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PoisonedApple 18-04-2011 11:00 PM

*sits with Mark and holds his hands until bed time*
Your SW isn't worth doing that to yourself, hun. You are worth more than that.

*hugs Oliver* Sorry to hear you've been more down than up. Anything your doc can do to help the mood swings any?

Louise 18-04-2011 11:04 PM


Originally Posted by Doikers (Post 2774088)
You'd think it would be common courtesy woulden't you Louise?
*Hugs* How are you?

you would it is not fair on you especially when you had it planned and also the fact you could have planned something else if you new. if that makes sense?

~hugs everyone~

I am tired

Doikers 18-04-2011 11:10 PM

*hugs my wardies nihtnight* I love you guys and gals.

frenchhorn 18-04-2011 11:25 PM

night night Mark *hugs*

*hugs Louise and Crimson* my psych is thinking of putting me on Lithium to help with the mood swings, but that wont be until July

Louise 18-04-2011 11:44 PM

how do you feel about that Oliver?

Night mark

Cazki 18-04-2011 11:57 PM

I feel left out :( *sits in the corner alone*

*Hugs Mark*

*Hugs Louise*

*Hugs Laura*

*Hugs Solo*

*Hugs Oliver*

*Hugs Felicia*

*Hugs Jeff*

*Hugs Crimson*

*Hugs Ileana*

*Hugs Megz*

*Hugs Libz*

PoisonedApple 19-04-2011 12:05 AM

*hugs Mark good night*
*hugs Ian* no need to feel left out :)
*hugs Louise and Oliver*

shadow13 19-04-2011 03:03 AM

I got called a fag. By one of my childhood friends. He said he liked me and I told him I was gay (lesbian) and he started being really negative about it, telling me that it wasn't normal. There's nothing wrong with me, right?

I just feel so upset, I'm an open gay and I haven't been called a fag yet. FFS I'm only 15. It hurts so much! Does it ever get better? Are there lots of people like that out there?

note: Sorry I haven't told any of you that I'm a lesbian, I hope it doesn't change anything between us. You guys have been my tower of strenght for so long... :'(

Mors Certa 19-04-2011 04:30 AM

So... I had appointment with therapist today. Did not go well, I just completely fell apart (something I have been doing alot of lately) my meds are completely screwed up, life sucks, but I usually handle things better than this, therapist is concerned that I may need to go inpatient for a while to get the meds under control. I can't take inpatient again, I still have horrific flashbacks from my last stint inside. Perhaps I could just hide in here for a while?

BWchick 19-04-2011 05:40 AM

*Huggles* of course! I'm Meganna! call me whatever! Ugh I totally understand the med situation :P no fun. *pulls out chocolate* would you like some?

Ileana 19-04-2011 08:21 AM

*waves and then hugs everyone* Popping up here...I come and go, or maybe I just go hide in a closet and pretend I left and when nobody's looking I run out of the closet and outside and then slowly, nonchalantly, walk back inside with news from the outside world that I just made up in my head. Hey, it's almost 3 am and I haven't slept so...if I sound manic that's probably it.

Ileana 19-04-2011 08:23 AM

Does anybody want an Easter egg? I have many, of different colors *hands out Easter eggs filled with wonder and happiness*

I opened one earlier today and a little bunny rabbit hopped out so be careful.

Doikers 19-04-2011 11:53 AM

*Hugs oliver* I'm on Lithium so any questions.......ask.

*Hugs Louise*

*Hugs Ian*

*Hugs Crimson*

*Hugs Shad* Nothing is wrong with you hun :)

*Hugs Mors Certa*

*Hugs Megz*

*Hugs Ileana*

Louise 19-04-2011 01:27 PM

hugs everyone

Doikers 19-04-2011 02:03 PM

*Squishes Louise*

*Spots and Squishes Kahlia*

Kahlia1981 19-04-2011 02:16 PM

Mark: Thanks big brother. I needed that *hugs back*

*hugs everyone*

This depressive mood is starting to really affect my day to day life. I'm struggling with decision making and finding motivation to do anything - including eat, sleep, get out of bed (daytime), having a shower etc. Everything has become so much harder and I don't quite know what to do.

Right now I'm hanging on to the oldest truth that I can: It can't rain all the time. I just wish that it would stop pouring and give us even the tiniest bit of sunlight. *sigh*

Sorry that I'm not able to be supportive for everyone at the moment. I'm struggling to keep up with the conversations in here and feel bad about not being able to and am chastising myself for not posting individuals or providing more support. So I'm really sorry.

I think I would like to disappear ...

Doikers 19-04-2011 02:23 PM

Don't be sorry Kahlia <3 Please take good care of yourself, and Have Your Boy look after you too. I'm also pretty depressed , what you said about your depression is freakishly similar to how I feel *Hugs*

ˈsäləˌterē 19-04-2011 02:43 PM

~Hugs for everyone~ Especially Ian!
Of course it doesn't change anything Shad! We love just the same!
I'd love some chocolate Megz!
Ooh, can I have an easter egg too Ileana?
I love the rest of you too! That's just all I can manage right now.

shadow13 19-04-2011 02:50 PM

thanks for your support guys! I love you all! <3

Laura2.0 19-04-2011 03:25 PM

*hugs shade* nothing is wrong with you. For me it doesn't matter if ppl are gay or straight or both.

*hugs Mors Certa* sorry your meds are messed up, hopefully you wont have to go inpatient.

*hugs Meganna*
*hugs Ileana* thankies for the easter eggs
*hugs Louise*
*hugs kahlia* it's ok that you aren't doing individual replies. I hope the sun comes out soon.
*hugs Ian* how can you be ian if your username is Atlantica? you used to be Monsoon, right? you are confusing me a bit.. sorry if it's rude to ask.
*hugs everyone* in case I forgot someone.

I'm off work tomorrow, because of the funeral.

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