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Louise 04-04-2011 08:10 PM

hugs mark how are you

Doikers 04-04-2011 08:31 PM

sorry

SoMuchMore 04-04-2011 08:41 PM

*hugs mark* you okay?

*hugs lia* why do you have to leave? <3

*hugs louise* how r u doing?

*hugs charlie*

*cuddles everyone else*

Doikers 04-04-2011 08:52 PM

I'm Alone Laura.......................Forever *Hugs*

Doikers 04-04-2011 08:54 PM

I am holding conversations with people that aren't here , I know they're not here but it's it's a start , I think I'm losing my mind:(

frenchhorn 04-04-2011 09:18 PM

*hugs all*

Doikers 04-04-2011 09:36 PM

*hugs Oliver*

frenchhorn 04-04-2011 09:46 PM

*hugs Mark* how are you doing?

Doikers 04-04-2011 09:51 PM

being odd.........I think I'm insane , I talk to people that I knowain't here but their not here but I talk out loud...:S I was in my kitchen and yammering out oud , I swear my Sister and neice were here...........sorry

Doikers 04-04-2011 10:05 PM

*Night Time hugs all my wardies*

Billy! 04-04-2011 10:20 PM

*Cuddles everyone*
Lia won't text me back and isn't online. :( I'm worried about her.

frenchhorn 04-04-2011 10:22 PM

*hugs Mark and Charlie*

Billy! 04-04-2011 10:26 PM

*Hugs Oliver*
She just text me to let me know she's alive.

frenchhorn 04-04-2011 10:31 PM

*hugs Charlie* I'm glad

Kahlia welcome back :)

Billy! 04-04-2011 10:35 PM

*Hugs Oliver*
I'm still worried though. This isn't like her :(

SoMuchMore 04-04-2011 10:36 PM

*hugs mark* you are not insane, nor are you going to be alone forever. I know you already went to bed... hopefully you'll feel better after some sleep. You can always talk to us here, or message me.

*hugs charlie* i'm glad lia texted you back.. I was worried after her last post. how r u doing?

*hugs oliver* how r u?

frenchhorn 04-04-2011 10:38 PM

*hugs Charlie and Laura*

I'm flat and trying to resist lots of urges to cut and OD

how are you both?

Billy! 04-04-2011 10:46 PM

*Cuddles Laura and Oliver*
Please try and stay as safe as possible you guys. I'm sorry I don't have much advice. I'm just about ready to give up.
My cat and Lia..they're the two people that get me through everything, and now my cats missing and Lia's struggling. I just can't do it on my own.

frenchhorn 04-04-2011 10:49 PM

*hugs Charlie* I'm sorry your struggling too, please dont give up *extra hugs*

Billy! 04-04-2011 10:53 PM

*Hugs*
I'm trying to just stay busy.

ljmeep 04-04-2011 11:32 PM

*lays head down exausted*

I tried to nap and it didn't work out ... so damn tired it's giving me head aches :(

BWchick 05-04-2011 01:17 AM

*Huggles wardies* Hewwoww!!!

ljmeep 05-04-2011 01:37 AM

k any other parents out there have issues with ur other half undermindin ur authority!? UGH!

ˈsäləˌterē 05-04-2011 01:40 AM

oooooooh yeaaaaahhhhh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

ljmeep 05-04-2011 01:44 AM

ugh! i'm so done!

ˈsäləˌterē 05-04-2011 01:47 AM

Ya had to know I would relate! Ya wanna vent?

ljmeep 05-04-2011 01:58 AM

i put the kids to bed. the boys share and room (ages 3 and 5) and always play and talk so i usually have the 3 yr old go to bed on the couch and i move him after he falls out... he told him after i did this to go to his bed. So i washed my hands of it and said they were his for the night and I'm not doing a damn thing.

15 mins later... he moves the 3 yr old to bed w/ him

::eye roll:: dumb ass!

ˈsäləˌterē 05-04-2011 02:04 AM

I hear ya! I deal with that kinda stuff with my butthead husband all the time! UUUUUUUUUUUUggggggggggggHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

ljmeep 05-04-2011 02:12 AM

it's just so hot/cold ... on/off lately... we do really good one min and the next we're in hell...

did u read my earlier posts about what he did last night!?

11 beers and he was an ass!

ˈsäləˌterē 05-04-2011 02:15 AM

I sure did! It made me sad, cause last I knew I thought things were goin kinda good for you two.

ljmeep 05-04-2011 02:19 AM

they were and still are ... when he's not drinking... he hasn't drank that much in a while, but it was awful! I came home to him being all confrontational and arguminative and it was all i could do not to SI ... I did make it through... it's been over a month now, but it's soooooo hard some days.

when it's bad ... and it has been past few days... i blast papa roach in the car and it seems to help...

i find it ironic though cuz it's the same music i used to cut to when i was younger... and now i can use it as a replacement for it

ˈsäləˌterē 05-04-2011 02:24 AM

I'm glad things are still good, when he's not drinking. Why is he drinking so much? Does he know what affect it's having?

That's fantastic that you've made it over a month, especially through this! I'm so proud of you! Hey, whatever works right?

Btw, I'm over a month free too!

ljmeep 05-04-2011 02:36 AM

congrats !! I'm proud of you too!

I've tried talking to him 'bout it, but he always either blows me off or changes the subject or says he doesn't want to talk 'bout it b/c of the kids. He made such a big deal when about sharing my feelings when he found out i was cutting again... and now it's like he does want me too, but he doesn't... i'm kinda confused and lost as to what to do

ˈsäləˌterē 05-04-2011 02:44 AM

Thanks!

I can definitely understand your confusion! If I were having any better luck than you are I might have some brilliant advise for ya. I hope it at least helps to vent n know that I can relate.

ljmeep 05-04-2011 02:50 AM

it always helps to vent... and it helps to know i'm not alone in my situation... lol.

holding it in is what got me into SI in the first place so i try really really hard to say what's on my mind as often as i can...

speaking of which i kinda have a bit of a delima with my sis youngest god daughter who is around 12 ... she just got out of the psych hospital for a suicide whatch... took a knife to bed... prob is that many of us think it wasn't about suicide and more about protection... that she might be being molested. I wanna reach out to her... i know lots of ppl who have been in all kinds of situations and i think i could be a big help to her... but i only really talk to her on fb and i don't wanna pm her cuz her mom is likely watcing her site... not sure what to do

ˈsäləˌterē 05-04-2011 03:32 AM

Well, I'm glad I could be some kinda help.

Holdin it in has a lot to do with why I'm where I am too, but I still struggle with talking.

Wow! I can understand your dilema! Your theory makes complete sense. Does she have a cell phone with text?

Kahlia1981 05-04-2011 03:33 AM

*huggles all*

Really struggling with getting back into normal life after the 5 weeks in (a 5-star resort) hospital. Just the daily tasks like keeping appointments and making sure I get up at an appropriate time are such a struggle right now. Yesterday was really busy and it tired me out, then got coupled with an extremely crap night sleep. I could have sworn someone was trying to break-in early this morning as well which really f**ked the already bad sleep. I didn't realise that it was going to be this hard to re-merge with humanity.

On the good side we went looking for an engagement ring yesterday. :-D

Now it's after midday and all I want to do is crash back into bed!! I think I must be useless.

*leaves hugs and safe love and care packages for all, with stuffed animals on the table*

Billy! 05-04-2011 09:15 AM

*Cuddles everyone*
The shop needs to hurry up and open!

Doikers 05-04-2011 10:49 AM

*Hugs Charlie*

*Hugs Oliver*

*Hugs Laura*

*Hugs Kelly* YEY! For a month free!

*Hugs Megz*

*Hugs Solo*YEY! For you to make it a month as well !!

*Hugs Kahlia* When I got out of the Psych ward after 100 days precisley I found it really hard to adjust too , I think it must be common :S Here if you want to talk hun :)

Billy! 05-04-2011 11:05 AM

*Hugs Mark*
How are you?

ljmeep 05-04-2011 01:04 PM

no phone that I know of.. my sis is supposed to get her for the weekend soon now that's she's outta the hospital and I'm hoping to get a chance to talk to her then ... if I can get a moment outta ear shot...

I'm really concerned about her and I can tell by her fb pics (she's not smiling in any on her page or her mom's page) that's she's been unhappy for a while and I suspect whatever has been going on has been going on for quite some time....

it's totally possible i'm wrong... maybe she has more of a problem like ours with SI that no one knows about, but either way... I've dealt with being on the brink of suicide... it's been a long time... I've dealt with SI... my bff has dealt w/ sexual abuse and so has my aunt so there are ppl I could hook her up with to talk to if I can't help her myself... I just hope I get the chance and that she feels like she can open up and be honest with me about whatever it is she's going through.

I've been around this girl since she was a baby and I love her like she's one of my own sisters (I was a teen when she was born)... I'm just really worried bout her...

*hugs back* and thanks... feelng pretty good about how long I've gone w/out SIing ... though I have to admit... how i made it through the past 2 nights is a total mystery to me!

Louise 05-04-2011 02:14 PM

hugs everyone

misskitty112 05-04-2011 03:13 PM

*hugs everyone*

Doikers 05-04-2011 03:29 PM

*Hugs Kelly*

*Hugs Charlie*

*Hugs Louise*

*Hugs Felicia*

shadowedsoul 05-04-2011 03:34 PM

hugs everbody, curls up and hides.

Doikers 05-04-2011 03:50 PM

*Squishes Jill* How are you Hun?

shadowedsoul 05-04-2011 04:30 PM

squishes back. hmm not great today, keep having panic attacks. don't want to deal with next week, but i know i has too. how are you mark?

one_step_closer 05-04-2011 04:43 PM

*hugs everyone*

Doikers 05-04-2011 04:43 PM

Bit Flat hun *Hugs* Whats happening next week Jill?

Billy! 05-04-2011 05:36 PM

*Hugs everyone*


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