*Hugs Lore* I got a free membership on a different site , can play 3 times in 24 hours I'm won 1 lost 1 . How are you?

*Hugs Louise*How are you?

*hugs mark* I am am going to move out as soon as possible, because my home sucks.
You are playing online chess? I never tried that, cause I don't know how to play.

I am really tired not sleeping well. how are you?

*Hugs Louise* *Makes camomille tea to help you sleep*

Lore, My Grandpa taught me , it's good because you HAVE to think and it's not violent like my console games and I wanted to take my mind off things.

chess is good to take your mind off things

sounds like chess is a good thing to keep your mind busy

*Spots and Hugs Felicia* How are you ?

-hugs all-

It's times like tonight I wish I could take painkillers grrr

Not feeling myself

*hugs Helen*
*Hugs Ian*

Sorry.. I'm low on words recently.
Just... shaken up, I suppose.

its only me though, dont now why i dont just give up. Sorry.

Don't give up. It'll get better *hugs*

Not feeling good. Feel depressed, felt my mood drop. Tempted to do something.

Is anyone around?

Don't hurt yourself Ian. What's wrong??

Sorry. Feeling low :-(

*sits and be's unhappy*

*hugs ian* i hope you managed to stay safe. please don't do anything to yourself. we care about you here and so many others on this site do as well.

*hugs julie* whats wrong?

*hugs helen* sorry you were in pain earlier. you okay?

*hugs felicia* its okay hun. We understand that sometimes its hard to support or even talk about yourself when you are struggling. Here if you need/want to talk.

*hugs lore, mark, and louise*

Its so weird how being with the same people as every other work day can bring me up so very high and drag me down again. I hate that life always has to be a roller coaster. Just thinking again, sorry.

i'm just all depressed and yucky

*Hugs Helen*

*Hugs Ian*

*Hugs Felicia*

*Hugs Julie*

*Hugs Laura*

I hope you are all okay this morning / evening / night / afternoon / whenever .:)

I dreamt that the whole ward met up last night , but don't remember the details .