nope it isn't vicki...
wednesday is supposed to be a good day... the week is half over. but it just doesn't feel like a good day today.

hope you feel better soon dv *hugs all around*

argh!!! everthing gone to ****. why the hell im i even trying,i give up.curls up in ball and crys

*pops in and cuddles everyone*

*huggles Jocelyn* Can you speak with anyone? therapist, close friend, etc.? Sorry, I forget who in here is in treatment and who isn't...

*hugs Vicki* Yer, it's not a good night for anyone. Me included... But the good thing is that we'll all pull through, as long as we don't give up. I hope. :-X

*snuggles Franz* Being dissociated is a weird feeling... is it the flashback thingummy that triggered the dissociation?

*cuddles a_m* Did you end up leaving work early? because I think that probably would be/would've been a good idea... if you're that frantic then it'd probably be good to go somewhere, go for a walk, do some cardio at home, let yourself have a good cry, etc. How're you doing now?

*holds Jill* What's gone on, sweetie? Don't give up... things will be okay, you can make it.

I think it might have been. Although I'm now feeling scarily hyperactive. But not happy.

*bounces off walls*

*sits in corner and stares at wall*

*hugs shadowedsoul* you okay? Stay safe hun

*hugs franz* ive only depersonalized... so i dont know exactly what you are feeling... but i can tell u that depersonalization is really weird and sucks majorly. Hope you feel better soon.

*hugs horseridinbbe and offers blanket* u alright?

I am tired, but probaby wont be able to sleep. I've got a friend that is threatening to abuse drugs if things keep going the way they are for her. It's bringing me back (making me remember) days where my friends would threaten SI and suicide. *sigh*... just one more thing to worry about... *collapses in corner for the night*

april~ no i didn't. i should have but i didn't know what to do with myself outside work either... in th end i ignored my mind as best i could and vented to a friend. *hugs*

*hugs laura* i hope your friend is alright and that you are able to get some sleep...

nighty night everyone.

Sends hugs around for everyone.

Had a really good evening last night with my best friend via skpe and msn lol. Went to bed about 12.30am and slept really good. Except waking up and nightmares but hey. Am sooo ill today :/ Last day at work aswell..

*hugs everyone*

I managed not to throw up for two hours after eating last night - and I only threw up because I took my meds. My body/my brain/whatever ... gave me no choice. My housemate says "new GP for the New Year - less than 3 hours away now here :p

I'm going manic so I thought I'd type while I could still remember how to. *sigh* Someone stop the world ... I really, truly want to get off.

I ended up in a&e last night. i ok just v tired and me and the mrs r struggling to keep strong for each other. the psych suggested hospital last night but said to try something else first , the home treatment team.
I just feel a bit numb. sorry the cottage pies on hold.
*snuggles up on the sofa*

Hey, it's DaVengenzz, aka Franz.

:( *cuddles for all* We're not having a good time, are we, warders?

*megalove to all*

Feeling a bit brighter today
Have been shopping and bought some new pjs and socks!!

Hugs and love to all xx

im okay, just family member being arses. making up bullsh*t storys getting everbody worked up. and being a spoilt brat. im feeling down and just want to selfharm. i just seam to piss everbody off at work today. hmm just feel like curling up and hiding under a blanket, and screw new year. dont feel like celabrating new year to be honest. =/

*offers everyone cuddles and teddys*

*Big hugs to everyone*

I'm feeling quite a bit better today...although I can't work out what's in my shoe!!! I can feel something but not find it! =/.

Anyway, I'm off out tonight, So I hope you all have an awesome New Year and I'll speak to you all in 2010. :) xxx

*hugs all around*
and *cuddles for the bearer of teddy bears :) *
hope today is better for everyone...

I can't stop thinking about suicide. I don't know how to get through this.

*hugs lots*
ive got no advice, but here if you wanna chat

*cuddles teddy and sleeps*

*pops in*

Will be leaving tomorrow on a trip - yey!! get out of the area for a bit - and will be back in about 2 weeks. I'll miss you guys!!!

*cuddles everyone*

baaaah. i wanted to get completely ****ed and forget how absolutely ***** this year has been but nothings open. my bro on the other hand is getting ****ed and hes not even legal >.> so not faaaaaaaair

3.5 more hours of this sh*te yearrr
[happy new year to you australian/english lot]