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*hugs all*
Nicole says thank you to everyone who has left her hugs. My flatmate told me that he could tell I'd lost heaps of weight just by putting my sling back on me this morning. I need to buy myself a tape measure so I can take measurements when the scales tell me otherwise, so I can remind myself that I'm building muscle, not gaining fat... which th ED part of my brain keeps telling me. *leaves hugs for anyone who needs them* |
*Hugs Kat* If RYL isn't helping, leaving is a good idea. I'll miss you though :( xxx
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*hugs Kahlia*
Argh not doing well at all. Looks like I am going to have to beg for help. Yay!!! |
*hugs MammaMia* I hope you are doing better soon. Stay strong.
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Struggling to stay strong. I'm so not strong at the moment. *sighs*
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I have two hours to go until I have to leave the house and am starting to get nervous. I'm going to see my Doctor about upping my medication. Then I have to catch the bus out to University. Wish me luck.
*hugs Helen* ~ it's hard to stay strong sometimes Sweetie but you can fight this |
Good luck, hope it went well sweetie, I think you'll be at uni by now ^_^
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popping in quick to say i'm headed to hospital, don't know when i'll be back on. take care everyone, i love you all!!
*big Papa Bear hugs for everyone* |
my uni lecture today got cancelled. Poot.
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Hey all, just popping in to say a quick hello before I'm off to therapy. This week we're meant to start working on my 'other issues' such as my OCD.... I like my OCD, I wouldn't even say its full blown, I've only ever been diagnosed with OCD tendancies as it seems I have the compulsions without the obsessive thoughts...hmmm....anyway, doing my compulsions reduces my anxiety, don't take away my control and organisation!!!! Oh well. Fingers crossed it'll go ok.
*huggles to all* Sorry but not time to do individual responses. |
I think i'm going to go and hide in the denia tent for a while
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Yay a vistor at last :P I'm in the denial tent as always :P
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I have been discharged from the CMHT and after this week I will be meds free.
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Awesome news Arwen :]
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Hayley thanks for the hugs. I did pop in to ask for some but then forgot to so thanksxx
and hugs to everyonexx |
Therapy went well. She liked my organised timetable of how I plan my days :) Its helpful to pace my M.E. and keeping my M.E stable is crucial to my moods, so I'm allowed it, just with a little more flexibility which we'll work on my thought patterns and prioritising things. As for my OCD tendancies with cleaning and things matching etc, I told her I was quite happy the way I am and its not hurting anyone and because I don't have the obsessive thoughts, I'm allowed to keep those tendancies for a while too! Yay!!
*HAPPY GROUP HUGGLE!!!* *goes out to smoking shelter* |
*sneaks out og the denial tent to quickly give everyone hugs then runs back into the safety of the denial tent*
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*hugs kahlia* hope ur ok xxx
ive survived first week of uni.. but I missed 2 tutes :/ was very anxious and just got very sick from it so I went home early. So nervous about this semester. What should I say to the tutors *shrugs* I don't know.. I dont know if I want to continue with this course =[ |
5 years today :( should have got better by now dont you think,
i think i should check into the v.p.w - feeling ***** :( want to do it again. and again. and again. making myself sick isnt getting me as much satisfaction and confidence as cuttings :( arghhhh how is everybody xx |
Shouldn't have read through that thread. Shouldn't have gone through his posts. Reminded me of what I've lost.
He walked out of my ****ing life after breaking my ****ing heart. He made me want to ****ing die. Did he care? Did he ****. My housemate's going back into hospital tomorrow for a mastectomy. She won't be out for four days (supposedly) Friend's coming over so I won't be alone though. My sister died. It's coming up to her birthday. Third of August. And then 26th is the fourth anniversary of her death. Too much loss. I dunno how to deal with it. Psychiatrist appointment isn't until ****ing OCTOBER. I have to try and hold on until then. Right now I dunno if I can. Already taken an OD. Biggest one yet. No I'm not going to hospital. I want to ****ing damage my body. Probably going to cut later too. **** it **** it **** it **** it |
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