*hugs*

i'm meant to be packing for uni but instead im hiding in here away from the sharp things

xx

**Hugs Jo**

Ur doing well..hang in there :-)

hmm im rubbish

Have faith in urself Jo :-)

U haven't touched the sharp things yet and ur doing well there!

didnt stay far enough away

xx

I can't even talk about certain things without feeling down afterwards.

I'm ****ing cutting and I know it's not the answer.

cut badly-im gonna disappear for a while from here as i dont know when i'll be able to get back on here

sorry all and take care

xxx

Bad night.

Grrrrr I hate her. I hate me. I hate this. I hate that. I hate everything. Wish I could stop this.

*cries* I thought Id feel better, exams are over, I saw him again and all thats happened is me wanting to cut ********************

Had a big breakdown last night. Cried for over two hours.
I hate people who don't understand that I don't handle confrontations
*sits in corner with new banaids and thinking of buying a muffin*

**hugs Joanna and emily**

checks self back in again. i need somewhere safe that i can hide for a while, i´m scaring myself, don´t want to be alone. so so scared. i feel like a little kid again. i want to be a little again. :-(

Had a massive cutting session on/off today.

I hate life =[

**hugs midnite** Hang in there :-)

Dance!dance! i know life sux but u gotta hang in there...ur special to so many ppl

thanks for the hugs, i needed them. not so sure bout hangin in tho.

sits in a corner n cries

*offers u some cupcakes to eat midnite*

thanks for the offer but i don´t do food at the minute

the qurator at my studentnation have let me know that I'm not welcome there anymore. I think i scare them. And my ADs make me look drunk, so now they also think I have drinkingproblems. If this turns out to be PMS Im going to be SO mad!!
*hides under a cover and wish i had a cat*

hugs johanna

everything is going wrong, I feel so sick and its making me more depressed