Nothing...it's fine.

*Hugs Jill* Do you know what it is that triggered you? Please try and stay safe honey.

*Hugs Lia* are you okay?

*Hugs Jill* Whats pissed you off? , like Lia said , try and stay safe.

Yeah, like I said, I'm fine.

*Hugs Mark*
*Hugs Lia*

Everyone is abadoning me. Everyone.

I'm not abandoning you Felicia. What's happened? *Hugs*

*Hugs Felicia* Whats going on Felicia?

My grandparents that I live with are saying they want to move. It's financially impossible for me to move out of the state and go to uni. They know that. I should add that they're looking to move to Arizona. Across the country. I can do this. More people can't just walk out of my life.
My own mother did that. I came back from uni and she goes "Oh, by the way, I'm moving on Saturday. You'll need to have somewhere to go." She took my brother, my sorority abandoned me, my friends have been slowly dropping. I understand, I am a horrible person to have as a friend. I'm manipulative, attention seeking, manic depressive, and unpredictable. I get it. It's hard to be friends with that. But. I. Need. Someone.
And EVERYONE wants to leave me. I can't do this.

*Hugs Felicia Tons* You are NOT a horrible person to have as a friend , I consider you my friend and I don't find you manipulative or attention seeking , I know we don't really KNOW each other but I like you. Lots. Sorry about the lack of actual advice but *extra Hugs*

*Hugs Felicia* Your grandparents aren't necessarily abandoning you, they might simply want to move away and not realise how you are feeling about it. They probably think you'll be fine by yourself now. And you do have someone, you'll always have us. You aren't any of those things, you're lovely and caring and not at all attention seeking.

Mark, I like you lots too. *hugs*
Lia, I know they understand that my financial aid situation ties me here until I graduate, but you're right, they may not understand how scared I am of living alone. Thanks for bringing that up. :)
And thanks to both of you for thinking that I'm not attention seeking.
I kinda am, though, I've been thinking about this a lot.

Hugs everbody. Damn I'm triggered, was doing stuff at work, and it brought back what I had planed a few days back. Now I can't get that thought out of my head. Curls up.

I really NEED to stop crying. ARGH

*hugs everyone and then gets on with packing*

*Hugs Jill*

*Hugs Helen* How did your eye appointment go?

*peeks in* Can i creep in and hide from life please?

*hides in corner* I just want to hide away from life right now, reality is all too much for me :(

Hi Jocelyn :) Welcome to the ward .

*Hugs Sarah*

thank you *curls up in the corner* I used to be a patient here but now i just pop in every now and then.

I'm just gonna sit quietly and hide from life for a little while

*hugs everyone*

Glad to help Felicia :)

What's the matter Helen? *Hugs*

*Hugs Sarah, Jill and Jocelyn*

*hugs Joceyln* Welcome :)

*cuddles Mark* I feel so overwhelmed :(

*cuddles Lia* Thanks

Not the best. Made me cry LOL. But I'm getting new PURPLE glasses. :D

Course you can sweetie *cuddles*

*cuddles tight* Life's getting that way for me too...

*hugs* Not been the best of days. Supossed to be more excited than this. But catching my 'bestie' out to be a liar (not the one I'm visitng as of tomorrow thankfully) is causing me a lot of tears, stress, anger & upset =[