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Laura2.0 15-07-2012 09:15 PM

*hugs midnight-star*
*hugs Heather*
*hgus Faye*

happiness...its all a lie 15-07-2012 09:25 PM

cuddles laura, how are you today?

sapphire hearts 16-07-2012 01:26 AM

I have to stop posting. I am poison. Everyone I know I hurt. Even when I try to help it goes wrong. I am so so sorry to everyone here.

risenfromperdition 16-07-2012 03:17 AM

not true hun, you're not gonna be able to know everyones individual triggers every second. *sits with* i hope you dont stop posting :/ you're lovely.

ˈsäləˌterē 16-07-2012 03:25 AM

I can relate sapphire. I'm feeling the same way.

risenfromperdition 16-07-2012 04:00 AM

<3 sorry you're feeling the same solo :(

midnightphoenix 16-07-2012 01:29 PM

*hugs everyone in the ward*

happiness...its all a lie 16-07-2012 01:36 PM

*leaves hugs*

today is so unproductive :( i just want a job

RootsbeforeBranches 16-07-2012 10:52 PM

Today was a Monday... I still want to cut

-phoenix- 16-07-2012 11:41 PM

Please can I sneak in here? Need some safety right now, I can't trust myself. Hope everyone is doing alright? x

Gem-Louise 16-07-2012 11:46 PM

walks in i dont feel safe really want to hurt myself :( seeing bad things

-phoenix- 17-07-2012 12:06 AM

I hope you can keep safe Saphire, can you do anything to keep distracted? Take care x

Gem-Louise 17-07-2012 12:16 AM

i have been trying and i cant stop thinking about it :( im scared there going to get me

sapphire hearts 17-07-2012 12:35 AM

*hugs saphire* no one's gonna get you hun.

hope it's ok I post here? if not, so sorry.

needed stitches the other day, for cuts I don't remember making. I didn't do it, I didn't want to hurt myself. don't know what happened :(

risenfromperdition 17-07-2012 12:45 AM

ok to post here. sorry needed stiches, i understand <3

-phoenix- 17-07-2012 12:49 AM

No one can get you here, this place is safe. Its good that youre reaching out and talking. Keep fighting through xx

And hi sapphire hearts, sorry to hear you had to have stitches. please try to be as careful as you can xx

sapphire hearts 17-07-2012 12:53 AM

I feel so guilty about what I did in Safe Room. I feel awful. And logically I know it was an innocent mistake and no one hates me for it, I still feel so terrible for what i did :(

I hurt someone on RYL. I didn't mean to, I promise, but I feel awful. I made someone feel upset and triggered, and I will hate myself forever for it. I'm so sorry.

If no one wants me to post here anymore I understand

ratboy75 17-07-2012 01:02 AM

No one is infallible, we all do the best we can. Take strength and fortitude from that :)

risenfromperdition 17-07-2012 01:07 AM

hun, no one can know every trigger for someone. its not your fault, k? i promise.
<3

sapphire hearts 17-07-2012 02:29 AM

thank you. just feel so awful. i know im bad, just dont wanna spread my evil through this site...

risenfromperdition 17-07-2012 04:43 AM

you ARENT bad sweetie, i promise, kay?

happiness...its all a lie 17-07-2012 10:44 AM

settles in for the day, *leaves hugs*

Gem-Louise 17-07-2012 11:57 AM

really not feeling safe i have pills just feel like taking them...im suh a failure i dont have anything t live 4 its just beter this way :( all i do is hurt and upset people im bad :(

midnightphoenix 17-07-2012 05:23 PM

*gently hugs everyone*

It's coming to get me *hides*

risenfromperdition 17-07-2012 08:49 PM

whats wrong? <3
*sits with*
you're safe here.

xMakeSomeNoisex 17-07-2012 09:32 PM

*crawls into bed*

Today is a bad day with my depression. I just feel the utter hopelessness and emptiness of my life. *sigh* I am exhausted and sick of everything. I can't sleep, can't eat, and can't even gather up the energy to care.

midnightphoenix 17-07-2012 09:37 PM

The trains are coming to get me and they're going to cook me over a fire

I want to climb up onto the roof but if I do the trains will get me

sapphire hearts 18-07-2012 03:07 AM

*hugs midnight* honey, no one's coming to get you. Stay safe here with us, ok?

*hugs Noise* depression is awful, I know. But your life is not meaningless. I know you can beat this hun :)

*hugs saphire* you're not bad, and you don't hurt people. Please don't take any pills *gentle cuddles*

risenfromperdition 18-07-2012 03:20 AM

*curls up in corner of ward behind couch*
sleepy.

sapphire hearts 18-07-2012 03:05 PM

checking in

happiness...its all a lie 18-07-2012 03:38 PM

settles in for the afternoon

*leaves hugs for everyone*

midnightphoenix 18-07-2012 03:38 PM

*curls up in corner of ward* I did a bad thing this morning, I'm a danger to myself

sapphire hearts 18-07-2012 07:11 PM

what did you do honey? are you okay? xxx *offers safe hugs to midnight and everyone who wants one*

Gem-Louise 18-07-2012 07:28 PM

so close to give up ..not do good :( im evil

sapphire hearts 18-07-2012 07:30 PM

you're not evil honey, i swear *cuddles*

midnightphoenix 18-07-2012 07:35 PM

I came this close >.< to killing myself

sapphire hearts 18-07-2012 07:41 PM

But you didn't *hugs* you're still here, and we're all so glad xxx

midnightphoenix 18-07-2012 07:55 PM

It was a dog that saved my life - the stream was hypnotising me

sapphire hearts 19-07-2012 02:26 AM

*cuddles midnight* then we all owe that dog a great debt. we need you here honey *hugs* please PM me whenever, okay? I'm so happy you're here :D

xMakeSomeNoisex 19-07-2012 05:56 AM

*lays on couch under a blanket*

Today would have been fun but the other day I was exercising and fell onto my left side so now I have a huge bruise on my left side and it is sore as heck. So basically I went shopping today but my back was killing me and my side was hurting all because I am a clumsy person, not to mention I barely got 2 hours of sleep and I was feeling nausea's all day. So yeah today would have been great if I was feeling well. Than I ended up purging again which sucks but oh well, I am just sleepy and tired but as usual can't sleep.

sapphire hearts 20-07-2012 03:21 AM

lack of sleep sucks *hugs*

i am checking in forever. i shouldnt be allowed around regular people. im dangerous. im so sorry.

risenfromperdition 20-07-2012 03:41 AM

love you sweetie :(

xMakeSomeNoisex 20-07-2012 05:00 AM

*curls up in corner*

I feel so horrid, I have been feeling nausea's all day and was having stomach aches on and off throughout the day. When I went grocery shopping I felt so tired and sick, I got dizzy as heck as well. My side is still sore and now my back has started causing me a lot of pain. I just feel so bad physically and am exhausted and in a horrid mood. It sucks but I think I am getting sick.

sapphire hearts 21-07-2012 04:27 AM

*hugs everyone who wants one*

i am so awful
i said something, and now she won't respond. i am so evil

happiness...its all a lie 21-07-2012 04:14 PM

*hides in corner* bad bad bad

midnightphoenix 21-07-2012 06:21 PM

*hides under table* the train ate me earlier while I was coming back from town - I freaked out in it as it was approaching the station and had to get out the moment the doors opened - it wants to get me again

risenfromperdition 21-07-2012 07:21 PM

you're NOT evil sweetie, i promise promise promise.

*sits with midnight*

Gem-Louise 21-07-2012 08:22 PM

:( not gunna b safe tonite i got a plan cant do this nomor

happiness...its all a lie 21-07-2012 09:10 PM

im scared want to cut, want pain. Bad nasty girl.

midnightphoenix 22-07-2012 10:40 PM

He's going to get me and I'll suffer *hides under bed*


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