*snuggles you both*

*wraps effer up in a snuggle blanket and holds on tight and quietly whispers in ear 'you can do this i believe in you, lean on me'*

thank you bound, how are you today?

I am doing pretty ok so far today actually... let's hope it's stays that way :-)
My name's Amanda by the way ;-)

good to meet you amanda, i am laura or LJ

oh good, so I haven't been calling you "LJ"
and that not be your name... I HATE messing
people's names up... makes me feel like such a
dork... lol

i know i am rubbish with peoples name i forget all the time lol

*offers cuddles to all*

Today's been...interesting :)

*cuddles Helen*
interesting in a good way I hope...

Well apart from one thing, it's alllllllllll good =D

I'm still here and I think I'm okay. I had a severely manic episode yesterday where I asked my friend if I could drive the wrong way (towards oncoming traffic) off an on ramp of a motorway. I guess that the good thing is that she said no and I didn't do it anyway. I don't really remember everything that happened in the manic period . . . which has me a little concerned because it means that I was so high that I was probably a danger not only to myself but to other people. Now I get the "great fun" of telling my psych doctor what happened.

I do however think that I'm okay. I'm not currently having the urge to do things that are far too stupid or dangerous. However, this might change and I literally get no warning when these things start happening.

*offers hugs and cuddles to Helen, Amanda, Laura and anyone else who happens to be around*

*thanks everyone for being there and starts giving them bottles of soft-drink*

Are you rapid cycling? I'm sorry to hear things are so unsettling for you and well, near dangerous :sad: Glad your friend was with you in the car.

cuddel

I know it's difficult recalling and reporting things to psychiatrists but they need to know these things for your own good in the end,

Catherine xxxx

*snuggles you both*

Well someone's managed to slightly ruin my mood.

How did they do that?

hugs1

Catherine xxxx

Thanks Catherine.

*hugs back*

I wrote about it in my thread.

*snuggles*
<3 you
=]

morning all i got through the night, can someone tell me thats a good thing please :(

it's a VERY good Laura... it really is
*cuddles*

thank you amanda
how are you today?

I'm... ok... I guess
I just made a post in General Support & Advice

{{{{Diamondn'}}}}

It was a very courageous and good thing of you to have gotten thru the night.

Catherine xxxx

Catherine - yes I guess I am rapid cycling. It drives me absolutely mental (no pun intended there) when this starts happening. I also guess it was a good thing that there was someone else in the car with me . . . but I'm still struggling to believe that it was for the best. I've asked my friends to help me write down for my psych doc what I was like so that I can let him know. I do agree that he does need to know for my sake, but I just have huge holes in my memory.

Thanks all for the hugs and cuddles. I'm on a downer now . . . and I don't know if I have the energy to fight it anymore.



*hugs and cuddles everyone that is around, and then goes out into the smoking corner for a quick "fagulette" or two*

*hugs to everyone* Feeling a bit better today as i have done absolutely nothing all day :) perhaps thats what i was designed for!

I think I am slowly becoming addicted to oreos

<3 you too *snuggles lots*

It's a VERRRY good thing :)


Massive cuddles for everyone else

Morning all. I made it through the night. Is there a way out of here now without hurting anyone ?? :crying:

and what an addiction to have! yum!

*hides in corrner*


..................:crying:

*hugs fallenangel* want to talk hun???

I hate her for this.

*curls up in cupboard and cries*

Whats wrong Soph :(

just really worried about Matt... :'( *cries*

*snuggles tight*

I know you are hun, but least he's in hospital where people can help him honey.

...yeah... i just hate not being able ot do anything

oh if i pm you what i've written would you mind reading it to see if its ok to post?

*curls up in corner and hides for the next few weeks*

*leaves huggles and cuddles for you if yo uwant them*

*curls up in corner and cries*

*hides in the dark corner next to the telephone booth and ponders about life...how **** it is :-(*

*curls up and falls asleep clinging to teddy*
*hands out teddies to anyone else who wants em*

*hugs everyone*

whats up jeremy? have you made that phone call yet?

*grabs all hugs and hugs back* why can't i enjoy one good day without the next one being all shi*y *cries*

Got my tattoo!! Didn't hurt as bad as I thought it would, will post some pics this evening. xxx

am i alowed to give in yet

*hugs everyone lots and lots*

I'm so tired.

hugs back to everyone. *curls up in corner with my doofus ( my stuffed doggie) and cries*

*uncurls from ball and sniffels*


My mom found my "tools" for a second time (I stoped but relapsed) and freaked :crying:. I had to go to my school counselor to get "help". The counselor said that if I don't get better soon I will have to go to halifax hospital to "get better" for a while. I'm scared that I won't be able to stop when they want me to. I can't just stop and I hate it that they don't understand.

:crying: :crying: :crying: :crying: :crying:

*cries*

*cuddles lots* i have to go in a min but when i come back i'll write a better reply. i'm thinking of you hun *cuddles more*