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Ileana 03-11-2007 06:57 AM

"Let's rearrange
I wish you were a stranger I could disengage
Just say that we agree and then never change
Soften a bit until we all just get along."

monket 03-11-2007 09:31 AM

This is not my life
This is not my home
This is not me
I hate this

Nicholas 03-11-2007 11:49 PM

And I'm all mixed up, feeling cornered and rushed
They say it's my fault but I want her so much
Wanna fly her away where the sun and rain
Come in over my face, wash away all the shame

I can try to pretend, I can try to forget
But it's driving me mad, going out of my head

All the things she said
All the things she said
Running through my head
Running through my head

Mother looking at me
Tell me what do you see?
Yes, I've lost my mind

Daddy looking at me
Will I ever be free?
Have I crossed the line?

charcoal feathers 04-11-2007 12:07 AM

Well I sit alone, again today
Wonder why everything went this way
And now waiting for everything
To fall into place

oedipus 05-11-2007 11:20 AM

when i'm lost and it feels like the end
like there's only certain death
you tell me to live
when dark clouds cover the sky
like there's no more hope you are the light
you tell me to live
when i'm all by myself
and i'm scared about my health
you tell me to live
and when you heal my broken wings
yes you heal my everything
you tell me to live
you tell me to live.


the rocket summer - so, in this hour... alternative ending.

Zedebee 05-11-2007 11:32 AM

Roaming through this darkness
I'm alive but I'm alone
Part of me is fighting this
But part of me is gone



------------

One more kiss could be the best thing
But one more lie could be the worst
And all these thoughts are never resting
And you're not something I deserve

In my head there's only you now
This world falls on me
In this world there's real and make believe
And this seems real to me

You love me but you don't know who I am
I'm torn between this life I lead and where I stand
And you love me but you don't know who I am
So let me go
Let me go


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I'm not suposed to be scared of anything, but I don't know where I am
I wish that I could move but I'm exhausted and nobody understands (how I feel)
I'm trying hard to breathe now but there's no air in my lungs
There's no one here to talk to and the pain inside is making me numb

RenewedHope 07-11-2007 11:52 PM

Don't stop if I fall
And don't look back

acusack89 08-11-2007 03:10 AM

"Sophie says shes really tryin
Problem is, sophies lying.
She can be like all the other girls
Be just like all the other girls
Livin in an ordinary world
Just to fit in, in the ordinary world
Just to fit in like an ordinary girl."

Zedebee 08-11-2007 08:40 PM

Broken bruised forgotten sore
Too ****ed up to care anymore
Poisoned to my rotten core
Too ****ed up to care anymore


==============

Someone take these dreams away
That point me to another day
A duel of personalities
That stretch all true reality

They keep calling me
Keep on calling me
They keep calling me
Keep on calling me

When figures from the past stand tall
And mocking voices ring the hall
Imperialistic house of prayer
Conquistadors who took their share

They keep calling me
Keep on calling me
They keep calling me
Keep on calling me



Beka 08-11-2007 09:16 PM

I would dig a thousand holes to lay next to you
I would dig a thousand more if I needed to
I look around the grave for an escape route of old routines
There doesnít seem to be any other way

Cause Iíve started falling apart Iím not savouring life
Iíve forgotten how good it could be to feel alive

- Biffy Clyro Machines
I may have made it rain
Please forgive me
My weakness caused you pain
And this song's my sorry
- Britney Spears Everytime

How many times have I done this to myself
How long will it take before I see
When will this hole in my heart be mended
Who now is left alone but me

Ooh, Solitude,
Forever me and forever you
Ooh, Solitude,
Only you, only true

Everyone leaves me stranded
Forgotten, abandoned, left behind
I can't stay here another night
Evanescence Solitude

Buttons. 08-11-2007 11:51 PM

I'm racing crazy

emily.disenchanted 09-11-2007 08:28 AM

It's like I'm paranoid lookin' over my back
It's like a whirlwind inside of my head
It's like I can't stop what I'm hearing within
It's like the face inside is right beneath my skin

fallenprincess 09-11-2007 10:35 AM

Its just one of those days
When you don't wanna wake up
Everything is f****d
Everybody sux
You don't really know why
But you want justify
Rippin' someone's head off
No human contact
And if you interact
Your life is on contract
Your best bet is to stay away mother*****r
It's just one of those days!!

guttergirl 10-11-2007 09:41 PM

she gets so sick of crying...

bad_kid_garbage 11-11-2007 03:11 AM

And yet we're all trying to be pure
But it isn't a very easy thing, now is it?

Strawberry.Bananas 11-11-2007 03:18 AM

Time has run out, for me.
Everything's distant and I don't know what to believe.
It's so hard, lost in the world confusion.
And I need to leave, for a while.
Life is so meaningless, there is nothing worth a smile.
So goodbye, I'll miss you.

And I'm sorry, but this is my fate.
Everything is worthless, no one who wants me to stay.
And I'm sorry, but I've waited too long.
So here's my goodbye, no one will cry over me.
I'm not worth any tears.

It's been the years, of abuse.
Neglected to treat the disorder,
That controls my youth, for so long.
I'm in a fleshy tomb, buried up above the ground.
It's no use, why should I hold on?
It's been five years, don't need one more.
So goodbye, life's abuse.

And I'm sorry, but this is my fate.
Everything is worthless, no one who wants me to stay.
And I'm sorry, but I've waited too long.
So here's my goodbye, no one will cry over me.
I'm not worth any tears.

(Every 18 minutes, somebody dies from a suicide.
Every 43 seconds, somebody attempts one.
If you, or anybody you know, is suicidle,
Call 1-800-784-2433.)

And I'm sorry, but this my fate.
Everything is worthless, no one who wants me to stay.
And I'm sorry, but I've waited too long.
So here's my goodbye, no one will cry over me.
So here's my goodbye, no one will cry over me.
I'm not worth any tears.

emily.disenchanted 11-11-2007 12:41 PM

your just so predictable in every way I want you to know I know your game
its just so unbelievable how you never change you wont get away with loving me

Zedebee 11-11-2007 12:53 PM

It's like the only company I seek is misery all around
It's like you're a leech
Sucking the life from me
It's like I can't breathe
Without you inside of me
And I know I let you have all the power
And I realize I'm never gonna quit you over time

It's like I can't breathe
It's like I can't see anything
Nothing but you
I'm addicted to you


Strawberry.Bananas 11-11-2007 01:00 PM

And it's hard to say, how I feel today.

aklx 11-11-2007 03:20 PM

At the end of the world
Or the last thing I see
You are
Never coming home
Never coming home
Could I?
Should I?
And all the things that you never ever toldme
And all the smiles that are ever gonna haunt me
Never coming home
Never coming home
Could I?
Should I?
And all the wounds that are ever gonna scarme
For all the ghosts that are never gonna catch me


RenewedHope 11-11-2007 07:33 PM

Well I felt I couldn't take, another day inside this place

Synthetisk 11-11-2007 08:17 PM

They've clipped my wings again
Tore them apart and then
Left me
No use to fly away to
My yesterday
Of freedom
My eyes died back that day
Seeing the hurt I may have done
Beat me instead of them
Pain is my only zen
Of fun


Zedebee 11-11-2007 10:11 PM

Defense is paper thin
Just one touch and I'll be in
Too deep now to ever swim against the current
So let me slip away
So let me slip away
So let me slip away
So let me slip against the current
So let me slip away
So let me slip away
So let me slip away
So let me slip away

------------------------------


So quiet
Another wasted night
The television steals the conversation
Exhale
Another wasted breath
Again it goes unnoticed

green.eyes 11-11-2007 10:19 PM

it's not getting easier!

aklx 12-11-2007 06:05 PM

Stop Falling =[
 
I ain't lookin for a steady thing
I ain't lookin for what love brings
I'm still young and I ain't ready babe
I'm still lookin for some better days
I don't wanna give you everything
I just wanna make you feel things
You ain't gotta give me everything
Just throw it away

Don't assume cuz I'm a woman
That I'll fall in love
Don't expect I'm young and need to be took care of
Don't wanna hear you got what I need
Cuz how would you know before we speak
You've gotta understand my side
I've had a crazy, crazy life
Nobody came along to open up my eyes
You better take what you can get
Don't even bother with my heart
Cuz I get a feeling I won't let dissolve


Please believe me
I've been down this road and back again
Learned a lesson and it was that love is not your friend
The day I put my trust in you
Will be the day I say "I do"
Don't expect me just to open up
Maybe I'm just a little scared
Please don't tell me what you think I wouldn't hear
Oh baby save it, I've heard it all before
There ain't nothin you could say to make me change my ways

I ain't lookin for a steady thing
I ain't lookin for what love brings
I'm still young and I ain't ready babe
I'm still lookin for some better days
I don't wanna give you everything
I just wanna make you feel things
You ain't gotta give me everything
Just throw it away

So stop falling
Stop falling

You've gotta understand my side
I've had a crazy, crazy life
Nobody came along to open up my eyes
Oh baby, take what you can get
Don't even bother with my heart
I get a feeling I won't let dissolve


Zedebee 12-11-2007 06:06 PM

Yeah you and me we can ride on a star
If you stay with me girl
We can rule the world
Yeah you and me we can light up the sky
If you stay by my side
We can rule the world

If walls break down, I will comfort you
If angels cry, oh Iíll be there for you
You've saved my soul
Donít leave me now, donít leave me now

.dejected 12-11-2007 06:37 PM

"Thank you, please
but your flattery
is truly not
becoming me.
Your eyes are poor.
You're blind.
You see,
no beauty could have come from me.
I'm a waste
of breath,
of space,
of time."

Some Kind Of Monster 12-11-2007 06:50 PM

You wasted all your chances
To find yourself lost and lonely
You were so foolish
And so selfish
Much too blind to realize
You messed up your own life...

Eu vou contando os dias
E jŠ, jŠ n„o tenho medo
Eu lhe peÁo
Eu imploro
Quando a minha hora chegar
Meu descanso minha paz

Cante uma canÁ„o desconhecida
Posioning with hope
the hearts around you
Plante mais lembranÁas na sua vida
Death is calling you
(Now or never!)
Nada alťm do amor ť o que parece
Please the ones you love
before you miss'em
Toda a minha dor na minha prece.
Win my chances back cause
Life is short but it's never late!

(Tempo que passou)
It's time to find Redemption
(N„o vai mais voltar)
Only love defies the Resurrection
(Tudo que se foi)
Mark my words: God's abandoned this
world!

Would I live again?
What's the new religion? Yeah!
And what shall be the bread?
Really I don't give a damn!
never wanna live again
In this vain emotion
Over for me!

Sing a lullaby now I remember
(Tempo que se foi e n„o se esquece mais)
Memories are twisting in my mind
Win my chances back
Cause life is short but it's never late

(Tempo que passou)
It's time to find Redemption
(N„o vai mais voltar)
Only love defies the Resurrection
(Tudo que se foi)
Mark my words: God's abandoned this
world!
(Toda a minha dor)
My destiny is over
(Nunca vai voltar)
And this hope above your
comprehension
(Tempo que se foi)
Is the love you've been dreaming so
long?
Over for me.
(Nunca...
...tudo se acabou.)

TheCon 12-11-2007 06:50 PM

No, it's not what we meant to say.
We donít really love each other.
What happens when the summerís over?
How long before distance becomes a chore?
I'm approaching with great, great trepidation.
I hope youíll understand.

Before you speak think about what you're trying to say.
Who else is there to blame for miscommunication?
You're getting caught up in the excitement.
You making promises you canít keep.
You need to leave all your options open.

Too much momentum.
This room feels like it's going to explode.
Too many angles.
Too many factors to cover.
Waiting for signal.
You're searching for network.
You have to fight to stay in control of the situation.

Anxiety, Anxiety you give me no mercy.
Grind my teeth smooth and flat in my sleep.
We took some pills to calm us down.
Then we needed help to come back up.
Just trying to stay in control of the situation.

Too much momentum.
This room feels like it's going to explode.
Too many angles.
Too many factors to cover.
Waiting for signal.
You're searching for network.
You have to fight to stay in control of the situation.
They fall apart so easily.

Too much momentum.
This room feels like it's going to explode.
Too many angles.
Too many factors to cover.
Waiting for signal.
You're searching for network.
You have to fight to stay in control.
You have to fight to stay in control.
No, you donít have to fight to stay in control of the situation.

[Purple_Rain] 12-11-2007 07:07 PM

what if i wanted to break, laugh it all off in your face...
what would you do?

Aki 12-11-2007 07:53 PM

'You're betting I'm a safe bet,
I'm betting I'm not.'

lol, who knows why, just seems to represent my mood ^^"

Zedebee 12-11-2007 08:01 PM

There she goes
There she goes again
Racing through my brain
And I just can't contain
This feeling that remains

There she goes
There she goes again
Pulsing through my veins
And I just can't contain
This feeling that remains

There she goes
There she goes again
Racing through my brain
And I just can't contain
This feeling that remains

There she goes
There she goes again
She calls my name,
Pulls my train
No one else could heal my pain
And I just can't contain
This feeling that remains

There she goes
There she goes again
Chasing down my lane
And I just can't contain
This feeling that remains

-------------------------------

Kiss me out of the bearded barley
Nightly, beside the green, green grass
Swing, swing, swing the spinning step
You wear those shoes and I will wear that dress.

[Chorus:]
Oh, kiss me beneath the milky twilight
Lead me out on the moonlit floor
Lift your open hand
Strike up the band and make the fireflies dance
Silver moon's sparkling
So kiss me

Kiss me down by the broken tree house
Swing me upon its hanging tire
Bring, bring, bring your flowered hat
We'll take the trail marked on your father's map

Jack of Hearts 13-11-2007 12:32 AM

Sometimes you're better off dead
There's gun in your hand and it's pointing at your head
You think you're mad, too unstable
Kicking in chairs and knocking down tables
In a restaurant in a West End town
Call the police, there's a madman around
Running down underground to a dive bar
In a West End town
In a West End town, a dead end world
The East End boys and West End girls
In a West End town, a dead end world
The East End boys and West End girls
West End girls
Too many shadows, whispering voices
Faces on posters, too many choices
If, when, why, what?
How much have you got?
Have you got it, do you get it, if so, how often?
And which do you choose, a hard or soft option?
In a West End town, a dead end world (In a West End town, a dead end world)
The East End boys and West End girls
In a West End town, a dead end world
The East End boys and West End girls
West End girls
West End girls
In a West End town, a dead end world
The East End boys and West End girls
Oooh West End town, a dead end world
East End boys, West End Girls
West End girls
You can find a place that no one knows
Where money talks, and streets are gold
Someone stands in every door
And if they speak, they break the law
(Who was that mouth?)
(Who was that mouth?)
Ask a question - blank faces
Read the news and turn the pages
Watch them play a different game
And no one knows your name
(We...)
(West)
No one knows your name
(Uh Uh Uh)
(West End girls)(West End girls)
(West End girls)(West End girls)
You've got a heart of glass or a heart of stone
Just you wait 'til I get you home
We've got no future, we've got no past
Here today, built to last
In every city, in every nation
>From Lake Geneva to the Finland station
In a West End town, a dead end world (In a West End town, a dead end world)
The East End boys and West End girls (The East End boys and West End girls)
A West End town, a dead end world (A West End town, a dead end world)
East End Boys, West End girls (East End Boys, West End girls)
West End girls (West End girls)
(How far have you been?)
(How far have you been?)
(How far have you been?)
(West End girls)
And no one knows your name (And no one knows your name)
No one knows your name (No one knows your name)
No one knows your name (No one knows your name)
No one knows your name (No one knows your name)
No one knows your name (No one knows your name)
No one knows your name (No one knows your name)
No one knows your name (No one knows your name)
No one knows your name (No one knows your name)
No one knows your name (No one knows your name)
No one knows your name (No one knows your name)
No one knows your name (No one knows your name)
No one knows your name (No one knows your name)
No one knows your name (No one knows your name)
No one knows your name (No one knows your name)

I'm not afraid
Of anything in this world
There's nothing you can throw at me
That I haven't already heard
I'm just trying to find
A decent melody
A song that I can sing
In my own company

I never thought you were a fool
But darling look at you
You gotta stand up straight
Carry your own weight
These tears are going nowhere baby

You've got to get yourself together
You've got stuck in a moment
And now you can't get out of it

Don't say that later will be better
Now you're stuck in a moment
And you can't get out of it

I will not forsake
The colors that you bring
The nights you filled with fireworks
They left you with nothing

I am still enchanted
By the light you brought to me
I listen through your ears
Through your eyes I can see

And you are such a fool
To worry like you do
I know it's tough
And you can never get enough
Of what you don't really need now
My, oh my

You've got to get yourself together
You've got stuck in a moment
And you can't get out of it

Oh love, look at you now
You've got yourself stuck in a moment
And you can't get out of it

I was unconscious, half asleep
The water is warm 'til you discover how deep

I wasn't jumping, for me it was a fall
It's a long way down to nothing at all

You've got to get yourself together
You've got stuck in a moment
And you can't get out of it

Don't say that later will be better
Now you're stuck in a moment
And you can't get out of it

And if the night runs over
And if the day won't last
And if our way should falter
Along the stony pass

And if the night runs over
And if the day won't last
And if your way should falter
Along this stony pass

It's just a moment
This time will pass

.Like.Breathing. 13-11-2007 01:04 AM

Maybe there's a God above
And all I ever learned from love
Was how to shoot at someone who outdrew you
It's not a cry you can hear at night
It's not somebody who's seen the light
It's a cold and it's a broken hallelujah

Synthetisk 13-11-2007 01:33 AM

One - Nothing wrong with me
Two - Nothing wrong with me
Three - Nothing wrong with me
Four - Nothing wrong with me

One - Something's got to give
Two - Something's got to give
Three - Something's got to give, Now!

Les 13-11-2007 01:58 AM

One part of me just wants to tell you everything
One part just needs the quiet
And if I'm lonely here, I'm lonely here

Synthetisk 13-11-2007 02:08 AM

I don't ever wanna be like you
I don't wanna do the things you do

Jasper Hale 13-11-2007 09:48 AM

Breaking the Habit

Memories consume
Like opening the wound
I'm picking me apart again
You all assume
I'm safer in my room
Unless I try to start again

I don't want to be the one
Who battles always choose
Cuz inside I realize
That I'm the one confused

I don't know what's worth fighting for
Or why I have to scream
I don't know why I instigate
And say what I don't mean
I don't know how I got this way
I know it's not alright
So I'm breaking the habit
I'm breaking the habit tonight

Cultured my cure
I tightly lock the door
I try to catch my breath again
I hurt much more
Than anytime before
I have no options left again

I dont want to be the one
Who battles always choose
Cuz inside I realize
That I'm the one confused

I don't know what's worth fighting for
Or why I have to scream
I don't know why I instigate
And say what I don't mean
I don't know how I got this way
I'll never be alright
So, I'm breaking the habit
I'm breaking the habit tonight

I'll paint it on the walls
Cuz I'm the one that falls
I'll never fight again
And this is how it ends

I don't know what's worth fighting for
Or why I have to scream
But now I have some clarity
to show you what I mean
I don't know how I got this way
I'll never be alright
So, I'm breaking the habit
I'm breaking the habit
I'm breaking the habit tonight

Zedebee 13-11-2007 06:54 PM

I'm damaged, so how would I know

I'm scared and I'm alone
I'm ashamed
And I need for you to know

I didn't say all the things that I wanted to say
And you can't take back what you've
taken away

'Cause I feel you, I feel you near me


Tears and Rain 13-11-2007 07:44 PM

Dancing through life
Skimming the surface
Gliding where turf is smooth
Life's more painless
For the brainless
Why think too hard?
When it's so soothing
Dancing through life
No need to tough it
When you can sluff it off as I do
Nothing matters
But knowing nothing matters
It's just life
So keep dancing through

Dancing through life
Swaying and sweeping
And always keeping cool
Life is fraught-less
When you're thoughtless
Those who don't try
Never look foolish
Dancing through life
Mindless and careless
Make sure you're where less
Trouble is rife
Woes are fleeting
Blows are glancing
When you're dancing
Through life.

----------------

I really hope you get it
And you don't live to regret it
I hope you're happy in the end.

------------------

A pebble in the water makes a ripple effect
every action in this world will bear a consequence
If you wade around forever you will surely drown
I see what's going down.

aklx 14-11-2007 05:00 AM

I'm all over you
I'm not over you

Why can't you just love me back?

butterfly525 14-11-2007 07:29 AM

I'm sorry for blaming you
For everything I just couldn't do
And I hurt myself
By hurting you

butterfly525 14-11-2007 08:18 PM

Have you ever had the odds stacked up so high
You need a strength most don't possess?
Or has it ever come down to do or die
You've got to rise above the rest?

RenewedHope 14-11-2007 09:33 PM

If you were still about
I'd ask you what I'm sposed to do now
I just get a bit scared every now
I hope I made you proud

RenewedHope 14-11-2007 11:24 PM

Sometimes solutions aren't so simple
Sometimes good bye's the only away

Zedebee 14-11-2007 11:28 PM

Somebody help me tame this animal I have become

Somebody help me through this nightmare
I can't control myself

RenewedHope 15-11-2007 12:10 AM

And you can't fight the tears that ain't coming
Or the moment of truth in your lies
When everything feels like the movies
And you bleed just to know you're alive
And I don't want the world to see me
'Cause I don't think that they'd understand
When everything's made to be broken

butterfly525 15-11-2007 08:28 AM

Where did I go wrong, I lost a friend
Somewhere along in the bitterness
And I would have stayed up with you all night
Had I known how to save a life

N.Bluth 15-11-2007 07:35 PM

Sucker love is heaven sent, you
Pucker up our passion's spent.
My heart's its art, your body's rent
My body's broken, yours is bent.
Carve your name into my arm
Instead of stressed I lie here charmed
Cos there's nothing else to do
Every me and every you.

Sucker love a box I choose,
No other box I'd choose to use.
Another love I would abuse,
No circumstances could excuse.
In the shape of things to come,
Too much poison's come undone,
Cos there's nothing else to do
Every me and every you
Every me and every you.

Sucker love who's known to swing,
Prone to cling and waste these things.
Pucker up for heaven's sake,
There's never been so much at stake.
I serve my head up on a plate,
It's only comfort calling late
Cos there's nothing else to do
Every me and every you
Every me and every you
Every me

Like the naked lead the blind,
I know I'm selfish, I'm unkind.
Sucker love, I always find,
Someone to bruise and leave behind.
All alone in space and time,
There's nothing here,
But what's here's mine.
Something borrowed, something blue,
Every me and every you
Every me and every you
Every me.

rose07 15-11-2007 07:43 PM

I'd take another chance, take a fall, take a shot for you
I need you like a heart needs a beat, it's nothing new
Yeah
I loved you with a fire red now it's turning blue
And you say
Sorry lord, the angel heaven let me think was you
But I'm afraid


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