Oh no! That's rubbish!

hoping the seller will replase it

Fingers crossed!

Today is going sooo slowly!

everyday is kind of going slowly and quickly at the same time at the moment. Like slowly during the actual day, but then thinking back it feels like the year is speeding past.

I agree!

Time goes slowly when you're IP Beckie

Very true Dawn!

So... the boyfriend and I just had a mild row... it got to 45 mins after he usually gets in from work and I got overly worried, so I rung, then I panicked that I shouldn't ring, hung up and hid my phone so I couldn't rung over and over. Unknown to me he rung back.

Now he's home and annoyed with me for being anxious/panicky/crying... I can't seem to get through to him how when it's your thinking that's "wrong" you cant just think your way out of it.

:sigh:

Anyways.... anyone up to much this evening?

i'm sorry Hazel, that sounds really difficult. I hope things calm down soon.

That sounds tough Hazel
Hope things settle soon!

I'm not doing anything this evening.
How about you guys?

Not got anything in particular planned. Just listening to music and playing Animal crossing atm.

You got anything to watch Beckie? Hows the mood?

Sounds good!

The mood is still the same unfortunately!
I have ward round tomorrow so I'll talk to them about it
I don't really feel like watching anything so I'm just listening to music and doing some random internetting!

Sorry the mood is still the same, I really hope the doctors are able to do something about it for you!

Music and internetting sound good.

Thanks!

Yep! It's what i spend most of my day doing tbh!

Morning everyone <3

Morning Luna! <3

How are you?

morning

I have a zoom meeting at 11 that i'm stressing about :laugh: then a job centre phonecall at 12 that also stressing about



so all in all fun morning :ermm:






anyone up to much today?

Sounds really stressful Hazel, I hope both calls go well.

Morning Beckie, how are you?

Morning Hazel
That does sound stressful! I hope they go well

I'm ok thanks Luna!
Still struggling with this weird ass mood but i have ward round today!

Fingers crossed you don't have to wait super long for ward round and the doctors can do something to help!

Thank you!
Ward round is at 1pm but they are ALWAYS late. Despite me being the first one to be seen after their lunch break!

Sounds about right. Psychiatrists never seem to run on time.

They don't!
Must be a requirement for the job. Along with cold hands and illegible handwriting

and a God complex.

Yes that too!

Hi guys. I hope your phone calls go ok shadow.
I've yet to meet a IP psych who wasn't a ****

The psychiatrist here is actually really nice!
Makes a change!

How are you tamo?

Same! Which is really sad.

I am ok. I felt a bit weak and feeble so I had a little lie down .

That's a good idea tamo.
I was feeling really off this morning too

Did the lie down help Tamo?

I'm sorry you've both been struggling this morning x

I hope your ward round isn't late.

Thanks Luna
I'm feeling better physically now :)

Thanks tamo!

call done. now got an hour to prepare to go to the shop :laugh: all go





YOu had rounds yet Beckie?

Well done Hazel!

Yeah. Apparently I'm in a 'mixed affective state' and it should sort itself out with the clozapine.
Also may be discharged next week depending on crisis team's willingness to take me on!

How do you feel about being discharged?

I have mixed feelings!
Like i don't feel like I'll be safe at home but also do not want to be in hospital
Nothing is set in stone yet though. So discharge may not even happen

i think mixed feelings are to be expected really. for now probably best just to see what happens

Very true Hazel!

Hello! Long time no see!

I've been ok i suppose!
How about you?

I totally get that!

Did you know that Prince Philip has died Beckie?

Yep I heard that earlier!

Wasn't sure as there's no thread about it and been as you're IP i thought you might not be aware of the outside world.

I have automatic news alerts on my phone that i don't know how to turn off so that helps me stay connected with current affairs!

Ah fair enough.

How are you today dawn?

it is hail stoning here :confused:

Oh no!
It rained here but i think its cleared up now