*pokes head round*

I got some awesome news today haha!

do tell!

I miss my ward place thing...It's werd 'cause of the horribleness it led to but generally being in there....was nice....

ahhhhh thats good.

I too have good news!!!!!!!!!!

*hugs all and leaves some cookies and milk for u guys*


Hope u r all well xxx

*hugs Zedebee*

WILL EVERYONE TELL THEIR GODDAMN NEWS PLEASE???? IM DANCING WITH EXCITEMENT!

:-D Got a university offer :hehe:

brilliant for where
i'm still waiting :notsure:

x

Cardiff UWIC =)

I GOT MY TRANSFER APPROVED!!!!!!!!!! It's amazing, I just need to finish exams then I get to leave the high school I am at now FOREVER! The thing is, transfers in my school district are so rare they basically said I shouldn't even apply without a great amount of evidice... good thing I throw nothing away! :D lol

Just to let you guys know, I'm going to be pretty much busy now I believe over next few weeks with the run to chirstmas, new year, exams etc. Will be poppin in as MUCH as I can :)

**** attachment can suck, why is it that you can still care and worry so much about someone even when you know they have moved on, I miss you, so ****ing much that it hurts, I know Im in a relationship and I do love him but in my own way I still love her she is still such an amazing and huge part of my life, Id still do anything, absolutely anything for her or to protect her ........ I cant do this, I dont even know that I want to anymore, her boyfriend is so perfect, just like her, I can see why they are together, two amazing people, I dont know it just hurts because, because I can see why she choose him and why it seems that there is a sense of moral justice in it all, her rejects her not perfect enough thorwbacks isnt that the way life goes, they say you end up with someone just like you

Are you ok?

*cuddles everybody that needs it*

Be happy its the holiday season!!!!

^ dont EVER say that again

*tries really hard not too cry*

*TRIG*

I'm getting strange visions, scary visions, of me in the psych hospital being restraigned and injected (which did actually happen). They're creeping me out dude!

I feel really bad, I am soooo surry