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Kim what stage are you at in your training?

hehe true, well im off for a while, chat best be up by the time i get back or i will ummmmm nothing hehe and wait a little longer

hehe bye bye Luke.

An Long story with the training. but kind of end of second year.

ah cool, im do to qualify in september if i can hold it togther till then

ah cool. You a nurse too?

yea or i will be hopefully if i can find some motivation to write these stupid essays

ick i hate assignments.
What type of nursing you doing?

adult, although my heart is for learning dissabilities, im so stupid dunno why i didnt do that branch - i should have! grrrr

Well you can always do a top up for learning diabilties.

yes i can
but i dont think i can face it the pressure has just abput pushed me over the eadge as it is. but i just have to hold on a few months longer

*takes a blanket and lies down...*

WOW you sound so much like me last week.
But really, geto graduation and take it from there.Have a break to sort yourself out. To get as far as you hae is amazing. The course puts you under a lot of pressure as it is.

are you coping now?
they dont tell you how stressfull it is! and i have had ****all support from mytutors, cos my husband left me and came back and left again giving me finacial probs on top of everything else!

looking for a job now tho its so scarey i never thought id get this far!

I know. I hate it when you seepeople on here asking about it. When there barley coping with life now an they want to start the course as "it will solve everything" coz it just dosnt.

Nah im not coping. had a bit of a drama this week. Prob going to take 6 months out.

Looking for a job would be terrifiing though. Good luck hunting.

thanks,

aww im so sorry your not coping, if there is anythink i can do just ask, 6 months out might give you time to get yourself togther.
its hard tho cos i know so many people who have been asked or told to leave because of their SH, hiding it is hard so so hard,
*hugs* i do hope you get it sorted

Hopefully. There are a lot of things that have built up.
So im getting help at the min, takin some time to myself and im not thinking of the future right now, so we shall see.
Thanks though.

Have you applied for any jobs yet?

hello all, i am not good my psych cancelled on me today.

aww, sori to hear that alyssa. need to talk? or just want to snuggle up and sleep it off?

Silly psch. Shouldnt be allowed to cancel. Have they made you an alternative?

both would help I really wanted to see him having not seen him since before i went on holiday, I have so much to talk to him about and I had plucked up the courage to talk about those things. now i have to waight till stupid tuesday, it seems so long away... *deeeep clensing breath* rant over.

*snuggles up, drinks hot chocco with Cookie my hamster in my pocket and teddy under arm watching Drop Dead Fred*

right, I am off to dye my hair and go to bed. LOVE YOU ALLLLL SWEET DREAMS and hello to all those nocternal peeps.

hmm it is a long time. Is there no one else you could maybe talk to?

bubi hunny. i hope you sleep well, have to let us know how your hair looks tomoro...

XxX

Night night hun

hey Kim sorry i dissapearde last night without saying goodbye, had to go and no ive not started applying yet, i will try to get the courage to do so soon, one of the other girls on my placement got a job this week it was her first interview!

*sits in room under her duvet and cries*

thats all i want to do today

well i thought i may give warning, chat is returning so you may not see me!!! i will be in there if you want me. and i will try my hardest to post more than i did when in the rly version2 chat. crys a little remebering all those wasted hours, well i wont be here tonight im going out (im even wearing a shirt and a jacket/blazer thingy, hope you all will be ok leaves tent open for whoever, i will be back though, and i promise chat wont take over my life and i will still come back to this ward.

feel free to pm me anytime loads of hugs luke

leaves loads of warm blankets for all :)

cheers luke! have fun tonight.

does anyone know when chast will be up and running exactly, and where it has gone coz its no longer on my menu thingy....dunno where to find it, anyone?

XxxX

Its suppossed to launch at 6 uk time.
The menu is up near the top of the screen and says chat.

Evening everyone.

chat actually comes up as a pop up so yoy can look around th site without having to leave chat, posd in general called chat explains

i really cant see it inthe menu....am i being stupid again? the menu that says forums, distractions etc...? chats not an option anymore...... *frowns and crosses arms and sulks*

chat thing has come back on refresh the thing maybe?

man chat is dissapointing lol i miss verison2, but well done harley and everyone it is good, but different, umm i may stay in here from now on and never go to chat hehe :)

*hugles Luke*
I am not letting you out any way.

I need to be here.

Actually i need to be in a real one right now, but that's not going to happen, so i have no choice but to hope this place helps.

*stares at the wall*

*hugs* lizzie
im here if u need anything

*walks out from her padded room* Anyone out there?

*blinks*

Mornin all, went to the Shang Hai last night with mum ian and emily we had a good time. We are so busy with packing, I better get on with some later lolza. My hair looks good...

hey all yeah im stayin and not moving into chat i made a nice place in here so dont worry kim im staying eheh :)

Just wanted to say thanks, and I'm checking out. I'm gonna go now. Won't be back. you guys are great. I guess i'm just beyond saving.

I'll save you hun!

rainbow, you dont have to leave and never return we are all here for you and eachother, you ever need to speak pm me luke gives you big big hugs

i love this thread, i feel at home in my tent, reopens it for all

i think i want to hide in here again....i cant seem to be sociable in chat, even tho i want to be....

welcome back bright, its always open, and i sort of know what you mean about chat

thankyou. but on the up side, i did just manage to straightn my hair without burning myself, well intentionall anyway. thats the first time in months! yay me....

hey good job on the hair bright!
*climbs into lukes tent and pretends she shouldent really be writing that assignment thats due tomorrw*

thankyou, tis a start....

aww, *hugs S pod and says the assignment isnt real...* i have finished sch now, kinda bored all the time tho...

*hugs back*

i wish i was finished, i dont finish till september, need to start applying for jobs soon! meh!

well done for doing your hair, and ive been finished uni for months so bored and in need of a job hehe but i think i would rather just stay here on ryl for the summer