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Spacegirlnz 29-06-2011 10:54 AM

I find myself coming here a lot recently. I haven't posted in this thread in a while. I honestly don't know what's going on in my head.

Doikers 29-06-2011 11:40 AM

*waves to spacegirlnz* Hi I'm Mark :)

one_step_closer 29-06-2011 12:04 PM

Hi Emma, i'm Lindsay.

Doikers 29-06-2011 12:30 PM

*Hugs Linddsay* How are you hun ?

Doikers 29-06-2011 12:59 PM

Oh FFS I got a letter from a debt agency for someone who I've never heard of but at my home nsaying that legal action has been started at my address . I . Do . Not . Need . This.......:/

YodaBearInterrupted 29-06-2011 03:22 PM

There's about to be a fight in my house (with words) between my mom and me... this isn't going to go very well

Doikers 29-06-2011 03:46 PM

*Hugs Matthew*

YodaBearInterrupted 29-06-2011 04:14 PM

Well it wasn't a fight per se, more like her screaming at me cause I didn't want to do something, so she was all like "fine then, no more driving the car anyplace". A bit of this stems out of me getting anxious when I have to drive someone else but me... I dunno why. Sadly I guess, I got a bit of satisfaction making my younger brother drive

Laura2.0 29-06-2011 04:37 PM

*hugs all*

someone please wake me from this nightmare...

YodaBearInterrupted 29-06-2011 05:24 PM

*hugs Laura and wakes her up from her nightmare to a happy sunny day*

Did that help any?

Laura2.0 29-06-2011 05:28 PM

*hugs matthew* nope.. sorry, I don't think it is a dream. But thanks for trying.

My sister found out about the cutting today. 5 minutes later she told mom. Fvck fvck fvck fvck!!!!!!

Doikers 29-06-2011 05:45 PM

*Hugs Matthew*

*Hugs Laura*

YodaBearInterrupted 29-06-2011 05:49 PM

*hugs Laura tight*

*hugs Doikers* I always forget your name. Matt fail XD

frenchhorn 29-06-2011 06:02 PM

*hugs Mark* I'm really sorry about the letter, I hope it gets sorted.

*cuddles Laura*

*hugs Matt* sorry about your mum shouting at you.

*curls up and hides*

Doikers 29-06-2011 06:20 PM

*Hugs Matthew* My name is Mark :)

*Hugs Oliver* How are you?

Laura2.0 29-06-2011 06:40 PM

*hugs Mark*
*hugs Matt*
*hugs Ian*

Mom came home and we had a talk. I told her that I didn't tell her about the cutting, cause I didn't want her to worry. Then I told her that I've got a therapist and she told me that she used to have therapy for 2 years once. She even gave me productive advice: tell the therapist as much as possible.
I love her
Sorry I'm not very supportive right now.

Doikers 29-06-2011 06:53 PM

Thats pretty cool of her Laura :) *Hugs*

Laura2.0 29-06-2011 07:18 PM

then why does it feel like ****??

PoisonedApple 29-06-2011 07:46 PM

*hugs everyone*
*crawls into ward bed* I am exhausted and its only Wednesday morning...

Laura2.0 29-06-2011 08:01 PM

*hugs Crimson*
*spots Lindsay and waves*

one_step_closer 29-06-2011 08:46 PM

*hugs everyone*

Doikers 29-06-2011 08:49 PM

*Hugs Laura*

*Hugs Crimson*

*Hugs Lindsay*

Doikers 29-06-2011 09:38 PM

I feel to insignificant........

PoisonedApple 29-06-2011 09:49 PM

*hugs Lindsay and Laura* Laura, it feels like **** because she cares in a nice way. I comprehend why you feel that way but I failed when I tried to type it out so you would understand. I'm sorry.

*cuddles Mark* You are not insignificant. Why do you feel that way?

Doikers 29-06-2011 09:53 PM

*Night time hugs my wardies*

I just feel it Crimson , Sober 2 days now , brain screwing with me ........*Hugs*

PoisonedApple 29-06-2011 10:01 PM

I find tea and a sleep help when it's just my head screwing with me. I hope it's better tomorrow. Good night *hugs* BTW Congrats on 2 days *throws confetti* YAY!

one_step_closer 29-06-2011 10:33 PM

You're not insignificant at all, Mark. I'm here if you need anything.

frenchhorn 29-06-2011 11:50 PM

*hugs Mark* you are not insignificant in anyway and congrats on 2 days, keep going strong.

*hugs Laura* I'm glad your mum was supportive

*hugs Lindsay* how are you?

*hugs Crimson* I hope you feel less tired now, I swear I'm always exhausted.

PoisonedApple 30-06-2011 12:05 AM

*hugs Oliver* still exhausted but I drank a 5 hr energy so work is being productive anyway.

frenchhorn 30-06-2011 12:11 AM

*hugs Crimson* I'm glad work is going productively, but sorry your still exhausted.

SoMuchMore 30-06-2011 12:42 AM

Hi everyone

*leaves hugs*

risenfromperdition 30-06-2011 12:59 AM

i loves all of you lotslots. =]

YodaBearInterrupted 30-06-2011 01:07 AM

I dislike being on the edge. Its like the urge to hurt is there for so long and so much its really difficult to resist. Sigh. Don't know how much longer that can go on for

frenchhorn 30-06-2011 01:17 AM

Hey Laura *hugs* how are you?

Heather!! *hugs* how are you? not seen you around in ages

*hugs Matt* urges are hard to deal with, but keep staying strong, I'm here if you need someone to talk to

Cazki 30-06-2011 01:38 AM

*Hugs Mark*

*Hugs Oliver*

*Hugs Lindsay*

*Hugs Laura*

*Hugs Crimson*

*Hugs Shattered1*

*Hugs Heather*

*Hugs Matt*

risenfromperdition 30-06-2011 01:40 AM

im....ok. hows you oliver?

frenchhorn 30-06-2011 01:52 AM

*hugs Heather* I'm not doing so great, just trying to take it one hour at a time cos I really want to OD again.
that ok doesnt sound too good, i'm here if you want to talk.

*hugs Ian* hows you?

risenfromperdition 30-06-2011 02:17 AM

right back atcha re talking <3

Antebellum 30-06-2011 02:58 AM

*hugs Oliver*

*hugs everyone*

I'm sorry about names... they've all escaped my brain tonight :/

I haven't hurt myself in a long time, I just can't seem to stop thinking about doing it again. its happening all the time and i'm starting to worry myself. I used to feel this way when i self harmed and back then I would just give in. I'm trying to ignore it as I feel like I have some self control over my urges now but Its always on my mind and I'm getting really wound up and short tempered.

Things haven't been easy over the last few months and I just don't want to go back to how I was. My brain keeps telling me it will help but I know its just going to cause me to spiral out of control again.

I really did think I had my feelings under control. It scares me that this is going to go on forever. I can't cope with it.

shattered1 30-06-2011 05:06 AM

*waves hi* to everyone
then curls up in corner and wishes she could just disappear

Doikers 30-06-2011 10:19 AM

*Hugs Crimson* Thanks for the confetti :)

*Hugs Lindsay*

*Hugs Oliver*

*Hugs Laura*

*Hugs Heather* :)

*Hugs Matt*

*Hugs Ian*

*Hugs Rhi*

*Hugs Shattered1*

Spacegirlnz 30-06-2011 10:36 AM

*hugs back to everyone*

Quote:

Originally Posted by Doikers (Post 2869560)
*waves to spacegirlnz* Hi I'm Mark :)

Hey!
Quote:

Originally Posted by one_step_closer (Post 2869584)
Hi Emma, i'm Lindsay.

Hey!
Quote:

Originally Posted by Rhi89 (Post 2870499)
*hugs Oliver*

*hugs everyone*

I'm sorry about names... they've all escaped my brain tonight :/

I haven't hurt myself in a long time, I just can't seem to stop thinking about doing it again. its happening all the time and i'm starting to worry myself. I used to feel this way when i self harmed and back then I would just give in. I'm trying to ignore it as I feel like I have some self control over my urges now but Its always on my mind and I'm getting really wound up and short tempered.

Things haven't been easy over the last few months and I just don't want to go back to how I was. My brain keeps telling me it will help but I know its just going to cause me to spiral out of control again.

I really did think I had my feelings under control. It scares me that this is going to go on forever. I can't cope with it.

Omg. You seriously have just written down what I'm feeling too. It's driving me more crazy that I already am. And I've not had counseling or whatever in ages, and GPs never listen to me, so I don't even want to try to get help, which makes things even worse.

Doikers 30-06-2011 12:24 PM

*Hugs Emma if hugs are okay*

*Spots and squishes Lindsay* How are you hun ?

one_step_closer 30-06-2011 12:26 PM

Hey everyone.

I'm so close to overdosing. I don't really care but i'm worried about having to go and get myself checked over because I know that I will be treated like dirt. Maybe I should just not bother getting medical attention. If I die my brother will eventually get over it.

How are you, Mark?

Laura2.0 30-06-2011 12:58 PM

*hugs all* How are you all??
*hugs Lindsay* Don't OD please. What makes you feel like you need to OD?

sorry I'm not doing individuals.
I had a little accident, when I was riding my bike earlier today I kind of hit a trashcan and fell and scraped my right ellbow and foot so I suck at typing.
Today feels almost as ****ed up as yesterday. So much **** going on it's almost funny.

Doikers 30-06-2011 02:27 PM

Please seek medical attention if you OD Lindsay *Humongous Hugs*

*Hugs Laura* I'm sorry you had an accident hun :(

I am weak , I was out so I bought drink, I hate myself sometimes.

Louise 30-06-2011 06:33 PM

hugs everyone

PoisonedApple 30-06-2011 07:19 PM

ok... i"m gonna restart my comp in hopes it fixes my keyboard and mouse and try to redo my post...

Doikers 30-06-2011 08:30 PM

*hugs Louise*

*Hugs Crimson*

PoisonedApple 30-06-2011 08:33 PM

ok... 4 hours of intermittent reading, 2 computer restarts and a staff meeting later... the only thing I remember I was going to say was:
Just because you gave in and bought it doesn't mean you have to drink it, Mark *squishes* or for that matter you could give it to a friend or family as a gift if it's a kind they like... :)


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