blah i want my head to shut up =[
was talking bout ed's in my class today... blech.
although amusingly the video she showed, the guy in the video was ip at the hospital i have my support group at o_O i was like 'that hallway looks familiar :P' but was dumb video... lotsa numbers in. why would you has numbers?! its not like ed's arent common... grr.
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had dinner but didnt wanna =[ and want bad stuff =\ ergh.

*huggles heather tight*

Sorry, i dont have many words right now and its hours after you've posted... but i hope youre alright.

hey everyone...

hugs to everyone that is in need of one and wants one...

not gonna go on just want pplto kno im thinking of them and sending them hugs

x

*Hugs Josh*

*Hugs Nicole*

*Hugs Crimson*

*Waves at Kate*

*Hugs Kahlia*

*Hugs WasteOf Space* Shaz???

*Hugs Laura*

*Hugs Heather*

*hugs everyone*

Nicole!!!*Hugs* How are you this morning ? :)

*hugs mark* i'm good thanks :D trying to decide what to wear stayrday night :/ and i'm thinking i really need some new clothes! but i only have £10, and i have to get my mate a birthday present! XD how're you?

I'm feeling okay thanks Nicole , a little anxious about group this afternoon , I'm going to try going on only 1 Diazepam , last week I took 3 over the course of the afternoon :S But I don't take them daily , just when I need them . What are you going to buy your mate?

*huggles mark* i'm sure you will be fine at your group, you will settle in, honestly, i remember my first DBT group, i was so scared, but now i'm fine with it. (well, i'm struggling a bit at the moment with it cause they have a monday group and a wednesday group but theyve recently joined both the groups together)
and i have absolutley no idea what to get her! :/

Hi everyone.

*Hugs Lindsay* Hello :)

*hugs lindsay* how're you today?

Off to my group , wish me luck :S

Good luck, Mark.

I'm a bit blah but not as bad as yesterday, I think it might have been because I forgot to take my meds in the morning. I spoke to my doctor today and she's going to ask my psychiatrist if she can change my antidepressants. My brother is coming home tonight for the weekend so I might not be online as much.

i feel dead maybe i am :indifferent:

cuddles everyone, this is crazy it feels like im taking 5 steps forward, 5 steps backwards. seeing my doc in 1 week, to see how iam and if i should be signed off for longer. really hope he does,as right now the thought of going back there fills me with dread.not sure i can make myself go back. curls up

*hugs everyone*
I'm finally back, but my new meds are making my head too fuzzy to actually update.
I can't be coherent... god... ahhhh.

*Hugs Ryuu*

*Hugs Lindsay*

*Hugs Jill*

So...............

Group was MANIC people having very loud disagreements 3 ways at a time , I just wanted to leave , I had to pop a Diaz in the coffee break to get through and I was trying really hard not to take more than 1 today but I took 2 :S
Then it ended and I went to the cyber cafe to confirm my volunteer shift tomorrow only to be told they are shut tomorrow and to come back next week*Sigh*
Then I went to pick up my perscription, Got it home after grocery shopping , emptyed the bag onto my bed only to find 1) that theyv'e given me an exta box of Diaz this month , which I will keep because they periodically refuse to give me Diaz and 2) They've given me 28 to few Lithium tablets , **** I need that and I don't want to have to go and stand my ground and get my meds , I simply don't have the energy or confidence right now :(

OOh Hey Felicia :) *Hugs* I'm sorry you're head is so fuzzy