Hey everyone,
Hugs everyone ,
Im sorry ive not been around my laptop is broken :(
im using the library one (im on a time limit its not long)hope to have my laptop back this afternoon,
god i miss ryl and you lot , ive been hiding away to still feelin down
cant wait to be back
Dave

well hopefully you will be back later on dave, nice seeing you popping up, offers a hug,

We look forward to seeing you back Dave
Take care hunni.

Hope everybody is ok.

Does anyone else find the evenings are always the worst?

Yes, evenings are by far the worst.
You alright?

Could be better..

yourself?

I'm about the same.

shall we start a club?
technically we are already in a club though if you look at it in a skewed way.

Wanna talk about it?

another club within a club, hmm, well, at least i belong somewhere!

i'm not sure, i just feel crappy right now, who knows why.
you wanna talk?

i'm not too bad actually.
i'm thinking of just saying **** it and giving into the urges.
it's only scars after all.

i think by the fact you here talking about it that you know that giving in isn't the way forward.
why do you want to give in?

i'm not actively trying to stop.
i'm nto fussed by scars... it's my body.
i've lived with this for 7 years now and in all honesty couldn't imagine not living with it - does that even make sense?

I know exactly what you mean.
I couldn't imagine not having it as a fall back.

man that sucks really.
i swear most people i know just cry.
*attempts to cry*
nah not gonna work.
*sulks*

if ever in doubt - MAKE LIGHT OF THE SITUATION.

-_-

crying really does not have the same effect.
it does suck.

and i've lost my story book.
bugger.
bugger.
BUGGER.
well this is fate being a bitch really isn't it.

i actually can't remember the last time i cried - thats abit sad really.
urgh i don't want to go to work tomorrow.

hmm, maybe it's good that you weren't sad enough to cry?

maybe.
i dunno.
i have always had a weird way of looking at things though.
and i found my story book. joys.
urgh.
i hate this house.

what''s your story book?

I write silly little stories in it - it's abit silly really.
:blush: