*hugs Crimson* I would take it as a compliment.

I'm going to bed now. It's late here.

*hugs ward*
I hate nights... and being in pain....

*hugs all*
good morning

*Hugs Laura* I hope you find your ipod hun .

*Hugs MJ*

*Hugs Michelle*

*Hugs Ian*

*Hugs Crimson*

*Hugs Felicia*

*hugs felicia*
*hugs mark*

how are you today?

*signs the vistors book and drops a tray of cookies for all*

*hugs Jetforce* how are you?

Not sure yet Laura . . . .Thing about S.I. while was still in my bedroom :/

*Hugs JetForce and nabs a cookie* :)

*hugs mark* I hope the day turns out good for you.

I wish my mind would slow down a bit. I can't focus on a thought.
Then when I get asked something and answer my sister keeps questioning the truth of the answer and I start to yell at her. I don't want to yell, but my mind is so busy that I can't fight the yelling.

I'm sorry Laura hun :/ *Hugs*

*hugs mark* how's your day going?

I just went for a 2hour ride with my horse and it was great. Then I walked home, that took an hour. I think the ashes from the volcano in Iceland are here now, it's really windy (warm wind, it's great) and the sun looks like it is behind some milky glass.

Cool Laura! I'm numb still............*Hugs*

*hugs mark*

*Hugs Laura*

*glomps all*

Thanks for the prospect of cookies Jet!
I kind of wish I had some in real life.

*Hugs Laura*

*hugs Laura, Laura, Mark, jetforce, Ian, MJ, Michelle, Crimson and everyone else I may have forgotten*

how are you all?

hugs everyone

*Hugs Oliver*

*Hugs Louise*

*sigh*...sadness... After I trimmed and cleaned up and watered the bamboo plants yesterday (with all the algae it was time consuming) it's owner realized it was missing and came up here for it. At least she was glad and thankful that I'd cleaned it up and fixed it.

*Hugs Mark*

*Hugs Oliver*

*Hugs Louise*

*Hugs Laura*

Looks like im all alone in here. I'm not feeling all that great and im lonely :-( life isnt for me im better dead sorry its true.

No one's better dead Atlantica. *hugs*

Laura - the Dome? Erm, we saw the cathedral from the outside...? It was a school trip and the teachers were too busy with the eggnog lol.

*Hugs Crimson* Awh I'm sorry hun

*Hugs Mj*

*Hugs Ian* You would NOT be better dead mate:/

*hugs mark*
*hugs oliver*
*hugs laura* *hands you some virtual cookies*
*hugs louise*
*hugs MJ* yes, the cathedral. It's very beautiful on the inside. The ceiling is blue with golden stars in some places. Very pretty
*hugs crimson* at least you made someone elses day a bit better.
*hugs ian* you are not better off dead

*Hugs Laura* How are you today?

*hugs mark* how are you?

Better than yesterday.

I'm feeling a little brighter than yesterday too Laura *Hugs*

hey guys

hugs to all. my cat had an operation today & her scar is horrendous!! making me shudder eugh.

how are we all? x

*Hugs Mara* are you okay? is your cat okay?

*comes in, sits in a corner and just cries*

*hugs back Mark* She's ok, just seems to be really uncomfortable & in a bit of pain - poor baby :(

*hugs tweetypie* *hands you box of tissues, hot water bottle & duvet* xxxx

*Hugs Mark*

*Hugs Mara*

*Hugs Laura*

*Hugs Tweety pie*

*hugs Mara*
*hugs Mark*
*hugs Caroline* cuddles
*hugs Ian*

*Hugs Tweety pie*

*Hugs Mara*

*Hugs Ian*

*Hugs Laura*

*hugs mark* how are you?

*hugs you all*

*hides*

*hugs Oliver* how are you?

spots DJR *hugs*

*hugs Laura* hows you?

I'm scared

*hugs Oliver* what are you scared of? I'm here if you want to talk.

I figured out that I wasn't not cooperating with my T. I went to some weird place in my mind where the 'I' didn't exist. Just the conscious and the subcinscious. I just have to try and communicate that with her, if I weren't such a failiure at comminication... lol
I'm fine and I had cake this afternoon.

*hugs Laura*

I'm scared for my concerto, my GIC appt (if I get that far) and that I fear I could be put inpatient, or sectiond in the next few weeks

*Hugs Oliver*

*Hugs Laura*

*hugs Oliver* I'm super scared of that, too. I got a referral already, it's just not forced. But I'm sure that they are going to section me if I keep failing at talking with them.

*hugs mark* how are you?

*hugs Laura*

*hugs Mark* how are you?

Hitting bed , it is the safest place to be

*Hugs Laura*

*Hugs Oliver*

Guys ,I was convinced that I would be sectioned 3 weeks ago but wasn't, it's a last measure...they use it rarely.

*hugs mark*
I really hope she's not going to section me. The day they section me is the date I'll follow through with my plan.
Anyway... on her website it says that sometimes she has to section people, so I'm wondering if I chose the wrong therapist. I mean.. if she's writing that on her homepage it means that she's doing that more often than others I guess.

I'm sorry im so pathetic. I dont think i can do this anymore. Just so fed up, its always the same and im stupid to think it will change.

*Hugs Oliver*

*Hugs Mark*

*Hugs Laura*

*hugs Ian*

*goodnight hugs for all*

*hugs Ian* you are NOT pathetic

*hugs Laura* night