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Long*Past 22-10-2007 06:03 AM

"I'm so tired of being here" My Immortal - Evanescence

My_Name_Is_Aiden 22-10-2007 03:11 PM

Pull me out of the aircrash
pull me out of the lake...

Rawrk 22-10-2007 03:28 PM

Why don't you hear me when I'm calling out to you?
Why don't you listen when I try to make it through?




Late last night, I made my plans
It was the only thing I felt I could do
Said goodbye, to my best friend
Sometimes there's no one left to tell you the truth

It's gonna kill me... The rest of my life
Let me apologize while I'm still alive
I know it's hard to face all of my past mistakes
It's gonna kill me for the rest of my life

This is my all time low
Somehow it feels so familiar
Somehow it seems so familiar
I feel like letting go
And every second that goes by
I'm screaming out for a second try
Said goodbye, to my best friend
Sometimes there's no one left to tell me the truth

It's gonna kill me... The rest of my life
Let me apologize while I'm still alive
I know it's hard to face all of my past mistakes
I've got to live with them rest of my life

This is the mess I've made
These are the words I can't erase
This is my life support, shutting down, for the final time
And it twists like a blade
And kills me for the rest of my life

If you won't forgive me
The rest of my life
Let me apologize while I'm still alive
I know it's hard to face all of my past mistakes
It's gonna kill me for the rest of my life...




Had a bad day, don't talk to me,
I'm gonna ride this out,
My little black heart, breaks apart,
With your big mouth.

And I'm sick of my sickness
Don't touch me, you'll get this.
I'm useless, lazy, perverted,
And you hate me.

You can't save me,
You can't change me,
Well I'm waiting for my wake-up call,
And everything, everything's my fault.

Went to the doctor, and I asked her,
To make this stop. (whoa)
Got medication, a new addiction,
****ing thanks a lot.

I had a relapse, I'm back at rehab
It ruins everything. (whoa)
So point your finger, at the singer,
He's in the pharmacy.

You can't save me,
You can't change me,
Well I'm waiting for my wake-up call,
And everything's my fault.

You can't save me,
You can't blame me,
Well I'm waiting here to take a fall,
And everything, and everything's my fault.

And I'm a death threat haven't slept yet,
Baby why the wake up call
I'm the bad boy tell the tabloids
Everything's my fault.

Whoa whoa whoa yeah, write it, write it,
Whoa Whoa whoa everything's my fault,
Everything's my fault.

I went to heaven, but couldn't get in,
For what I have done.
I said forsake me, he said you're crazy
You had too much fun.

You can't save me,
You can't change me,
Well I'm waiting for my wake-up call,
And everything's my fault.

You can't save me,
You can't blame me,
Well I'm waiting here to take a fall,
And everything, everything's my fault.


xbeckyx 22-10-2007 03:30 PM

I never thought it'd feel this good to quit,
I'm not afraid anymore,
Forgive me.

RenewedHope 22-10-2007 03:40 PM

Nobody said it was easy
No one ever said it would
be so hard
I'm going back to the
start

My_Name_Is_Aiden 22-10-2007 07:17 PM

she's upset
bad day

Field Of Paper Flowers 22-10-2007 07:25 PM

Dreams, Dreams
Of when we had just started things
Dreams of you and me
It seems, It seems
That I can't shake those memories
I wonder if you have the same dreams too.

Field Of Paper Flowers 22-10-2007 07:27 PM

There's no one in the world that could replace you

RenewedHope 22-10-2007 07:27 PM

To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked when you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
And no one's there to save you
No you don't know what it's like
Welcome to my life

Do you wanna be somebody else?
Are you sick of feeling so left out?
Are you desperate to find something more?
Before your life is over
Are you stuck inside a world you hate?
Are you sick of everyone around?
With their big fake smiles and stupid lies
While deep inside you're bleeding

No you don't know what it's like
When nothing feels all right
You don't know what it's like
To be like me

My_Name_Is_Aiden 22-10-2007 07:29 PM

Glow in
Burn out
Lost the feeling
Bruise in
You bruise out
Nurse the bleeding

And I feel it's going down
Ten feet below the ground
I'm waiting for your healing hand
One touch will bring me round

RenewedHope 22-10-2007 07:32 PM

And I feel like I'm living the worst day
Over and over again

Zedebee 22-10-2007 08:44 PM

What if I wanted to break
Laugh it all off in your face
What would you do?
What if I fell to the floor
Couldn't take this anymore
What would you do, do, do?

Come, break me down
Bury me, bury me
I am finished with you

My_Name_Is_Aiden 22-10-2007 09:17 PM

Give me a shot to remember and you can take all the pain away from me
A kiss and I will surrender
The sharpest lives are the deadliest to lead.........

RenewedHope 23-10-2007 12:01 AM

I'm at this old hotel, but can't tell if I've been breathing or sleeping
Or screaming or waiting for the man to call and maybe
All of the above, Cos mostly I've been sprawled on these cathedral steps
While spitting out the blood and screaming
Someone save us!

Heaven help us now, Come crashing down
We'll hear the sound, as you're falling down

And will you pray for me, Or make a saint of me
And will you lay for me, or make a saint of

Cause I'll give you all the nails you need, Cover me in gasoline
Wipe away those tears of blood again
And the punch-line to the joke is asking someone save us!

DropDead- 23-10-2007 01:17 AM

Can we work it out?
Can we be a family?
I promise i'll be better,mummy i'll do anything.
Can we work it out?
Can we be a family?
I promise i'll be better,daddy please dont leave!

RenewedHope 23-10-2007 01:24 AM

This feeling never leaves you alone
You pull the trigger on your own
You're hiding in your safe place
Hiding with your eyes shut tightly all the way to the hospital

Now will you ever rest your head
You end up feeling mostly dead
Pretending you're the last one
Hiding with your eyes shut tight on the way to the hospital

[Refrain:]
Before I cross my heart and hope to die at all
Take off my mask and leave the lies to the liars
Before I cross my eyes I'm gonna give it up
Take off my mask and leave the lies to the liars


It never used to hurt before it isn't funny anymore
Feeling so alone now funny how you wish some way that you'll die at the hospital

You're quiet on the car ride home, you're waiting for your head to explode
You're hiding in your safe place
Hiding with your eyes shut tightly all the way to the hospital

[Refrain]

Will you look them in the face
Could you look me in the face
Three cheers you fooled them all [x2]
Come on now hip hip hooray

[Refrain]

Buttons. 23-10-2007 01:31 AM

this one scared me half to death

RenewedHope 23-10-2007 01:34 AM

I'm in over my head
You got under my skin
I've got no strength at all
In this state that I'm in
And my knees are weak
And my mouth can't speak
Fell too far this time

gypsyroselee 23-10-2007 01:48 AM

One look sends it coursing through the veins oh how the feeling races
Back up to their brains to form expressions on there stupid faces
They don't want to say hello
Like I want to say hello
Oh the heartbeats at its peak when you're coming up to speak

And I'm so tense, never tenser
Could all go a bit Frank Spencer?
I'm talking gibberish, tip of the tongue but I can't deliver it
...Properly, oh it's all getting on top of me
And if it weren't this dark you'd see how red my face has gone

Everybody's trying to crack the jokes and that to make you smile
Those that claim that they're not showing off are drowning in denial
They're not half as bad as me say anything and I'll agree
When it comes to acting up, I'm sure I could write the book

And now that you're more than a part in the play
It's slightly easier to think what to say
You had us all, standing on our heads
Doing our best tricks

Never again, will there be another one that's as desirable as you

FreeFallin 23-10-2007 04:38 AM

I don't want to be the one, that battles always choose.
'Cause inside, I realise, that I'm the one confused.

My_Name_Is_Aiden 23-10-2007 07:21 PM

I'm walking down the line that divides me somewhere in my mind
on the borderline of the edge and where I walk alone

Metal_Juggalette 23-10-2007 09:57 PM

I hurt myself today,
To see if I still feel.
I focus on the pain,
The only thing thats real.

My_Name_Is_Aiden 23-10-2007 10:02 PM

I was never good at hiding anything
My thoughts break me

xbreakmyheart_murderx 23-10-2007 10:12 PM

I miss the part, when we were moving forward now
On our way down
But maybe someday, I'll be something more than love
Just know I'll never tell

And when you're on your way down
[Through the clouds]
And you're waiting for your body's re-entry again

We speak in different voices
When fighting with the ones we've loved
We speak in different voices
Why can't we say what we're thinking of

I'm missing parts, now that you've told me everything
On our way down
And I was blessed and I've forgotten how to love
You said you'd never tell

And when you're on your way down
And you're waiting for your body's re-entry again

We speak in different voices
When fighting with the ones we've loved
We speak in different voices
Why can't we say what we're thinking of

Not even I will tell,

We speak in different voices
When fighting with the ones we've loved
We speak in different voices
We say these things to know they're real.

We speak in different voices
When fighting with the ones we've loved
We speak in different voices
Why can't we say what we're thinking of

We speak in different voices
when fighting with the one's we've loved
We speak in different voices
We speak in different voices

To know they're real. Real.
Ill never

My_Name_Is_Aiden 23-10-2007 10:56 PM

You feel yourself fall apart again
You hold your face inside your aching hands
the angels tears come flooding down again
bring us back again...

My_Name_Is_Aiden 24-10-2007 12:36 AM

hello teacher
tell me what's my lesson?
look right through me
look right through me...

RenewedHope 24-10-2007 12:41 AM

Life's been sucked out of me, and this routine's killing me
I did it to myself, again I said this would not be
Somebody put me out of my misery ...
Expression, stimulation, hollow sense of myself
I did it to myself again
Somebody put me in my place ...

Never enough, never enough
Do I deserve what I got?

Now everything's okay, there's nothing wrong with me
This seems unnatural to me I'd say in every way
Somebody kick me in the face ...
Now something's wrong with me, I'm bleeding profusely
And this seems natural to me I f*ck up everyday
Somebody put me in my place ...

Never enough, never enough
Do I deserve what I got?

Never enough, never enough
Do I deserve what I got?
What I got

I feel as if I'm running back to where I started
You ask what's wrong with me, and I say nothing
Is everything okay? Is something wrong with me?
Pushing and pulling feelings, eternal, my heart is yours
I feel as if I'm running, I feel as if I'm running, I feel as if I'm running
RUN!!!!!

Life ... will ... knock ... me ... down!!!!!

Never enough, never enough
Do I deserve what I got? Never enough, never enough
Life ... will ... knock ... me ... down!!!!!

Field Of Paper Flowers 25-10-2007 01:24 AM

I couldn't tell you why she felt that way,
She felt it everyday.
And I couldn't help her,
I just watched her make the same mistakes again.

RenewedHope 25-10-2007 01:35 AM

Cause I'm not a pawn for you to play in your ****ing game
I've got dignity and a dream that I want to achieve
The pressure, your troubled and you let me down
I'm not deaf and all I hear are your empty promises

Wistaire 25-10-2007 04:38 AM

you don't need to bother
I don't need to be

Jasmine222222 25-10-2007 05:19 AM

How could you really know,
as your blood flows,
the damage left inside?
If you could ever see
the pain in me
you'd wish it away.

I haven't heard this song in ages. AGES.

RenewedHope 25-10-2007 11:33 PM

I'm a nightmare, a disaster
That's what they always said

My_Name_Is_Aiden 26-10-2007 01:35 AM

Crawl but I don't get far
I know I should run
But I just keep running back
And I know I should run
I know I should run...

lungs locked lips locked 26-10-2007 01:37 AM

*pleading*

Tonight
make me unstoppable
and I will charm
I will slice
I will dazzle them with my wits.
Tonight
make me unstoppable
and I will charm
I will slice
I will dazzle
i will outshine them all.

RenewedHope 26-10-2007 01:43 AM

O no, I see,
I spun a web, it's tangled up with me,
And I lost my head,
The thought of all the stupid things I said,
O no what's this?
A spider web, and I'm caught in the middle,
I turned to run,
The thought of all the stupid things I've done

My_Name_Is_Aiden 26-10-2007 01:45 AM

Nobody said it was easy
No one ever said it would be this hard

RenewedHope 26-10-2007 01:52 AM

You, hurt, me, bad!
GO!
Your words, bury me, of what I used to be
I can't erase all those things I've seen
Your heart, smothers me, now it's hard to breathe
I can't erase all my memories

Les 26-10-2007 03:18 AM

Seems like I should be getting somewhere
Somehow I'm neither here nor there
(runaway train by soul asylum)

Long*Past 26-10-2007 06:20 AM

pale white skin with strawberry gashes all over

My_Name_Is_Aiden 26-10-2007 08:05 PM

I'm miles from where you are
I lay down on the cold ground and I
Pray that something picks me up
And sets me down in your warm arms


wishing never changes anything

Pix91 26-10-2007 11:17 PM

I'll raise my fist
Shout and scream
I wont resist this life
Become the dream
Become the dream

Long*Past 26-10-2007 11:38 PM

Then she closed her eyes
Found relief in a knife

RenewedHope 26-10-2007 11:58 PM

I know I’d better stop trying
You know that there’s no denying

treYint 27-10-2007 12:35 AM

I can't hide, no
On the mantle
I'm not sad
Until I'm home

Tis the season
I'm all reason

I have seen
All I have grown

Sheared at the seams
Cheat on me
And not seen
At the seams

I'm a lender
I'm a planter
I put something
In the garden


In the handle
On the mantle
I met Santa
I met god


I want a lady
Can you save me?

It's the sulfur
I have grown


'Tis the season
I'm all reason
I have fleas
So run on home

DVM 27-10-2007 03:16 AM

Parasites on parasites craft the fall of man.
His frailty will be his own end.
but not soon enough.
I have no calm for those who share this bond of flesh with such a wilingness for degradation.
when the very breath that we share degrades me to no end.
I want no part in this.
I reject my role as one of you both in title and in deeds.
My concern will not be confused with pity.
because pity swiftly turns tolerance into acceptance.
And I feel nothing but disgust.
I want no part in this.

Nothing ever changes.
but I still want no part in this.
Spite brings me such peace and suffering will save me.
I can't escape this world, but I will deny it, I will deny it!
And yet to these smiling husks I am just a fool.
but I can no longer find the warmth to forgive those who bear such a likeness to smoldering ash that was once their will.
I'm every broken man leaving you broken.

CoffinNail 27-10-2007 09:46 AM

Fall, suppressing every feeling.
I'm in so much pain.
I have every f**king right to hate you.
I can't take it!

cchaos 27-10-2007 04:12 PM

The story-- 30 seconds to mars
I've been thinking of everything
I used to want to be
I've been thinking of everything
Of me, of you and me

This is the story of my life
These are the lies I have created

I'm in the middle of nothing
And it's where I want to be
I'm at the bottom of everything
And I finally start to leave

This is the story of my life
These are the lies I have created
I created

And I swear to god
I'll find myself
In the end

In the end

This is the story of my life
These are the lies I have created


I lie about my gender, I don't want the future I used to want. This is my life; i created the lies. I swear to anything, I will find myself in the end-- I won't end before I have found myself. Life as a transsexual is at the bottom of everything, in the middle of nothing, but I don't want to change it, because it's true. But I've been thinking of how my friends will react (of me, of you and me) when I stop the lies.

My_Name_Is_Aiden 27-10-2007 08:49 PM

I'm so lost I'm barely here
I wish I could explain myself but words escape me
It's too late to save me
You're too late
You're too late

Tears and Rain 28-10-2007 12:15 AM

I'm holding on your rope,
Got me ten feet off the ground
And I'm hearing what you say but I just can't make a sound
You tell me that you need me
Then you go and cut me down,
but wait
You tell me that you're sorry
Didn't think I'd turn around, and say...


That it's too late to apologize, it's too late
I said it's too late to apologize, it's too late

I'd take another chance, take a fall
Take a shot for you
And I need you like a heart needs a beat But it's nothing new - yeah
I loved you with the a red-


Now it's turning blue, and you say...
"Sorry" like an angel
That you never let me think was you


No one said it was easy.
Nobody said it would be this hard.



Somewhere there's speaking
It's already coming in
Oh and it's rising at the back of your mind
You never could get it
Unless you were fed it
Now you're here and you don't know why

But under skinned knees and the skid marks
Past the places where you used to learn
You howl and listen
Listen and wait for the
Echoes of angels who won't return

He's everything you want
He's everything you need
He's everything inside of you
That you wish you could be
He says all the right things
At exactly the right time
But he means nothing to you
And you don't know why

You're waiting for someone
To put you together
You're waiting for someone to push you away
There's always another wound to discover
There's always something more you wish he'd say

But you'll just sit tight
And watch it unwind
It's only what you're asking for
And you'll be just fine
With all of your time
It's only what you're waiting for

Out of the island
Into the highway
Past the places where you might have turned
You never did notice
But you still hide away
The anger of angels who won't return



RenewedHope 28-10-2007 12:36 AM

I felt the panic and tried to breathe.
Is this happening?
I've ****ing had it.
Well, God, save me, please


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