*hugs Jo*
What makes you say that hun?
xxx

Welcome to RYL yvonne, how are you doing?

everyone be better off-which the od had worked then people wouldnt be able to hurt and use me

*hugs*
Hunni, you have so much to give. We would not be better off without you. You've been there for me when I needed to chat, helped a lot tbh. You are a special person Jo x

i'm worth nothing-everything is my fault

*curls up and sobs*

*wraps Jo up in a blanket and huggles her*
It's not all your fault hun

*hugs Jo*
Aw hunni, not true...I'm sorry you're feeling so lousy.
*super big snuggles*

Thanks for the hugs all...
Gosh I feel awful...
*curls up in her corner and sobs again*

*offers Ally a hot drink - I have hot chocolate, tea, coffee - take your pick*
Do you want to chat?

I need company =( I don't trust myself, I'm worrying about too much **** and I can't process certain things *le sigh* Bring on sleep & tomorrow..but til Ive gone to sleep...

*accepts some tea*
Bless you, I don't know what it is about tea...
As for talking, thanks, but there's not a lot to say...I think I need my meds upped but the campus health center doesn't open for another week and a half...in the mean time, I guess I just feel awful...
Maybe some vodka will help...
Thanks again :)

I'm here if you want to chat about anything dance!dance!4eva

I've never liked tea myself, but for many it seems comforting or whatever! lol.
Is there nowhere else you can go to sort your meds out?
Hang on in there x

My moms attempt to keep us kids from becoming alcoholics...when things are bad, drink tea :)
As to my meds...unfortunatly no, I don't have insurance so it's the health center or nothing...
Thanks again
X

That's apparently drinking tea in a crisis is a typically british thing to do! lol. My mum seems to swear by it! lol
Can you get support from somewhere other than the center? Just wondering x

Thanks I just wish I could get to sleep dead easy :-(

Well...technically we're English...and Scottish...and Irish...and...lol let's face it I'm just a mutt. A true American, product of the 'melting pot' :)
I wouldn't know where else to go... I don't want to burden my friends...and when they ask about it I feel stupid and don't want to talk about it...it's just me being difficult I guess :s

DanceDance, I'm sorry you can't sleep

What would happen if you decided to do something active like cook or run or clean when you can't sleep? Do you think you may be able to sleep then?

Heh, too bad we seem to think we're a bother...maybe that's part of the problem...
Dang, only two shots of vodka...guess it's gonna have to be one screw driver and then on to the tea ;) strong enough to knock out an elephant...that ought to do it...TB it really works for stressful, nondepressive things...if it took care of depression I'd have been doing better long ago...ah well.