*Hugs Jill*

*Hugs Oliver*

*Hugs Lindsay*

*Hugs Louise*

*hugs Mark*

*Hugs Jill*
*Hugs Oliver*
*Hugs Lindsay*
*Hugs Louise*
*Hugs Mark*

I desperately want to overdose but I don't have enough medication yet. I don't want to die from it, I just want to get away from the world for a while so when I do it i'll probably need to get checked over at hospital and I hate that part of it.

*hugs Lindsay*

I understand what your saying Lindsay, I feel the same.
I have a plan to OD next week, but not to die from it.

Guys n gals, PLease PLEASE be careful ODing, I'll leave it at that , I bet you all know your limits but take care okay??? I can't preach I do the same with the drink

Just finished at the doc, she is going to have the crisis team checking up on me daily for the next week. Not sure how to feel about this development. Don't really like the idea of someone "checking" on me at all. I feel trapped in the whole situation.

*hugs mark, jeff, louise, angel, oliver, lindsay, jill and everyone else who I may have forgotten*

I have to get rid of the food that I just ate. Even though there was almost no fat in it, or sugar.

My dad was spending 2 weeks at his girlfriends place, because he was ill. Then he came back to his place on tuesday. He didn't call me or anything. Now someone told me on facebook that he brought his girlfriend.. that explains why he didn't call or text me. His girlfriends are always more important than his kids. Especially, because I also got told on facebook that he's going to leave for the weekend tomorrow and he didn't mention it to me. I already have plans to visit a friend over the weekend. But if my dad is leaving with his girlfriend I'll have to take care of the horse. Fvck life!

*huggles all*

hey guyz and gals. how is everyone today?

*Sits in corner and wraps arms around legs*

*hugs Angel* I'm sorry that you are feeling like ODing is the only way. Could your husband help you to get through tonight without ODing?
*hugs BWchick* (sorry, don't know your name). what's going on for you?

*hugz back* I'm Meganna! go ahead and call me whatever!

I have just been feeling realy crummy lately....

*hugs Mark, Angel, Laura, Megz, Angel, Jeff, Lindsay, Jill, Louise and everyone else in the ward*

I'm at my parents for a few days, which means internet :), but **** from my father :(

*hugs everyone*
I'm sick of uni work. Sick of it.
Also, I NEED to SI... but I shouldn't before my formal dance on Saturday. :/ Oh, god... what am I gonna do?

I'm sorry, I complain too much.

*hugs Felicia* PLease try to stay safe. I'm here if you need to talk/rant.

that is totally how i feel! except i have only been check out medically twice from doing it..

i thought i was alone in that feeling....

thank you for this..

sorry hi im new here

*Hugz* Hi! My name is meganna! what would you like to be called by? :) and how are you darlin

*Hugs Angel*
*Hugs Jeff*
*Hugs Laura*
*Hugs Megz*
*Hugs Oliver*
*Hugs Felicia*
*Waves to SkinEssays* Hey I'm Mark :)