist is nice - that makes all of the difference!


Maths is... OK. I've learnt quite a bit from this OU course and there's a great guide on there, which I will use to brush up. Had to have a B grade GCSE to apply, which I've got, so I'm not terrible, but nerves make me go blank! Hah. Still, if I don't pass this one, I'll have had good practice for the next one. :)

Well done Ducky, you'll do great!

Hope the dentist goes okay Beckie!

Hannah! How are you?

I'm okay thanks Ducky, I was muddling along quite happily but then I saw my cc which stressed me out a bit. Going to go to the gym to de-stress!

How's your day looking?

De-stressing at the gym sounds good! :) I'm sorry seeing your CC stresed you out a bit. Sometimes mine does that too, though doesn't mean to. They ask silly questions and say things you dont want to hear. :P


It's looking OK thanks. Have church at about 1pm, then I'm off to the hospital for my first choir session! :D

I am going to the cmht to pick up meds later. Hate the receptionist at the cmht because they are useless.

Thanks guys!

Sounds like you'll have no problem with the maths aubergine!
I do understand about the nerves though

Hope the gym de stresses you Hannah
And well done for going!
CC appointments can be stressful.

Sounds like a good day Aubergine!

Not sure why the bus is so packed on a Wednesday afternoon!
Still managed to get 'my' seat though

I hate busy buses! How did the dentist go Beckie?!

I hope you're having a good afternoon Ducky! I wish I could sing but I am hopeless!

Thanks guys, the gym did help, though I feel a bit sad for some reason.

Well done!! Sorry that was for Aubergine with the job am bit behind.

Hope dentist goes well Beckie and anyone else I've missed hope a good day.

Hey Buttons :) How are you doing?

I'm alive and have kept some soup down which is always a good start. How are you doing lovely?

Hope you feel less sad soon. Maybe watch something funny?

Dentist was ok thanks!
Got to go back to get some stuff done though.
I'm not scared of the dentist at all now because she is awesome.
Said she was proud of me :)

Glad dentist went well :)

Thanks :)

You up to much today?

Just trying to keep soup down and got a new HP box <3 I got a good picture of Luna, a new wand but nothing in the guide to tell me whose it is and a few other bits and pieces. Dog is knackered from the heat so she's just flopping around like mum why can't you like turn the temperature down on the sun? Kthx :P

Yay for HP box!!
You could google wand pics.
That's how I found out who mine was!

Aww hot doggo!!

When I'm not tired I'll check it out. Believe me she has fresh food and water so she's not as deprived as she might think :P-just thinks I can control the sun unfortunately :P

Have checked it out still don't know suspect Voldemort's first wand though.

BOO!!!

HP box sounds cool!

Glad the dentist was okay Beckie!

Ahh, scary Ducky :P How's your afternoon been?

Voldemorts wand would be cool

Hey Aubergine and Hannah!!

I'm terrifying. :P


How are you guys?


I'm feeling rather chipper. My family is falling apart and my stomach may explode on Friday, but things in my head are OK, so I can deal with the external stuff. Just charging my bike up (it's electric because I'm lazy and my Nan gave it to me for free :P) so I can cycle to the hospital later for choir. :D

I picked up the meds. Unfortunately what I didn't realise is that I was just picking up the script from the cmht and had to walk to the pharmacy. Unfortunately the pharmacy is the opposite side of the hospital to the cmht so cue a long walk. Unfortunately I think that I now developing a blister. Then a half hour wait until I could collect the meds in the most uncomfortable chairs. Ah well I suppose it is worth it.

I'm glad you're feeling ok despite everything Aubergine
Electric bikes look cool!

I'm glad you're feeling okay Ducky (although I'm sorry there are difficult things going on!)

Glad you got them Dawn.

I've been productive all day but now I've run out of zoom! And I really need to do some packing!

Thanks Hannah. I am sitting here feeling knackered and drinking Pepsi max cherry.

Cherry always a good flavour.

I went looking for a handbag in my wardrobe before and found 2 playstation games. I might play them later.

I'm glad you got them, Dawn! :)


Electric bikes ARE cool. I have a normal bike too. :) The electric bike gets me to the hospital in less than ten minutes though! I do have to pedal - it's assisted pedalling rather than just zooming me along, so I do have to do a BIT of work. But it is only a bit...


Well done, Hannah! It's OK to run out of zoom. Can you rest for a bit and then pack just one box or something?

Electric bike sounds good despite the effort :)

Hope you enjoy the games Dawn.

Like already said by others take a break then just do a little at a time x

I'd quite like a bike.
I have nowhere to store one though!

And yes, take a break Hannah!

I wish I had some zoom!!