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"I'm so tired of being here" My Immortal - Evanescence
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Pull me out of the aircrash
pull me out of the lake... |
Why don't you hear me when I'm calling out to you? Why don't you listen when I try to make it through? Late last night, I made my plans It was the only thing I felt I could do Said goodbye, to my best friend Sometimes there's no one left to tell you the truth It's gonna kill me... The rest of my life Let me apologize while I'm still alive I know it's hard to face all of my past mistakes It's gonna kill me for the rest of my life This is my all time low Somehow it feels so familiar Somehow it seems so familiar I feel like letting go And every second that goes by I'm screaming out for a second try Said goodbye, to my best friend Sometimes there's no one left to tell me the truth It's gonna kill me... The rest of my life Let me apologize while I'm still alive I know it's hard to face all of my past mistakes I've got to live with them rest of my life This is the mess I've made These are the words I can't erase This is my life support, shutting down, for the final time And it twists like a blade And kills me for the rest of my life If you won't forgive me The rest of my life Let me apologize while I'm still alive I know it's hard to face all of my past mistakes It's gonna kill me for the rest of my life... Had a bad day, don't talk to me, I'm gonna ride this out, My little black heart, breaks apart, With your big mouth. And I'm sick of my sickness Don't touch me, you'll get this. I'm useless, lazy, perverted, And you hate me. You can't save me, You can't change me, Well I'm waiting for my wake-up call, And everything, everything's my fault. Went to the doctor, and I asked her, To make this stop. (whoa) Got medication, a new addiction, ****ing thanks a lot. I had a relapse, I'm back at rehab It ruins everything. (whoa) So point your finger, at the singer, He's in the pharmacy. You can't save me, You can't change me, Well I'm waiting for my wake-up call, And everything's my fault. You can't save me, You can't blame me, Well I'm waiting here to take a fall, And everything, and everything's my fault. And I'm a death threat haven't slept yet, Baby why the wake up call I'm the bad boy tell the tabloids Everything's my fault. Whoa whoa whoa yeah, write it, write it, Whoa Whoa whoa everything's my fault, Everything's my fault. I went to heaven, but couldn't get in, For what I have done. I said forsake me, he said you're crazy You had too much fun. You can't save me, You can't change me, Well I'm waiting for my wake-up call, And everything's my fault. You can't save me, You can't blame me, Well I'm waiting here to take a fall, And everything, everything's my fault. |
I never thought it'd feel this good to quit,
I'm not afraid anymore, Forgive me. |
Nobody said it was easy
No one ever said it would be so hard I'm going back to the start |
she's upset
bad day |
Dreams, Dreams Of when we had just started things Dreams of you and me It seems, It seems That I can't shake those memories I wonder if you have the same dreams too. |
There's no one in the world that could replace you
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To be hurt
To feel lost To be left out in the dark To be kicked when you're down To feel like you've been pushed around To be on the edge of breaking down And no one's there to save you No you don't know what it's like Welcome to my life Do you wanna be somebody else? Are you sick of feeling so left out? Are you desperate to find something more? Before your life is over Are you stuck inside a world you hate? Are you sick of everyone around? With their big fake smiles and stupid lies While deep inside you're bleeding No you don't know what it's like When nothing feels all right You don't know what it's like To be like me |
Glow in
Burn out Lost the feeling Bruise in You bruise out Nurse the bleeding And I feel it's going down Ten feet below the ground I'm waiting for your healing hand One touch will bring me round |
And I feel like I'm living the worst day
Over and over again |
What if I wanted to break
Laugh it all off in your face What would you do? What if I fell to the floor Couldn't take this anymore What would you do, do, do? Come, break me down Bury me, bury me I am finished with you |
Give me a shot to remember and you can take all the pain away from me
A kiss and I will surrender The sharpest lives are the deadliest to lead......... |
I'm at this old hotel, but can't tell if I've been breathing or sleeping
Or screaming or waiting for the man to call and maybe All of the above, Cos mostly I've been sprawled on these cathedral steps While spitting out the blood and screaming Someone save us! Heaven help us now, Come crashing down We'll hear the sound, as you're falling down And will you pray for me, Or make a saint of me And will you lay for me, or make a saint of Cause I'll give you all the nails you need, Cover me in gasoline Wipe away those tears of blood again And the punch-line to the joke is asking someone save us! |
Can we work it out?
Can we be a family? I promise i'll be better,mummy i'll do anything. Can we work it out? Can we be a family? I promise i'll be better,daddy please dont leave! |
This feeling never leaves you alone You pull the trigger on your own You're hiding in your safe place Hiding with your eyes shut tightly all the way to the hospital Now will you ever rest your head You end up feeling mostly dead Pretending you're the last one Hiding with your eyes shut tight on the way to the hospital [Refrain:] Before I cross my heart and hope to die at all Take off my mask and leave the lies to the liars Before I cross my eyes I'm gonna give it up Take off my mask and leave the lies to the liars It never used to hurt before it isn't funny anymore Feeling so alone now funny how you wish some way that you'll die at the hospital You're quiet on the car ride home, you're waiting for your head to explode You're hiding in your safe place Hiding with your eyes shut tightly all the way to the hospital [Refrain] Will you look them in the face Could you look me in the face Three cheers you fooled them all [x2] Come on now hip hip hooray [Refrain] |
this one scared me half to death
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I'm in over my head
You got under my skin I've got no strength at all In this state that I'm in And my knees are weak And my mouth can't speak Fell too far this time |
One look sends it coursing through the veins oh how the feeling races
Back up to their brains to form expressions on there stupid faces They don't want to say hello Like I want to say hello Oh the heartbeats at its peak when you're coming up to speak And I'm so tense, never tenser Could all go a bit Frank Spencer? I'm talking gibberish, tip of the tongue but I can't deliver it ...Properly, oh it's all getting on top of me And if it weren't this dark you'd see how red my face has gone Everybody's trying to crack the jokes and that to make you smile Those that claim that they're not showing off are drowning in denial They're not half as bad as me say anything and I'll agree When it comes to acting up, I'm sure I could write the book And now that you're more than a part in the play It's slightly easier to think what to say You had us all, standing on our heads Doing our best tricks Never again, will there be another one that's as desirable as you |
I don't want to be the one, that battles always choose.
'Cause inside, I realise, that I'm the one confused. |
I'm walking down the line that divides me somewhere in my mind
on the borderline of the edge and where I walk alone |
I hurt myself today,
To see if I still feel. I focus on the pain, The only thing thats real. |
I was never good at hiding anything
My thoughts break me |
I miss the part, when we were moving forward now
On our way down But maybe someday, I'll be something more than love Just know I'll never tell And when you're on your way down [Through the clouds] And you're waiting for your body's re-entry again We speak in different voices When fighting with the ones we've loved We speak in different voices Why can't we say what we're thinking of I'm missing parts, now that you've told me everything On our way down And I was blessed and I've forgotten how to love You said you'd never tell And when you're on your way down And you're waiting for your body's re-entry again We speak in different voices When fighting with the ones we've loved We speak in different voices Why can't we say what we're thinking of Not even I will tell, We speak in different voices When fighting with the ones we've loved We speak in different voices We say these things to know they're real. We speak in different voices When fighting with the ones we've loved We speak in different voices Why can't we say what we're thinking of We speak in different voices when fighting with the one's we've loved We speak in different voices We speak in different voices To know they're real. Real. Ill never |
You feel yourself fall apart again
You hold your face inside your aching hands the angels tears come flooding down again bring us back again... |
hello teacher
tell me what's my lesson? look right through me look right through me... |
Life's been sucked out of me, and this routine's killing me
I did it to myself, again I said this would not be Somebody put me out of my misery ... Expression, stimulation, hollow sense of myself I did it to myself again Somebody put me in my place ... Never enough, never enough Do I deserve what I got? Now everything's okay, there's nothing wrong with me This seems unnatural to me I'd say in every way Somebody kick me in the face ... Now something's wrong with me, I'm bleeding profusely And this seems natural to me I f*ck up everyday Somebody put me in my place ... Never enough, never enough Do I deserve what I got? Never enough, never enough Do I deserve what I got? What I got I feel as if I'm running back to where I started You ask what's wrong with me, and I say nothing Is everything okay? Is something wrong with me? Pushing and pulling feelings, eternal, my heart is yours I feel as if I'm running, I feel as if I'm running, I feel as if I'm running RUN!!!!! Life ... will ... knock ... me ... down!!!!! Never enough, never enough Do I deserve what I got? Never enough, never enough Life ... will ... knock ... me ... down!!!!! |
I couldn't tell you why she felt that way,
She felt it everyday. And I couldn't help her, I just watched her make the same mistakes again. |
Cause I'm not a pawn for you to play in your ****ing game
I've got dignity and a dream that I want to achieve The pressure, your troubled and you let me down I'm not deaf and all I hear are your empty promises |
you don't need to bother
I don't need to be |
How could you really know,
as your blood flows, the damage left inside? If you could ever see the pain in me you'd wish it away. I haven't heard this song in ages. AGES. |
I'm a nightmare, a disaster
That's what they always said |
Crawl but I don't get far
I know I should run But I just keep running back And I know I should run I know I should run... |
*pleading*
Tonight make me unstoppable and I will charm I will slice I will dazzle them with my wits. Tonight make me unstoppable and I will charm I will slice I will dazzle i will outshine them all. |
O no, I see,
I spun a web, it's tangled up with me, And I lost my head, The thought of all the stupid things I said, O no what's this? A spider web, and I'm caught in the middle, I turned to run, The thought of all the stupid things I've done |
Nobody said it was easy
No one ever said it would be this hard |
You, hurt, me, bad!
GO! Your words, bury me, of what I used to be I can't erase all those things I've seen Your heart, smothers me, now it's hard to breathe I can't erase all my memories |
Seems like I should be getting somewhere
Somehow I'm neither here nor there (runaway train by soul asylum) |
pale white skin with strawberry gashes all over
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I'm miles from where you are
I lay down on the cold ground and I Pray that something picks me up And sets me down in your warm arms wishing never changes anything |
I'll raise my fist Shout and scream I wont resist this life Become the dream Become the dream |
Then she closed her eyes
Found relief in a knife |
I know I’d better stop trying
You know that there’s no denying |
I can't hide, no
On the mantle I'm not sad Until I'm home Tis the season I'm all reason I have seen All I have grown Sheared at the seams Cheat on me And not seen At the seams I'm a lender I'm a planter I put something In the garden In the handle On the mantle I met Santa I met god I want a lady Can you save me? It's the sulfur I have grown 'Tis the season I'm all reason I have fleas So run on home |
Parasites on parasites craft the fall of man. His frailty will be his own end. but not soon enough. I have no calm for those who share this bond of flesh with such a wilingness for degradation. when the very breath that we share degrades me to no end. I want no part in this. I reject my role as one of you both in title and in deeds. My concern will not be confused with pity. because pity swiftly turns tolerance into acceptance. And I feel nothing but disgust. I want no part in this. Nothing ever changes. but I still want no part in this. Spite brings me such peace and suffering will save me. I can't escape this world, but I will deny it, I will deny it! And yet to these smiling husks I am just a fool. but I can no longer find the warmth to forgive those who bear such a likeness to smoldering ash that was once their will. I'm every broken man leaving you broken. |
Fall, suppressing every feeling.
I'm in so much pain. I have every f**king right to hate you. I can't take it! |
The story-- 30 seconds to mars
I've been thinking of everything I used to want to be I've been thinking of everything Of me, of you and me This is the story of my life These are the lies I have created I'm in the middle of nothing And it's where I want to be I'm at the bottom of everything And I finally start to leave This is the story of my life These are the lies I have created I created And I swear to god I'll find myself In the end In the end This is the story of my life These are the lies I have created I lie about my gender, I don't want the future I used to want. This is my life; i created the lies. I swear to anything, I will find myself in the end-- I won't end before I have found myself. Life as a transsexual is at the bottom of everything, in the middle of nothing, but I don't want to change it, because it's true. But I've been thinking of how my friends will react (of me, of you and me) when I stop the lies. |
I'm so lost I'm barely here
I wish I could explain myself but words escape me It's too late to save me You're too late You're too late |
I'm holding on your rope,
Got me ten feet off the ground And I'm hearing what you say but I just can't make a sound You tell me that you need me Then you go and cut me down, but wait You tell me that you're sorry Didn't think I'd turn around, and say... That it's too late to apologize, it's too late I said it's too late to apologize, it's too late I'd take another chance, take a fall Take a shot for you And I need you like a heart needs a beat But it's nothing new - yeah I loved you with the a red- Now it's turning blue, and you say... "Sorry" like an angel That you never let me think was you No one said it was easy. Nobody said it would be this hard. Somewhere there's speaking It's already coming in Oh and it's rising at the back of your mind You never could get it Unless you were fed it Now you're here and you don't know why But under skinned knees and the skid marks Past the places where you used to learn You howl and listen Listen and wait for the Echoes of angels who won't return He's everything you want He's everything you need He's everything inside of you That you wish you could be He says all the right things At exactly the right time But he means nothing to you And you don't know why You're waiting for someone To put you together You're waiting for someone to push you away There's always another wound to discoverThere's always something more you wish he'd say But you'll just sit tight And watch it unwind It's only what you're asking for And you'll be just fine With all of your time It's only what you're waiting for Out of the island Into the highway Past the places where you might have turned You never did notice But you still hide away The anger of angels who won't return |
I felt the panic and tried to breathe.
Is this happening? I've ****ing had it. Well, God, save me, please |
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